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2020.09.03 17:25 alittlesuccubus In need of advice

So I (X22) am currently in a committed non-monogamous relationship with my partner (M21). We have good communication and before solidifying the relationship I made it clear that I can’t be in a long distance relationship unless it’s very open because I am a physically orientated/social person. Ideally he would like our relationship to be one where we date and play with other people together as a couple, however we did agree that in certain circumstances it would be okay for us to also have individual play partners so long as we communicated with each other about it.
For the past year and a few months due to the circumstances of our community and then Covid happening, we’ve been living together and were each others only partner.
Recently though, I moved for school and now we are long distance. I really love him and he’s my best friend too so despite not being a long distance relationship person, I don’t want to break our relationship and I don’t feel like there’s really a reason to break it anyways.
Since I’ve moved about a month later I made a friend (M24) who very quickly became a play partner and I talked it over with my bf and he said it was okay. However, as I started updating him on what we were doing (because that was the agreement) he started having feelings of jealousy and sadness.
We tried talking it through, it’s understandable that he might feel left out and jealous because it’s always just been the two of us for so long and he isn’t able to be involved in our play due to the distance so it’s a tricky situation.
Turns out I have an exhibition/voyer kink and he doesn’t so while I’m really excited to share my experiences with him and if he ended up finding a play partner as well I’d be so down to hear about it... he doesn’t have that kink and for him, hearing me talk about it makes him feel jealous.
We tried coming up w some solutions like sending pictures and letting him make suggestions or rp with us via text or video call. But if he’s not the active dominant in the situation it doesn’t do it for him. :/ so that won’t work.
At this point we’ve agreed that I’ll just update him when we have sessions but not go into detail and if things get really depressing for him... I might be willing to compromise and end our play partnership and just go back to being friends. But I’m really enjoying this new connection I’ve made and I’d really rather find a different solution.
Anyone else have suggestions we might not have thought of? Or any tips on handling jealous feelings?
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2020.03.02 00:50 jw_mentions /r/TrueOffMyChest - "My grandparents chose a sex offender over me"

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Post Body: About 5 years ago a close family friend who was engaged to my aunt and was my dads best friend, was found with indecent pictures of children and had videos of me in the shower (voyerism) when I was between 16 and 20. this was obviously horrible and i still have nightmares about him now. Unfortunately my aunt decided to stay with this man. The family believe she is being gas-lighted so we still talk with her in the Hope she will come round one day and leave him.
A couple or years ago I got disfellowshiped (kicked out) of the jehovah's witnesses for having sex before marriage. I was living with my grandparents who are witnesses and they were very upset which I fully understood. But I had just lost my other grandmother who i was close to and just completely lost my faith.
Move on to last year, I had to move out. I had a nightmare about the horrible man and went to my grandad to talk to him about it I said how the dream was about the family forgiving him and letting him in the house and near me. My grandfather said it could happen. That one day they may let him into the house. I was mortified. I said to both him and my nana that if they would let him in the house I would have to move out. "That's your conscience decision" ... my decision to not live in a house that would allow this man in. I moved out and lived with my brother. And because I am disfellowshiped they will not talk to me as it is against the religion. However they still talk to the horrible man and go round for dinner and walks with him...
I feel so betrayed. And when I tell my family I'm still upset with Them they say "they miss you and love you" and according to my brother the family have said in the past that I dont take responsibility for what I did (getting kicked out of the witnesses).... Yet they dont ask the grandparents to take responsibility for not keeping me safe and secure.
I know I could have acted different but I didnt say i would let a sex offender near his victim.
Edit: the horrible man was not a witness, so it wasn't even that they chose a "brother" over me. He was just my aunts bf. Only my grandparents are witnesses so even my families reaction is weird considering they arent religious and still seem to blame me for being disfellowshiped.
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Happens more often than you think.
The so-called sicko is a baptized ‘brother’ so of course other witnesses will side with that monster over you. Even one’s own family. That’s why it’s a cult. They love the organization over anyone. It’s their little ark to paradise and by God nothing will stop that train.
The Watchtower organization gives shelter to sexual predators while claiming they abhor it. It’s classic double speak.
Did you know that the Watchtower Society won’t kick out a child molester without two witnesses? Yes as if all sexual assaults have bystanders. It’s lunacy.
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Every jw exjw who feel they were abused. Report. The more who report. Much may not start happening but when the police have a few details on one man it slowly comes back to bite. Please report him. Dont worry if he and others deny it. Hold your head up report and know you have stood up for yourself and who knows what other harm he is doing
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You have done nothing wrong. And you are not alone. There are many other ex-JWs who have been through something similar. I encourage you to find them. Look at exjw
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2019.05.12 00:24 chillednshit X video voyer

Hey yoll, I originally commented this on the thread for the video but it didn't get much attention. Where it has been seen its met positive response, so, here ya are. This is my analysis of both the lyrics and film clip for Mac's 'On The Square', enjoy.
I started this one out not expecting to end up where I did. Please join me as I either lose my mind entirely, or pry apart one of the most genius fucking pieces of art of our time, as well as the greatest insight into Mac's story yet. It all began with..
Let's try figure this one out a bit. Mac's lyrics are always great to analyze, I'm so pleased with this video, he's really pushing his art. Good work m8. First off, this shit is kinda dark. I feel really sorry for Mac if my interpretation is anyway resonant of what he is trying to express.

  • To begin, I think the stage represents his sense of being on show, pretty self-explanatory (also each characters outfit, this one is obvious af). Mac's struggles with the relation of fame, performance and identity have become more evident in his actions and lyrical themes lately.
  • Now, the blank mask may suggest Mac's inability to detect and understand his own personality, therefore it seems blank. Each of the three following characters represent an extremity of the three main personalities he detects within himself on introspection, but I'll cover those down below. In regards to questioning your own personality and feeling completely fucking lost, pretty fucking common really. To know your own identity is a biggy, the classic, cheesy "who am I?" is far more relateable than the average Joe would like to admit. Self reflection is terrifying, and Mac has of course delved deep into this, we hear it all the time in his lyrics. He literally has a song called Chamber of Reflection. The whole goofball persona really is only the tip of Mac's genius and sincerity and expression in his work. If you pay closer attention, you'll find Mac has given us a lot of insight into whats underneath.
  • The pig mask, or pigs in general, often represent wealth, greed, abundance, gluttony, etc.
  • Octopus, or squids often represent intelligence, creativity, adaptability and unpredictability. But, it kinda looks like cthulhu too, so, cosmicism? Cosmicism is an expression of the fear in the insignificance of humans in this universe. It represents our overwelmining insignificance, lack of understanding and the horror that entails this acknowledgement. I'll also chuck in some ontological anxiety in there to even it out. Tasty.
  • Now, the cat mask. We often hear of the standard black cat symbolism, but I think in this case it represents Mac's self-assuredness, patience and even a sense of calm in playfulness and confidence.
  • But what are they doing in that fucking room? It appears they are each working on a seperate task. The octopus with his intelligence is setting strong foundations, the cat with his confidence is building a wall, and the greedy pig appears hungry, reluctant, suspicious and bored as he puzzles over a try square before looking at blank Mac for an out. Now, this is where this whole analysis got a bit weirder.
  • A lot of us will be aware that Mac has a fascination with Freemasonry. I initially wanted to talk solely of the Masonic square and compass logo, but, on analysis, I realized there was more there. Freemasonry even describes itself as a "beautiful system of morality, veiled in allegory and illustrated by symbols", which as you had probably noticed by now, seems important in this specific piece of Mac's work. At their core, Freemasons believe firmly in brotherhood, and in this brotherhood they are bound in secrecy. This is where I gave up on focusing solely on the video..
  • .. and had to take a look at some of the lyrics and some further Freemasonry symbolism. To summarize, I think the lyrics are either about a Freemason questioning his position as a Freemason, maybe Mac, we'll probably never have that confirmation with the whole secrecy thing (Mac may be an ex or current Freemason, bound by secrecy, or he might just fucking love the idea of creating smart narratives within the context of Freemasonry). Or, they may describe someone delving too deep into their own self-reflection and understandings of the universe (throwback to A Wolf Who Wears Sheeps Clothes; "hopefully make some sense of all this shit before you're dead"). The lyrics talk about relinquishing your own sense of control to your brothers; "this time its in brothers hands". But Mac goes on to question if the individual is "satisfied", is it what they "had in mind" when they became a Freemason, or when they peered inside?
  • Now we get to talk more about the square. The title of the song, the word itself is repeated a tonne, it's important. When asked, Freemasons will often respond that the try-square and compass of their iconic logo are both "architect’s tools…to teach symbolic lessons…”. So, whats the symbolic lesson they represent here? The try square will draw up a square, and the compass will draw up a circle. Duncan's Masonic Monitor of 1866 explains them as: "The square, to square our actions; The compasses, to circumscribe and keep us within bounds with all mankind". It's balance. Mac loves balance. He wears the fucking worlds best symbol for balance on his forehead most days. Yin and Yang, we all know the cap. Also, to get potentially way too deep, as if I hadn't done that already. Eep. The square is often noted to represent the physical, and the circle the spirititual and intangible. It's a matter of maintaining balance between the two, or atleast through Freemasonry the acknowledgement that man is both the divine (the circle), he is God itself tarnished and simplified into the tangible, the square, our physical embodiment; "On the square, live a life that isn't there, square it up, call me once you've had enough"could mean a few things. It could be describing the sense of chaos derived from a lack of balance and order in the comprehension of such notions as ones self being fucking God, you need to "square it up". But also, give Maccy a buzz when you've had enough, either of these bizarre ontological, cosmic notions, or from Freemasonry, maybe the individual addressed in the song (often addressed to Mac himself) wants out of Freemasonry, or out of these bizarre rabbit holes. Furthermore, Mac sings that "maybe its been rectified, locked outside and left to die", possibly hinting at a departure from yet again, either of these notion.
  • Oof, went to deep, maybe. Anyway, who's that guy in the audience? Welp, thats us. He represents Mac's audience, beckoning him on to dig deeper into his art, to go deeper into his chamber of reflection, which, by the looks of this video, isn't always fucking pleasant. And yet, Mac feels compelled to please us. In a silent agreement with the audience, Mac looks into the chamber, he claws at the symbolism for meaning and direction, he is nearly as confused as us, yet, he shares it with us all the way. He's an open, fascinating and very confusing book. Mid video, we cut back to the audience guy in a frenzy over the bizarre scene unfolding before him, screaming like apes (literally plays ape sound effects). Thats our voyerism in observing the spectacle that is Mac and his art. We cheer him off as he walks off stage, still as lost as ever, yet now with a plethora of new information to try to understand after peering deep inside on stage for us all.
  • Oh, and they're all wearing a gold watch, time or some shit. Times scary right? The Freemasons also believe that with the physical death, the spiritual life continues on. Time, death, all that deep stuff.
So, whaddya fink? I'm pretty set on this one, but if I missed anything. Chuck it in. Also, on the rare chance that Mac ever sees this, please, pleeeeaaase let me know how I went Mac. I would love to hear some confirmation from an artist I have spent countless hours of my life enjoying, using for guidance and analyzing without hesitation. Also massive thanks, and a heads up to not be so hard on yourself if you do in fact struggle with us apes fetishizing your self-reflection and expression. It's kind of a paradox that I suggest you feel free to close up the book after enjoying reading it so much, but please, feel free, take care of yourself Maccy. P.S, rest of the world won't hear a thing about it if you decide to drop me a sneaky inbox.
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Hi, I've been back and forth this sub a few times, but due to my latest relapse almost week ago, I decided to grab that grip on life. This needs to stop.
My wife, whom I've been married to half a year now, doesn't seem to have too positive attitude, and every time we talk about the hard stuffs, my recovery plan, etc. it seems like I end up telling something I've kept from her, and we go back to arguing, which then makes me have dark thoughts and really is the worst feeling ever, causing anxiety-loneliness-triggers back and forth. Or we just talk about something old and end up feeling sad. It's been like so since about 2 months after we started dating, when I started revealing who I really was, which was about 2 years ago. (yeah yeah, tell me about how rushing into marriage is not a good idea).
All I thought - and still honestly kinda do - is, that I'm just a normal guy who watches P and M's, just like everyone else. I googled back at the beginning of our arguing period (/relationship) if I really have a problem. All I got were results of EDs, prostitutes, cheating, drugs & alcohol mix-usage, voyerism, etc. the extremes. I've maybe cheated back with my ex-ex-gf like 10 years ago, which I promised to myself I'll never do again, so other than that I considered myself NOT as part of problem group. Problem solved, eh?
I didn't keep track on my progress before the latest relapse. I wanted to just be off as long as I can without pressuring myself with time. I sometimes would end up on watching trailers of dating games, music videos on youtube, and photos of celebrities, but I promised to myself that I'd keep myself out of P. And if I M'd, I would do it all natural, no images, videos, etc. Everything went fine for a few months.
Lo and behold, one day I realized I hadn't cleared couple of P videos from my phone. Not a problem, I can handle. I'll just keep the videos there just in case... And roll forward two days and had the biggest hard-on, relapsed. I thought, fudge it, I'll just "do this while I have the chance". Ie. relapsed big time.
Now, I didn't think at the time that it was wrong. What I did think was wrong was my wife not knowing about it. As if I didn't have a clear concious. As some Catholics would be feeling responsible for searching for forgiveness from God via priests confessions, I did feel the same about my wife. I wasn't pure. I don't really see difference in bed if I M'd in the morning and try having sex in the evening. It's the mind, that's telling me "you did bad and you're still doing it" what is ruining the mood. Still, from her point of view, there's a problem.
The biggest argument is that I consider P & M as letting off some steam. From her point of view I'm cheating on her. Every single image, video, dream, is another woman in her husbands life. And I can't see it. Not even slightest. Hell, I even sometimes feel like "damn, why did I marry this bat-shit-crazy woman...", which on the best of times makes me really regret having those thoughts.
But I did see that I have a problem as those urges were so bad. I went back on drawing board looking for solutions. I read article about "why P is hotter than my wife", since that what seems to be the problem. I ended up reading goodmenproject article about the subject. Some of those quotes really hit hard. So I decided that this, this is going to end once and for all. I can't stand my wife crying most of her nights to sleep.
So I have declared war against the unknown. Wish me luck. Reading through the chart I'm 5 % in the progress. Numbers have been my friend a long time, and since I have their battleplan laid out in the open I can plan my next attack.
So, as I'm really new to this, I invite any help possible. How should I deal with things that I don't talk with her in order to protect her self-image and possibly our marriage, should I aim to not talk about the past or let it all out? Is sex with wife an option, or should I stay out of it for a X period of time? How about movies, I read if one just watches it for the sake of watching a movie, everything is fine. So if deep down I feel like it's a bit of voyerism, should I still go for the movie (which my wife will be choosing at the beginning at least), or let it go? I also commute a ton in bus, which is full of trigger-women. How do you deal with live meat triggers? Any other tips as to what my wife should or shouldn't do with me sexually (as I'm going for Standard reboot)?
TL;DR: First post, relapsed week ago, heading to war with even bigger armory; you guys and The Math.
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2016.02.16 17:37 shanna404 30 [f4f or m] Would you like to watch? Looking for a fun, attractive person who likes coffee, conversation and possibly watching.

Hello. I am a fit, attractive woman currently looking for another girl or guy to watch me play with another guy. Pm me if you're insterested and we can talk about the details.
It would be nice if voyerism was new to you and you're looking for a soft introduction with a fun, easy going girl like me. About me: I'm a professional with a passion for art, films and video games. 5"3, wavy hair, Spanish/white mix with light brown eyes. I'm slim and I take care of my body. Hoping to find someone for fun times.
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