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2020.10.22 00:33 devanyabril Hidden sex in family

Hello I just wanted to come on here and hopefully get some advice , so I meet my boyfriend when I was 15 and he was 16 got pregnant at 15 and delivered at 16 so really young. Two years in so I was 17-18 and he was 18-19 but he sneakly took one of my moms old phone and went looking for things and found some nudes of her like everything out nipples vigaina ass just everything !!! and he took pictures of them and saved in his phone on a hidden file. For 3 months without me knowing just yet he would jack off to them every night. Well I ended up leaving him because he didn’t work or help with our daughter and he would just get high all day with my money anyways i meet a guy where I worked and he was sweet and so I decided to leave my bf and when I broke up and kicked him out he then showed me my moms pictures out of anger. I totally blocked him and didn’t give him a chance for 4 months until we got back and since then we are now 6 years in so 4 years after that happened and I am so insecure with my self , I don’t enjoy sex , I’m always angry at him , it makes me sad , I’m such a family person and we are always at my parents home so it makes me feel so uncomfortable, and it’s just some thing I’ve tried to forget but I can’t. In the past when we did get back we would argue so much about it and I’ve done my mistakes and I have slept with someone out of anger and wanting him to feel the same hurt I’ve felt but i know I’m wrong for that and I took part , I throw it in his face every time we argue that I wish I could be as gross as him and sleep with his dad/brother and have to see them in the daily just so he can know what I go through. It’s been better now and we don’t fight as much but it’s has made me unhappy with life overall ... we still do argue and I still quiestion my self everyday what was it out of? Like what was he thinking did he want to have sex with my mom? My mom hates him by the way she’s creeped out and does not speak to him at all. nothing that I do is exciting, we go somewhere and I get so jealous if he looks at a girl or just feel angry not at the girls but something about him that triggers me , he again cheated on me maybe 2 years ago on an app with only older woman 40-60 years old and that is my moms age so to me it’s just disrespectful and disgusting like why older woman ? I love him and couldn’t see him with anyone eles but why do I hate him ? Is that possible ? Or what is wrong with me .. I can’t trust him with anything. I’m so hurt we have done counseling and it has not helped. Should I just leave .. I’ve kicked him out so many times because it gets so toxic and he still smokes every day and gets high and we’re so opposite. But he says he loves me.
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2020.10.21 17:35 TatarCubanGirl The Dragon

I was raised as a Jehovahs witness and I remember being taught that the dragon in the Bible is also the Devil. Later I asked them about is the dragon in the Bible and Revelation and the cultural Chinese Dragon. I got the answer that the Dragon was a symbol for the Chinese emperor but now it is just a symbol for good luck. Apperantly the asian chinese cultural dragon has no connection to the devil-dragon in the Bible. But I clearly remember being taught in childhood that the Devil is also a Dragon.
http://truthabouttaiwan.blogspot.com/2010/08/chinese-culture-is-satanic.html
I have to admit my JW upbringing legit convinced me as a child that chinese culture is kind of satanic.
The Kpop artist G-Dragon legit rubs me to this day the wrong way and make me feel strange.
Plus the fact that the dragon is a symbol among asian mafia in tattoos and amwf porn (which makes
me feel at the same time cringe as f and mildly irritated)
When I read Wild Swans by Jung Chang where she basically wrote her mother had an abortion because she felt she could better serve the Communist Chinese government. That moment I got
"child sacrifice for Communist Party" vibes. And I remembered all the stories from the Old Testament about the caananites sacrificed their children to their gods.
Being raised as a JW by former atheist parent from communist countries as refuges and immigrants
in Sweden , and reading the whole Bible legit fucked me up.
Because according to JWs fetus=child.
My parents were atheist raised during Communism. They only got into Jws after coming to Sweden after my birth because they both studied in Moscow.
But our life did not turn out good and I legit think the JWs are an organization to hunt down communists around the world and reeducate communists children into christianity.
My parents got threathened by social services and mm and my mother fled to Russia.
I still think all of this happened only because of my grandfather being a cuban diplomat in North Korea. My father also never baptised himself into the Jws unlike my mother.
Yes I have read the book by Yeonmi Park "To be able to live" and I can sympathise with her.
But what concerns me more is my grandfather who lives very poor in Cuba and despite being on pension he continues to work. No matter how much I sympathise with Yeonmi Park I am more concerned about Cuba and Russia and why the main population is so poor there.
I am also concerned with the artificial milk-producing companies invading republics not so far from my mothers republic only employing chinese from the mainland and producing crap unhealthy products to sell in Russia.


I remember the JWs literature having the focus on prozelyting "worldly" people especially Chinese in China.
I remember the literature where we were encouraged to "take the step over to Macedonia" where two girls prozelyted to two chinese.
I especially think of this when I discovered the book and movie The Bitter Tea of General Yen.
I also think of it when Jws get jailed for prozelyting in China.
Also I remember in the book "What does the Bible really learn?" there was this picture with an asian woman reading the Bible.
I feel that I have a weird relationship to Asians even thought I am half asian myself. I am half Cuban ,half Tatar. Tatars ara considered minority asians in Russia.
It started with when my blonde best swedish friend Hulda (fake name) father got divorced (the family were JWs) to his swedish wife and married a Thai woman. The swedish wife married an african refugee.
That legit made me start feeling doubt in my religion.
I used to go with my famly to a chinese traditional doctor who was very kind who gave my parents a traditional chinese cooking utensil.
My mother is best friend with a woman from Tajikistan that is Uzbek who was a wealthy woman during communist regime. We also know another woman from Kazakhstan whose dad was a politican but
who seems to have gotten some grudge against my mum. She also did a really mean joke after my fathers death about him being behind the Chernobyl accident just for being a nuclear engineer who worked there at one point.
Only after my fathers death have I seen really how nasty Huldas mother really is when she claimed my mother did wrong by escaping from social services with me to Russia. I told her she was bullshitting and lying. I also hate the posh polish JW woman who claimed I stole her daughters jacket in childhood. Now they just ignore us. I am really disappointed with the Jws and legit think they contacted our family
only to destroy my dad and make his daughter anti-communist.
I also really hate how poorly my parents got treated here despite their higher educations

My parents used to help a Vietnamese family with documents and helping them not getting scammed into laundering money . They were very kind but shortly abrupted our relationship and talking after the wifes vietnamese friend started talking about JWs being bad.
But I remember going to a school where a filipina girl hated me and used to put dirty water in my water drinking bottle. She was in love with a swedish boy from a nationalistic swedish party and was jealous because he showed interest in me. Btw the boy said he was a satanist when I told him I was JW.
Once I tried to make friend s with a Thai boy at school but it did not work out.
When I heard a higher educated russian man on Youtube complain about the asians and their cliques
and how we russians and cenral asians dont have our cliques the same way and how the west hates us russians I have to agree. I relly recommend everybody to listen to the Youtubers Revengestar, Vovan Japan 0.2 and Nazar Ilishev.
I some time read the manga Rosario Vampire with the vampire girl Moka Akashiya and when the russian youtuber Ashiya popped up with the same name it made me feel weird.

I was also really into Vampire knight but then I stumbled upon the website NihongoNews where
they exposed the dark side of Japan and all the red sun flag dark history so I remember when waiting outside a grocery store alone for my mother in Russia I saw an asian dude walking past me with red sun tattoos it made my stomach churn in discomfort. I also remember when I was lying in the hospital in Russia I got harassed for taking communist books from the hospital library to read.
There was this asian dude laughing at me for being shy and not used to talking to guys there.
Also once I got submitted into a psychiatric hospital alone and some asian girl and dude had sex behind a sliding wall while I was tied to bed. I am still angry on my mum for focing me in psychiatic hospitals 2 times just because I could not sleep at night. At the hospital there was also an asian nurse forcing a pill that fell to the floor into my mouth by force.
Also at the endocrinological hospital there was an really gruff , rough, hoarse main doctor without one finger (yakuza sign anybody?) that was really rude to my mum.
These are the 4 weird asians I cant forget. The one with the red sun tattoo ,the rude one ,the one behind the sliding wall and the one missing finger doctor. Watching japanese visual kei videos with the red rising flag makes me SO uncomfortable. I constantly remeber that guy who walked past me when I see that.
Also I got an operation on my stomach. While I was lying in the endocrinological part of the hospital I overheard old babushkas talking about the main doctor and his daugher ruling the hospital being very affluent poeple making the hard working babushkas pretty salty. They also insiniated I had had an abortion even thought I explained it was only the appendix that got removed.
I confronted my mum about it but she stands by that it only was the appendix.
Later I got maredreams and strange thoughts if maybe I was raped during sleep in the other hospital because I remember one day waking up and seeing a weird condom lying in the corridor (I slept in the corridor) and the asian guy quickly moving out after that. I also remember the nurses choosing especially him to once deliver me some pills I had to swallow.
But the most horrifiying memory I have is when the asian guy rolled me in a wheel chair and I remember him whispering some strange words I dont fully remember (dont be afraid?) when they transferred me from hospital to hospital.
I also read about Japan and China and the yakuza from books in the library while I was in my mothers hometown but later strangely these books disappeared.
I also I remember the constant flower kiosk named Sakura and tokyoflower in my city the sudokus selled in every kiosk and after reading all those horrible things about what the japanese did ww2 it just puts bad taste in my mouth.
I really find visual kei intersting with how they portray themselves as demons and its interesting to me that all the foreign visual kei arists are thai swedish, english and from the western world.
Especially SekimaII and their "demons" concept. They remember me of the female russian band U-kei.
I have been watching Kazakh pop the latest years and its unsettling to watch them don kimonos.
I have even seen tatar musicians do it.
I may be revealing to much of my life. But the internet has opened my eyes to how asian diasporas absorb everything around themselves. Reading asian supremacist subreddits here on reddit makes me even more uncomfortable. But my biggest beef that I have is when I read that chinese hate europeans and central asians but then I remembered the traditional chinese doctor named Pan who was so kind
and dismissed it.But there is tons of anti-asian ,anti-chinese info on russian Youtube.
But it is true that ex-communist immigrant dont support and band together judging by all the chinese shops,thai massage salons, indian resturants in my swedish town but no russian or central asian resturants. Even in Cuba I saw a Chinese resturant and saw the stories of the chinese residents in Cuba and the store selling asian, anime and K-dramas in Havana. Also the new Crazy Rich Asians and Mulan movie compared to the Borat movie reminded everyone that the new Han Chinese supremacist narrative is being pushed.
I was always so amused by the fact that Cinderella called the cat Lucifer in the cartoon and the pet dragon in Mulan and speculated over Disneys satanism.
My question is with the chinese dragon in the Bible.
My second question is with contemporary Israel and why is lbgt and femenism and abortion so accepted there if it is prohibited in the Bible. Like doesnt it bother anyone at all that the non-israelite people in the book of Joshua worship the sun and to me they SO much wakes up associations of the red rising sun flag to me ?
Because of this seeing the jewish star in japanese visual kei videos also makes me feel strange.
My father always had a negative opinion on Japan and Israel.
My second is when I saw the music video Ai-dolls -Ai-dolls (kyrgyz pop). Ai means moon in kyrgyz but means love in japanese so that reminded me of the manga Princess Ai and made me uncomfortable.
My cousin studies in China but refuses to tell me how he has it. He had a chinese girlfriend but broke up with her.
His father had a company named Thanks (Rahmat) Tea but his son got brutally murdered so the company died but strangely enough some weird product with the same name started selling while I lived with my mother in Russia. My mothers last name consists of the word Thanks (Rahmat).
My uncle got a sexual disease while flying to buy Indian Tea in India so that really got me thinking.
I dont shame Indian people ,my mother is friends with one.

But I clearly see that chinese culture is anti-Bible. I remember watching the tv-series Empress of China.
There Wu Ruyi (Meiniang) kills a girl named Gaoyang. Later I watched an Youtube video of a chinese man claim that the god in the Bible is the same as the ancient chinese God and he said that Gaoyang means lamb. It felt like deja vu.
I also remember watching a japanese Youtuber in russian talking about japanese mythology that it goes like this: The Japanese god fell in love and procreated with humans and from there went all people. I had biblical deja vu when I heard of this and remembered the band Seikima II.
The thing is: I remember a russian girl magazine adverising the Hinamatsuri , Japanese girl fashion and "The land of the rising Soul" to russian young girls I cannot phantom the sneaky evilness of the japanese people propagating and advertising their culture to young girls only for the young girls to fly to Japan only to realize that Japan is like Saudi Arabia only more advertised and pink.
And I know that japanese culture is actively advertised in Russia.
I remember liking anime ,Sailor Moon and manga and wanting to translate manga into minority language in Russia but when I understood how dark and twistedly obsessed the japanese are with demons it made me think twice. Also 4chan anyone?
Some Youtuber said that if you learn japanese and start reading 4chan you will regret you learned japanese.
What I have learned from the russian Youtuber VovanJapan is 1:Japanese people love themselves very much. I have read traditional japanese poetry and I think it is true judging by the poem "Loving Oneself" I read.
Also remember reading the japanese poem wher the man tells the women "Dont think you cant be replaced and are unique". That kind of attitude also is a turn-off to me.
And asian people reading this and hating me:I dont care.
My uncle was very kind and always gave left-over food to his north koran servants while being a diplomat.
But I really hate all the toxic, hating and bullying by asian and especially japanese people online.
I really dislike their feudalistic ,passive-agressive hating on the Internet.
Just look at all the hate Blinchik in Japan , lolcow farm, pretty ugly little liars , Yoo Lana and other
pretty non-asian ,non-japanese females get. It is sickening.
It is also sickening seeing how russian-speaking men praise japanese women and shit on russian women under Sergey Kuvaevs videos.
I just dont think rasistic, imperialistic, rising red sun-wearing tattooed asians should be walking around in my mothers home town and make innocent girls like me feel unsafe.
I see VovanJapans YT channel get taken down and it makes me think he speaks the truth.
The film Interdevochka also got a price in Japan I think that talks about something.
You can read my post as fiction from planet X.
I have read beutiful japanese traditional poetry and japanese mythology.
But I have also read ugly japanese comment hidden by anonimity on the internet and it makes me disgusted.
Like the only thing I can think of is the son Katoosha by AKB4.
But I have read russians saying it is very had to talk to japanese people because they are so quiet
and you have to force words out of them.
I think Japan is like the dentist clinic in Sailor Moon :Kawaii -Hawaii on the outside but horrifying on the inside.VovanJapan said that they do medical experiments on foreigners in Japan. I always think of Viagras music video Anti.-Geisha where a japanese girls shoots at you throught the TV.Or In-Yans music video Kamikaze.
I saw japanese hair salons and a sushi shop in my mother russian hometown.
I know a mongolian woman that works in a sushi shop here in sweden that has two married mongolian relatives living in japan working for a japanese car company.
Why do we russians celebrate the Victory over Germany , but not over Japan?
Why is there a monument remembering the japanese soliders in Russia?
Why do we Russians allow this to happen?
Why do we russians not stand up for ourselves?
I have watched DenTV and they tell about how the japanese think we russian dropped the bombs on them.It makes me sick.
I think that in japanese culture the concept conscience does not exist. At least judging y russian DenTV that is the case. They have shame culture but dont have the concept of sincere regret.
Of course I have never met japanese people in real life.
But I dont intend to try to Skype to a silent robot and try to force words out of them forcefully.
If any japanese think otherwise they can comment below.
I probably wont comment anyway as I am sick of seeing americans shit on Cuba and Russia in general.
So I am preparing for the communist haters!
I have teo questions:
1.Did the japanese ask forgiveness from Russia for their war crimes occuping Russia up tot the Uralic Mountains?
2.If not , What do they want from us crating Youtube channels saying they are proud of their forefathers who were soliders doing their duty in (Tatarstan) and marrying russian women?
Showing the monument commerating japanese soliders?
But the think making me most angry is when DenTV said japanese spies create anime communities in russian on the internet telling russian youth to commit suicide. That is the definition of going over all
limits!

The japanese really are Jorogumos on the World Wide Web searching for naive innocent flie-like russian youths to ensnare and push to sucide!
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2020.10.21 10:07 Oresama9000 Hidden sex in family

I have shit English, It's my 3rd language. I speak primarily mandarin and Japanese. I don’t think anyone will honestly believe me, but on the off chance that someone might give me advice I’ma try. I 24M are thinking of kidnapping my best friend and have her locked in my house for a bit. Now hear me out first. She 23F has posted on here, she has tried to reach out, and got seriously no replies. So She’s assuming she should just stay.
I have known my best friend, we’ll call Lily as she has that as her fake name on accounts for years as she posts her diary entries on here but disappeared from Reddit a year ago after things changed. I have known Lily since elementary school. I taught her Japanese. I am Japanese. She was my first crush, and my first love. I don’t love anyone but her. She’s what I wanted since the day I saw her before we ever met, and I did everything to make her mine which worked for years. And no, I’m not gonna kidnap her because I’m obsessively in love with her.
I have 2 older brothers that I’m going to mention, I have more siblings but will focus on those two. I’m second youngest in my family of all boys. My eldest brother is 9 years older than I am, 10 years older than Lily. My second eldest is three years older than I am and four years older than her. Lily is one of the most kind and gentle people I have ever met in my life. She’s the most absolute pure human being I have ever known and never says anything negative to anyone and is kind to people who are even cruel and bullied her in school. It would piss me off more than anything and she just said “You never know what they are going through. I know what they do to me is wrong, but maybe they have a horrible life and don’t know how to be better”.
She was always there for me when my mom died when we were in middle school. She was around so much I could sorta say she lived with me and my family almost. She only left when she needed to sleep pretty much. She lived less than a block from my place. In the beginning of high school her brother started being around all the time. Her brother pretty much became closer to me than my own brothers and best friend. He’s a true bro. He’s older than Lily by 3 years, so 2 years older than I am. She’s pretty damn attached to him too but nothing in a wrong way.
I think she called her brother Luke in her post so I guess I’ll call him that too. Luke and Lily don’t look related for crap despite being full siblings. Lily is Caramel skin with black hair and eyes. She’s very small, 159 cm (5’2” for Americans), and is shy and extremely quiet. Most people really think Lily is mute. She will specifically only talk to my family and her family only. She’s not all good at telling how she feels or else she stutters and gets very red, so art is everything to her. I can always tell how she feels because she will draw and the theme of her art is easy to tell. Also she’s a godly level of art skill. Everyone always tells her “Hey, Disney called, they want their artist back” jokes. Lily is always passive, and a very submissive person by nature. Not gonna lie, I did take advantage of that a few times which is how I first got her to let me do her. I knew she would be really nervous, and I knew she would hesitate and make excuses instead of saying no directly.
But I thought back then that unless she said no that meant no, but she told me later that she’s happy I did get her to have sex or else she probably would have been afried of it her whole life. She was the type to very adamantly wanted to be a virgin until marriage, but was gang raped when walking home after staying out late to study. A part of Lily was never the same. She failed school, and her dad died shortly after he found the truth. She was terrified of anything for a while.
Now for Luke. As I said Lily looks nothing like Luke. Luke is a very tall guy. He’s 188 cm (6’2”), and has light olive skin, I guess white but not pasty af white. He has blue eyes or green. Lily says hazel in her post. IDK they change color in different light. But he has dirty blonde hair. Luke was pretty much my solid man. He was my inspiration and pretty much idol. My grades went to shit in school, but he tutored me a lot which led us to chilling. The dude got everything. He got all the girls, which Lily was literally his wingwoman since she knows the type of girls he likes more than anyone else. He had the perfect honors grades, and he did sports. So not those lanky tall guys but the ones who looks like he can judo kick you through a wall.
I don’t know if this matters but I’m 183cm (6’0”). So Lily is incredibly tiny compared to me also. She’s weak up until she snaps. I only seen her snap once, and that was one time when She purposely did the silent treatment to me when I was 19 and she was 18 (She lived with me at the time cuss we were dating n shit) I got really angry and did the one thing I should never to in my life. I tore her sketchbook. I took a few pages out during dinner and shredded them. I have never seen someone go from 0 to 1,000 that fast. Wasn’t even 100 but a 1,000. She threw the whole damn dining room table at me. Not even flip it but picked it up and threw it while screaming like all hell god of war. I thought I was gonna die. Lily threw another chair at me before it took my eldest three brothers to hold her down because she took one of them down. Which my eldest three are actually taller than I am. My other 2 brothers sorta just stared in silence and noped into the other side of the room.
And now I have a phobia of touching her sketchbook. That’s the one and only time she was ever violent and doesn't remember anything she did. I should also mention she has autism but its aspergers. So the art is also attributed to that as well as not only is it her form of communication and expressing emotion, but it’s something she’s devoted to with all her heart and mind.
So Lily stayed with me after she got gang raped. Her family was pretty much blaming her except Luke who visited daily and always helped take care of her. She has a lot of medical issues so at times she can be completely fine one day, and the next she will be unable to move properly due to severe pain from a skin condition as well as no immune system. A cold is deadly to her. I noticed a pattern that every time she gets a cold she gets hospitalized, then goes deaf for a couple months due to having a none stop extremely high fever for over a week. When I saw her get sick it would make me worry so much as I never know if she’s gonna make it or not.
So while she dated me she fell in love with my eldest brother… go figure... it's always the eldest brother. I knew she liked him most. She always has since childhood. She didn’t even care about the age gap but looked at him like he was treasure. She never acted on any of her desires while with me. This part is all on me as I realized he actually reciprocated the feelings. I pretty much called him every name under the sun even calling him a fucking pedo because he was 27 and she was still 17.
The arguments turned into screaming matches, and the screaming matches turned into fistfights. Which Lily hated. She can’t stand violence. She always tried to stop us but one of my other brothers would grab her and hold her back. Eventually Lily got really angry and said she can’t deal with it anymore and she was my girlfriend and not my brothers. But with our behavior she couldn't stand staying at our house, and said that we wither solve it or she’s gone. She said she doesn’t even flirt with my brother, only has feelings to which he actually said she really doesn't initiate or do anything and if he ever tried to advance she would say no and sorry and how she can’t go behind my back.
Funny enough… my brother and I ended up deciding to share her since neither of us would just give her up. I was surprisingly not as possessive of her as I thought I would be by sharing her with him. Oh… and she said no for a whole hour and was yelling how morally wrong and fucked up it was to be with two men at the same time let alone them being brothers, but after both of us talked to her and we basically said “You told us to solve it, we solved it, so just deal with it” she said fine and actually ended up liking it. (And for those perves that fucking wanna know if we fucked her at the same time… yeah we did. Just never the same hole at the same time and wont go in the hole if the other came in it since we never used a condom and only finished in or on her)
Fast forward to this month. October is her favorite month since she says the air smells in a specific way she likes. I personally can’t smell it, but she has a fucking scent of a hound so I know she can smell stuff I can’t. Her hearing is also extremely sensitive too which overwhelms her if she goes in crowds, so she just can’t deal with being in places with too much activity. She broke up with my brother when she was 21 and I because this guy who was super obsessed with her tried to kill her with the literal phrase “If I can’t have you, no one can” and he pretty much tortured her for 3 hours with a friend of his and they would rape her in between on and off. It was honestly horrible. Her phone audio recorded it. I listened to the whole thing and never have wanted to kill anyone so much in my life.
Seeing her in the hospital was the worst as I’ve never seen her so hurt before too. She had to get stitches all over, and her thumb was burned with a lighter. I’m not gonna go into too much detail but that's just a bit of the damage done to her. She was too terrified to even want anything to do with anyone, but fuckinig hell. She fell for a fucking other Japanese guy she called Ren who is the same height as me. And fucking married him 34 days after meeting him. He too though became as close to me as Luke is. He’s also that close to my eldest brother too. Fucking ironic. So anyways, her mom moved out on the 5th this month half way across the country. And shit hit the fan so fucking hard.
HERE IS WHY I WANT TO KIDNAP HER! To put it very bluntly her berother went fucking nuts. Luke raped her 3 days after their mom moved away. And it wasn’t some he got horny and decided incest was gonna be cool suddenly. I mean… Yeah that's one thing, but he was very violent and aggressive. She moved back to her moms house 2 months ago. So it’s only her, Luke, Ren, and I in the house now. I am actually in her old bedroom as I’m typing this. Her bedroom was next to another room which was the guest bedroom, but since she moved in the rooms reversed. So her old bedroom is the guest bedroom and the old guest bedroom is her now bedroom. I’ve only been here for 2 days.
I only found this out yesterday too by the way. No I’m not calling the fucking cops. I’m too conflicted right now. But anyways, if Luke fucking incestuously raping her wasnt enough, the next day he beat the shit out of her, which he never done before, Then 2 days after Ren is all up on “well I I think Luke is in the right and you should just deal with it” bullshit. Ren began violently raping her right after he said that. I right away noticed that week something was very off with her.
She and I text on a daily basis and she out of nowhere could barely respond within the hour or have full sentences. I asked her if anything was wrong because the only times this ever happened was with her gangrape from almost 7 years ago, and that fucking psycho from 2 years ago. I kept asking if things were okay. I even called her. She just cried but barely said anything and said she was fine. I asked if Ren and Luke were there and know she’s crying. She just got silent for a second and said they know then quickly said she had to go. When she hung up I thought it was fucking weird as hell. I texted Luke and Ren who say she’s just being emotional and she’ll calm down eventually. Which is weird af too. Since they are always right there and make sure she calms down, not just wait for her to chill.
Lily posted on Reddit the day her brother raped her and she noticed her husband was watching and asked reddit for help and said the whole situation but again, no replies. That's about the time when I called her too and the crying on phone thing happened. Shit got fucking worse. They would take turns on her soon after that. And they forced her to orgasm by using something. I’m not gonna go into details, but it was a 100% forced orgasm, as she gets 0 pleasure from anything they do. And that’s when I guess she broke. This was I think a week and a half ago.
I started realizing something was severely fucking wrong with her when 4 days ago I finally got to talk to her. And she was out of it as hell. She talked almost like she was in a daze, she couldn't remember what she did the whole week. She only was in and out of spacing out. She didn't cry at all. But had such a dullness in her voice like she was just completely dead inside. She mumbled something about how maybe she deserved what happens to her in life. Which I didn’t understand what she meant at the time. I asked her how Luke and Ren are. She pretty much looked like she came out of her daze. She said they were okay.
They are happier than she’s ever seen them before. I had this horrible feeling and asked how they are treating her. I never really asked that question before but her reaction is what made me decide to go over here. She just paused. Full on paused and her eyes widened like she was terrified for a second but then stuttered they are good. She only stutters like that when she lies. I Asked her whats going on. She said nothing, with the stutter. I asked what Ren is doing to her which she paused again and said he’s being his usual self. Lied again. She then suddenly said how he’s so affectionate to her. Ren isn’t the type of guy to give affection at all. He never does more than holding hands.
I could tell by the way she described it that she was telling the truth. I asked her why he’s being so kind and she just paused again. And said something like “He’s changed a bit… I guess it's to make up.” and when I asked to make up what, she looked mortified and asked if she said that out loud. I asked about Luke, pretty much the same shit. And I pretty much realized they are doing something to her. But holy shit did I not expect this level of fucked up.
I talked with them and they said okay to me coming over for a few days. If they are doing shit I want to document it at least for proof. Lily is fucking horrible looking. I actually can see her right now and she's sorta just… staring off into space while listening to music. She looks dead inside. Also she hasn’t showered since they first started this. That’s not disgusting as tbh if I was in her shoes I wouldn’t really be fucking coherant enough to prioritize showering either. She has dark circles under her eyes, shes rapidly losing weight. She barely sleep. She’s began to mumble a few times to herself today. I think her mentality is completely deteriorated to even properly think whats right or wrong.
I caught it yesterday. I noticed odd squeaking cries from her, in her room and a shush sound and a smack sound. I thought at first Ren was fucking her since the movement sound. But had this feeling to just check on her. I honestly feel horrible for my reaction. I opened the door. Ren is holding Lily down by the wrists above her head while his dick is right at her face. Luke is balls deep in her and the other 2 freeze and yell at me to get out of the room. Lily pretty much scream cried but was muffled since Ren slapped a hand on her face. I didn’t even think. I just said sorry and just closed the door.
It took me a good 10 seconds to even process and realize what was going on. They didn’t stop by the way but did lock her door. I really have no idea what to do. Those two are so fucking close to me. Were there for me at my worst. But Lily… Lily is there more and longer and I still love her. But I just don’t know what to do about those two. Everyone fucking pretended nothing happened and I pretended I didn’t see anything until much later in the day when I was able to pretty much corner Lily alone in the house because she thought I was gonna do that shit too. And kept avoiding me.
I do have to say the way I went after her wasn't really the best thing. Because I should have approached her calmly. Not spend a whole 5 minutes chasing her through the house and then stand over her like the way I did when she scooted against the wall and sorta just curled into a ball. She begged me not to do what the other two do. I did get to her level after sorta in shock for a few seconds and when I went to touch her shoulder she flinched so I just got on my knees to her level more and talked to her. It took about 10 minutes to convince her I won’t rape her.
I told her to go with me and to be quiet because I don’t want her brother and husband to hear me with her. We went to the garage and she told me everything. I said she needs to leave. Nope. She refused. Absolutely won't even consider it. She says they are so kind to her anyways most of the days and even much better than before and do her favorite things for her when they don’t do that. I got angry. I told her they are using that to condition her to stay. She’s too fucking brainwashed to realize it. She won’t leave because she has stockholm now I guess.
So I just got the idea to kidnap her. Take her away from Ren and Luke. Have her safe. And in time she will realize how horrible they are and what they are doing is wrong. I’ve been already thinking of places those two don’t know. I have thought of how I would keep her there. I know if I tell my eldest brother he will help me. He will even be at my place to watch her too if I need him to. So that when I sleep he’s awake, and when I’m awake he can sleep. Just basically someone up at all times to make sure she can't run away back to them. I can’t get police involved. I still very much care about Ren and Luke.
Also Lily threatened she would rather die than have those two go to jail and she can’t live without them. So she’ll kill herself. She will do it. I know it. She’s too mentally fragile to think straight and will keep to that word. So for not Police and any form of authority is completely not an option. Also her health is so severe that without me or those two she will die. I know what her health is, everyone knows without specific accommodations, it's 100% fatal for her. I looked up every goddamn place for help, she actually did too before she pretty much… went metally gone and stuff. And not a single place can accommodate so she’s screwed if just taken away without me there. Her health is so bad that sometimes she can’t even get up or even change her clothes and needs assistance with it at times since she was 21. She isn’t gonna live to see her 40th birthday, but I want her to have at least a happy and good last 10 years of her life.
The biggest issue I have is that in her post her biggest fear is Ren and Luke manipulating me. Today they started saying things to me as to keep quiet and stuff. Convincing me why calling the police is a bad idea and that she’s gonna just die without them and I know that too. They said how we’ve been so close for so long and I can’t just turn on them. I really don’t know what to do about that. So I really aren't gonna get the police involved. That I’m not changing at all no matter what. My biggest issue is that they talked about the time when i first started fucking Lily. And asked if it felt great doing it like that.
I got pissed off as hell saying I never physically forced her into anything like they have. But they contradicted that and I suddenly remembered that when Lily tried to make excuses I did tell her to shut up and interrupted her and said she owed it to me or some shit like that. And said she lived with me for free so it’s the least she could do. And when she just got quiet I pushed her to the bed and said sexual things to her but after that point she was compliant with me and listened to everything I said and let me do everything to her without even a bit of resistance, and even had an orgasm herself. And in the morning was cheerful as could be but then later cried saying it wasn't about us having sex, but because of her feelings for my brother.
I got really pissed that they knew so much details but they said they got Lily to say it the day before I came here. They said I’m no better than them. It pissed me off more than anything. But I also feel like I myself are completely shutting down mentally. This is so overwhelming. They asked me if I felt powerful and so happy doing it, if I felt like a God, if I felt euphoric. I refused to answer. They took it as a yes. Which actually was a yes, no fuckin hell am I saying it out loud to them. They asked if I wanted to just feel that way again. And I’ve shared her before so what difference would it be. It’s been messing with my head all day. It’s all I can think about all day now.
I look at Lily and almost feel tempted to wanna feel that again, but then just have this horrible crushing feeling in my chest of even considering it. I am on and off thinking I wanna feel that way, and feeling bad and completely refusing to ever want to hurt her. I really fucking need help. Lily pretty much still spacing out and it’s been 2 hours of me writing this. Luke today during dinner made a slut joke at the table, which actually was pretty funny and everyone other than Lily pretty much laughed. And she made some comment which made Luke say something cruel to her. She said something back and he said “Says the one who is having dinner with three people she fucked. How does it feel being in a house of people you fuck?” That's when I got quiet and Lily got up and just went to her room not saying anything else.
I did say that was horrible to him to say and Ren pretty much just said Luke wasn’t lying. And I just continued eating since technically they are right. I ate the rest of Lily’s half eaten sandwich that she left and made her a completely new one which she actually just asked for it finally and I gave it to her a few minutes ago. Also I’m not picking a fight with them because yeah I’m fit n shit, but still it's 2v1. Ren does boxing, Luke does martial arts, I just do normal shit. The only person who could probably take them on is probably my eldest brother since he's the one who actually fucking goes to do martial arts and boxing with Ren and Luke. He’s also 195cm (6’4) so bigger than both of them too.
I’ve never felt emotions like this before. I ever looked at Ren and Luke with so much anger, hatred, but still have the same bond, feeling and loyalty to them and care about them. But also look at Lily with almost temptation but so much pain and desire to help her I feel so sorry and bad for her. Should I kidnap her like I plan on? I thought of doing it on Monday. I’m still adding onto the list of things I should do and how to keep her hidden. It’s all for her own good. I’m gonna help her. I’ll make her better. She will get out of her sick mental state and see the truth and be better. I know she can’t be okay. She probably never will be the same, but she can work on it. My third eldest brother is a therapist anyways for people who are through situations like this. But I’m not gonna say it anything yet as he will just call me a fucking psycho and say I should have called the police by now.
Again, please, what should I do?
TL;DR My best friend who is also my ex girlfriend is being raped by her brother and her husband and who are my 2 best friends in the world. I’m staying with them right now and are playing along, I guess to not raise suspicion as I am trying to kidnap her to get her away from them and to safety before further action. Really want advice if that's a good idea or not.
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2020.10.21 08:16 desporan Sex in hidden family

Hello all, this is my first time ever posting on reddit so I'm a little nervous. I told my boyfriend about this subreddit and he suggested that I should make a post. Also this will be a long post. I'll put TLDR at the bottom.
I (26f) have been with my current boyfriend for a year now and I couldn't be happier. My ex was a narcissist and gaslighted me. I was with him for nine years. The last three years of our relationship was horrible and it all started around when my older brother was murdered (November 2016). It's not to say that it didn't start prior to that event, but it was definitely worse after. I was in my last year of college when my brother passed and it came as a surprise. My parents didn't want to bother me while I was in class so they called my ex and I found out after I got out of class what had happened. My ex was crying and told me what had happened and I didn't know what to think. He took off of work to take me home and I will never forget what happened that day or the days following. That night my ex suggested that we have sex before he drove me an hour and a half to my parents. I told him I didn't want to, but we had sex when his grandpa died and he nagged me till I did. I 100% did not want to, but when I tried to put my foot down about it, he kept throwing in my face that he did XYZ for me and that's all he wanted and it wasn't fair that we had sex when his grandpa died and I didn't want to when my brother had died. Since my brother was murdered, we had to do a funeral within the week. I begged the ex to go to support my family and I, but he stated that he couldn't because of work.
Fast forward to June. I had just graduated college and was struggling with the death of my brother (I still hadn't come to terms with what happened) and I had a major melt down. We got into a fight and I just lost it. He kept on getting onto me because we had went out with his friends and they kept asking him what was wrong with me. I screamed and cried over my brother and apologized for my behavior. I lived in hell and the only way I finished college was because one of my professor's opened up a course where all we did was make art so I made everything about my brother to try to heal and express my emotions and self. I should also mention that we lived on the outskirts of town and I didn't really have any friends that wasn't his, nor did I have a license, car, money, or a job. He kept me separated and in the house all the time and complained when I wanted to do something.
November came and I dreaded it because my brother died a couple days after Thanksgiving. I was so depressed that day and slept the entire day. He kept trying to wake me up, but I would just roll over and sleep. December came, I think around the 10th maybe, we got into an argument and he told me he thought we should end it. I of course panicked and begged him not to leave me. I panicked because I had just lost my brother a year before and couldn't stand the thought of moving home and living in a house filled with depression. I also really loved him and was afraid to lose another person I cared about. He agreed to try to make it work and it wasn't really the same since then. He had a pistol hidden in our house incase anything ever happened. Since he brought it with him when we first moved into our place I told him I didn't feel comfortable with it, but he said I needed it incase something were to happen to me. After my brother passed, I was in a horrible state and constantly thought about ending my life. I told him that and he said I wouldn't be stupid enough to do that and that "guns don't kill people, bad people kill people."
I tried to get a job, but nowhere would hire me and I put in applications to places where I had to walk thirty minutes away. the ex was always at work, with a friend, or at band practice. I told him I was depressed and I constantly had trouble with my memory. I battled with myself everyday about whether my brother was real or not and if I had made him and my experiences with him up. It didn't help that my ex would brush me off and just say that he was tired or that he was going to his friend's whether I liked it or not. I kept telling him that I didn't think it was fair and that I felt like a dog that sat at home and was only paid attention to when it was convenient. He would always say "well I pay rent so you have a roof over your head, internet so you won't be bored and lonely, food so you won't be hungry. I guess I really am a worthless piece of shit and I'm sorry I hurt you all the time."
At his suggestion, for the last year of our relationship he suggested that I should move back home with my family and get a job at the local grocery store. He said "you can go home, use your parent's car, and then when you make enough money you can get a car and come back home." The plan was to transfer to the store up there, but that never happened because he said he wanted to come back home. I moved back home and saved up $5,000 for a car. He would come down to visit and stay with me once every two weeks. He had a band near my home and would go to practice when he would "come to visit". His visits were band practice, me buying him food, giving him a place to sleep, and giving him gas money to get home. My parents tole me that "since he spent the time to come visit you, that least you could do is give him gas money." I constantly told him that I didn't think I was fair that he would only spend five hours with me and he would constantly fight with me about how it was pointless for him to make another trip to go to band practice so he should do it when he came to visit me.
The day of our nine year anniversary, I woke up late, jumped in the shower and got dressed. I called him and he said his grandma was sick and he couldn't get me/ I was disappointed and cried all day because he had never missed our anniversary. A week before I offered to pay for us to go on a big trip. He complained that he didn't have the money and I told him it was fine, because I would pay for everything. A couple days after our anniversary, my aunt texts me and asks if I could come to her place after work. I agree and when I get there, she talks to me about this girl and asks if I had ever heard of her. She was my ex's coworker, so I said yes and my aunt tells me about how my ex and X girl went to the beach, and there were photos of them, but my account was blocked from seeing them.
I waited till the next day and called my ex up and asked if he really missed me and loved me, he said yes, but almost called me by X's name. I cried and he left to drive and hour and a half to meet me. I refuse to ride in his car and made him get into mine. We went to the local swim hole and I confessed that I knew he went to the beach with X. He didn't even try to hide that he did. When I asked him why, he said that he really just wanted a vacation, but he couldn't come up with an excuse when I told him and reminded him that I was willing to pay for a vacation for the two of us. I then told him I was willing to try to work things out, but she had to be out of his life permanently. he said okay and then I paid for a hotel for the night to try to work things out. All night my aunt kept texting me, worried sick about me. When we got up the next day I told him that we had to go see her to ease her mind. He agreed and we went to her place. When we got there, she had us to sit on the porch and she started grilling him about what the beach was about. he then looked at me and said "I have been living with X since, March I mean May", he didn't start asking me to help pay rent on a place we had till November. I told him that he would have to move out and it wasn't up for discussion. He looked me in the face and said "you don't understand I have a commitment, I have a contract to live with her and I am going to". So my aunt asked him if he still loved me and he said no and that "he hadn't loved me for at least a year". When she asked him why he kept me around he said it was because "I was something constant in his life and I was always there for him when he needed me." The night before he talked about us getting married because we were supposed to this year, and he talked about having kids, he never wanted kids. So my aunt asked him about that and he said he had to make me feel good before he broke up with me. She told him that it was pretty shitty to build me up just to tear me down and that he was hurting me more after saying that then just being honest. This year was going to be our ten year anniversary and I asked him if we could get married, he said he didn't want to, but if I wanted to we would to make me happy. I am so glad that the relationship ended before I made a huge mistake or get left behind.
After he left I stayed with my aunt and uncle for two weeks and she helped me realize all the red flags I didn't want to see, and how he was gaslighting me. He would go over to X's place to do our laundry all the time and then would bring her stuff over to our place. I was his first ever girlfriend and he would always say "your my first girlfriend I wouldn't cheat on you," and I would constantly feel like I was crazy. I told him I didn't like her and he would get mad. I told him about the guy I'm dating before we started dating (we are coworkers) and he was nasty about him for no reason. The ex broke up with me in the end and he told me "don't post online that we broke up because that's trashy, don't message X because she doesn't need that." In the end I messaged her and she told me that he told her not to message me, but she felt that wasn't right and messaged me back, wished me luck and blocked me.
My question for everyone is that now I am in a happy healthy relationship, how do I cope with the effects from being gaslighted. I am too scared to go onto social media and see posts about him because we grew up in the same place and are friends with a lot of the same people. I also want my stuff back, but I am afraid and don't have the courage to message him. He still works at the same place he did when we broke up so I could go there, but I'm afraid to confront him. I plan to take someone with me when I do go to confront him. He's with X and I don't want what happened to me to happen to her, but I'm afraid of how she will react. I'm trying really hard and have come so far in a year. I know it will take time to heal and my boyfriend is very patient and understanding, but if anyone has any tips to help me from your experiences please share. I want to regain my autonomy and become the person everyone sees, to gain confidence in myself and a higher self-esteem.
TLDR: I am in a healthy happy relationship, but still struggle with some effects from my nine year relationship with my gaslighter. I have been out of my abusive relationship for a year and couldn't be happier. Everyone around me has seen a significant difference from when I was with the ex to who I'm with now. My ex became worse with his abuse after my brother was murdered. He took advantage of me and my money. He admitted to keeping me around because I was something that was a constant in his life and was always there when he needed and that he hadn't loved me for atleast a year. He only admitted after my family caught him cheating and I confronted him about what they told me with screenshots incase he would deny it. I would like some guidance on how to heal from my ex and gain back my self confidence, have a higher self-esteem, see what people see in me, and regain my autonomy. I feel that I have made leagues in the year I have had, but I feel I need some help and guidance on where to go from here.
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2020.10.20 14:00 Angel466 [Bob the hobo] A Celestial Wars Spin-Off Part 0196

PART ONE HUNDRED AND NINETY-SIX
I won’t say we didn’t have sex in the car. Nor will I say how often we didn’t have that sex, but in the end, I won the battle over the underwear. Because I was not getting out of the car until she had some on. The part I didn’t get is why she pulled a pair out of her clutch purse … and why the hell there was so little of it.
A skimpy black satin G-string that I helped her into after we cleaned ourselves up. It hugged her hips and disappeared between the cheeks of her backside. “You’re trying to kill me here, aren’t you?” I asked, as she lowered her black leather dress over it and turned around to face me.
She grinned and leaned forward to kiss me. “Only in the best way, honey-bear.”
As we did every time we arrived at our destination, we stashed all of our ... supplies .... in a tied disposable bag hidden in the centre console. I knew it was never there when we came back, but at least by tying it off and knowing the bag was opaque, it was a sealed package that could have been any manner of trash. Just the thought of leaving that stuff where Donald or Thomas could see it had me blushing all the way to my toes.
“What’s wrong, Sam?” She asked, lowering the privacy screen and window settings once we were both presentable. It was only then that I looked outside, and realised we weren’t at the motel. We were at a drop-off point for the concert itself.
My blush turned to panic. “Gerry!” I hissed, as Donald opened the door on to the sidewalk, having taken his cue from the windows returning to their usual tinting.
She slid her hand into mine and squeezed. “We were running late, honey-bear. So I had Donald bring us straight here. It’s okay. We won’t miss anything. Daddy always has someone waiting on the door to take us straight through to our seats.”
But I didn’t get a chance to check … I mean …
I glanced down at myself, finding no obvious flaws in my pants. She smiled and cupped my cheek, lifting my attention back to her. “C’mon, handsome. You’re with me. It’ll be fine.”
I huffed out a frustrated breath and climbed over the console to follow her out her open door. Clefton’s older music was already being piped through the speakers, minus the singer himself, reminding people who they were coming to see.
Clefton was a second-generation musician who drew in crowds no matter where he went. His father officially retired when Clefton took to the stage in his own right, but every now and then Piper joined his son on the stage without notice to sing a duet, causing everyone in the audience to go crazy.
Well, even more crazy than they already were. Both of them could play any musical instrument they laid their hands on, and during those duos, they would either sing the most touching tributes to each other or confiscate instruments from the band in an effort to ‘outdo’ one another. Piper even made a tambourine sound cool. Or maybe it was the dance he put on with it. Either way, it was all in good fun. They might have been performing for the crowd, but there was no denying the love they shared for each other during it.
I know. Because I spent a lot of time over the last decade staring at those YouTube clips, wondering what that relationship was like.
But I had my own dad now, and he was not only everything I wanted him to be, but he'd also always been there. I just didn’t know it.
A wall of security guards stood between us and the door Geraldine was dragging us towards. The front runners folded their arms and tensed, but a pair of small hands appeared between two of them and a small woman in all black with a headset on squeezed through them. “You’re late, Miss Portsmith,” she said, by way of greeting.
“Excuse you!” Gerry snapped, and I could see her losing her temper if I didn’t smooth things over.
“It was completely my fault,” I said, drawing the woman’s attention to me and donning an apologetic smile. “Are we too late?”
The woman looked me over and smirked. “I’m still here, aren’t I?” She flicked her head towards the door. “C’mon. I’ll show you to your seats.” She walked right towards the most intimidating guy in the line. “Let us through, Nick.”
Like everyone on the line, he wore a black t-shirt at least twenty sizes too small for him, drawing attention to the muscular bulges that filled every inch of the fabric. His large, mirrored glasses kept me from seeing his eyes and everything else about his face seemed to be carved in granite. Jesus, he was intimidating. Especially looking like he could snap us in half and use our broken bones for toothpicks.
Instead of stepping aside, he maintained his steadfast position. “Pretty please with a dozen sugared cherries and a whole can of caramel nut whipped cream on top?” the woman asked as she walked her fingers across his forearm, her grin implying this was an old game between them.
His lips then parted into a matching lopsided grin, changing everything about him. In a heartbeat, he went from an unmovable behemoth to just a regular guy with big muscles. “Sure thing, sugar,” he said with a slight southern drawl as he dropped his folded arms and twisted to one side, allowing the three of us to pass.
“Always the gentleman,” she laughed, patting his abs on the way past.
“Enjoy the show,” Nick said as Geraldine and I followed in the woman’s wake.
“Thanks, Nick,” I said, and although I still couldn’t see his eyes, I saw his head jerk more fully towards me. I grinned shyly and rolled my fingers in a small wave that I hoped Geraldine wouldn’t see. Because this was her night, and I didn’t want to do anything to spoil it for her.
As I expected, the crowd was massive. It was just as well we had a guide because even though we had front row seats, navigating Madison Square Garden under these conditions was sheer madness. It was also a good thing neither of us was claustrophobic.
When we went into the venue itself, the stage was set up in a star pattern, indicative of a Clefton concert. The famous musician hated the idea of people paying money to see less of him, so he always brought his rotating stage with him, wherever he went. With enough overhead video feeds to give everyone a really good show.
It wasn’t until we were led past the regular seating and into the gaps between the star prongs where more seating had been added that I realised a security guard stood in the shadows of each prong’s corner. With only five seats at the very front of each section, that made a forty percent ratio of guards to front seat viewers, and the way they were shorter by a foot or so, they were easy to miss. I only just managed to catch the reflection from their glasses that were also black (unlike the mirrored ones the guards outside wore). Once we took our seats, those two would still be able to see.
Clefton may have loved to perform, but the family were taking no chances with his safety. I gave Gerry the very middle seat and slid into my allocated seat beside her.
Unlike other entertainers, Clefton openly encouraged the use of cell phones to film him during his shows, putting professional details at the bottom of both his tickets and program guides for where people could send links to their footage. The fans loved it when he incorporated their footage into his publicity. Not that he would do it himself. At a guess, he had a team of people poring over it for the best material.
Geraldine slid her hands through mine in excitement as the lights dimmed and a hush filtered through the crowd. Everyone waited to see how Clefton would open the show since no two were alike.
A single, monotone sound crept through the sound system. Deep, echoing. It reminded me of the time I’d seen someone playing a digeridoo during one of our Greenpeace clean-ups to lift up everyone's dwindling spirits. For almost two solid minutes, the sound kept up. I watched as the band used this time to slip into position on the stage.
Everyone was poised, waiting.
A change of tone for one beat was the only indication that it wasn’t some manner of white noise. And then another. Like a heartbeat. On the next heartbeat, it didn’t drop back down…
…until the lights flooded what appeared to be a concealed amplifier as the cover was lifted to reveal Clefton still holding the note with the old-fashioned microphone he held to his lips. He was dressed in similar era-styled clothes, with bell-bottoms and platform shoes.
He let that note die out, with him staring at the stage floor.
Then, in the ensuing silence, he jerked his head up again, looking around at the audience as if seeing them for the first time. “How y’all doin’, New York?”
Screeches and screams from all over the stadium deafened me momentarily. His grin broadened at their response and he started bobbing and shimmying on the spot without moving his feet, clapping his hands together. Before long everyone was clapping with him.
“I feel like I could bust out of my skin! Let’s party people!” he shouted, and throwing the old-style microphone aside, he leapt forward and tore out of those old clothes, revealing clean-lined denim jeans and a plain shirt. The platform aspect of the shoes was left behind as well, dropping him down on to regular small-soled footwear. The band and the light show came to life in a crazy beat that brought the whole audience (myself included) to our feet, cheering and applauding. I had no idea how he was doing that, but nor did I care. This was amazing!
I didn’t even notice the small, beige ear hook microphone until he pulled it down in front of his mouth and began a drum roll of his tongue against the back of his teeth that belonged in another continent yet matched the fast-paced beat perfectly as he clapped his hands and shimmy-danced across the stage. His band were just as into it as he was, dancing as best they could while playing their instruments. The whole of Madison Square Garden felt alive at that point.
The stage was already pivoting away from us, but with the huge overhead screens, we weren’t missing a thing!
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2020.10.20 01:53 r3ctl In sex family hidden

I feel ashamed, embarrassed, and incompetent. So much so that I can't share this with anyone in my life. Living with my parents, they are strictly against premarital sex, so I have been walking on eggshells to hide my situation. Being in my early twenties, I have received thorough education on contraceptives and prevention of unplanned pregnancies. Yet around mid-September, I found out I was pregnant. I had multiple positive pregnancy tests in what would be my 5th week. I had been experiencing nausea, fatigue, and tender breasts for weeks, but that did not ease the shock. Once the denial had passed, I felt quite calm and apathetic. Although in retrospect, I believe my mind switched into an emotionally numb state to cope and allow myself to act, rather than get lost in the fear and anxiousness. I considered briefly what it would be like to continue the pregnancy, but all I wanted in that moment was to discretely terminate it and pretend it never happened.
To set the context, I was raised in a religious family, but the pro-life beliefs I was taught eventually evolved into pro-choice beliefs in recent years as I developed my own independence. Although I believe that women should have a choice, I was thoroughly convinced that I would never have the heart to go through with an abortion myself. So my response rendered me utterly confused, and I lost trust in the values and morals that guide my actions.
Less than a week after my discovery, I started spotting, which eventually led to extremely heavy bleeding one night. (MILD GRAPHIC DESCRIPTION WARNING)-----
I spent the entirety of that night in inexplicable pain with heavy muscle contractions and nausea as I felt large clots pass out of my body. The blood soaked through multiple overnight pads and eventually half my bed, so I sat on the bathroom floor until the flow started to slow in the early morning.
(CONTINUE HERE) I continued to lightly bleed and spot in the following days, and managed to book a doctor's appointment for later on that week. I was told by the doctor that I had likely experienced a miscarriage at 6 weeks, and the only step from here was to confirm by testing for serum B-HCG. The doctor called the following week to confirm that I had fully miscarried.
Physically, I felt very weak, and so growing up as a competitive athlete, my solution was to overcompensate by pushing my body beyond its limits with running and biking. Emotionally, I was completely numb and apathetic, which enabled me to continue with normalcy. If anything, I felt guilty for also feeling relieved that I didn't need to make a decision, or go through with an abortion. However, over the next few weeks, I began to slowly unwind. It occurred so inexplicably and sudden-I stopped sleeping, lost my appetite, became isolated, stayed indoors and in bed all day, failed to fulfill commitments, experienced heavy brain fog, started having frequent anxiety attacks, and drank regularly (I normally abstain). However, there are swings in my mood where I'll feel perfectly alright and act fully functional, especially to keep my behavioural changes hidden from my family and friends.
I am still confused as to how I suddenly lost my mind as I don't see how my experience could have warranted this reaction. I have completely lost control over my life, and cannot reclaim it regardless of my efforts (therapy, forcing a strict schedule, etc.). However much it feels hopeless, I have faith that I will be alright with time-it's simply difficult to be patient with myself or justify my behaviour when I am so utterly confused as to how I've reached this point. There's so much shame with feeling deeply damaged and alone over something so silly-if defies my expectation that I should be over this by now because I was so early on in pregnancy, the miscarriage was over so quickly, and I didn't even want to conceive.
To this day, the thought still lingers on whether I should have told my former partner about the pregnancy as we had been broken up for weeks. I feel some degree of guilt for not sharing the news with him, although I'm not sure that he would have still wanted to know after I miscarried. To clarify, since we weren't on speaking terms, I was planning to inform him once I received confirmation from a doctor to avoid unnecessary stress. However, I miscarried soon after finding out myself, and haven't had the capacity to speak of it.
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2020.10.19 16:45 SultanaVerena [Long] I've been in denial, but now I see the truth.

I've spent years being in denial, not believing he was abusive, that everything was in some manner my fault, and that he was just being a horny jerk. But now, after many years past, an amazing therapist, and the supportiveness of my significant other and my family, I see the truth: he gaslighted me, punished me in petty manners when I didn't do what he wanted, flipped the truth on just about everything and always found a way to blame me, and worst of all, did not care for my consent to sex in several scenarios. Dare I say he must have preyed on the fact I was young and had already been abused before meeting him?
Warning: Graphic depictions of non-consentual sexual acts, significant age gaps
Heavily Summarized Background: When I was fresh into high school, I met a shy but nice and lovely boy on an MMORPG. His name was G, and he and I got close to each other quickly. Of course it was immature love, we were both very young, but we adored each other. However, at one point, the only member of his family that cared about him, his mother, died. He spiraled into depression, dropped out of high school, and began serial cheating on me. I wanted to break up with him, but he would threaten to harm my notorious reputation and turn my friends against me, and he absolutely would do it and did it many times. As he relied on Section 8 off his dead mother until it ran out and had no job, he eventually lost utilities and even the home. This gave me what I thought was a clear chance of escape. During one of these periods, I met a much older man on the same MMORPG, and we got along extremely well from the get-go. His name was S. We ended up dating, and when G managed to get back online, he found out and threatened me if I did not break up with S. I broke up with S out of fear, and played it off as though it was my decision and I didn't like him anymore when that wasn't the truth. But G lost internet again, and I went to S, pleading for forgiveness. This happened several more times until S realized I had an abusive partner and made me realize that. I finally broke it off, once and for all, with G. He reacted by posting my real-life information on 4Chan, which led to me getting harassed by emails, phone texts, calls, etc. S wanted to call the police but I told him no. Eventually G just shrugged off wanting me and then never bothered me anymore.
The Relationship with S: I had just turned 18 and was a senior in highschool at this point. I had been together with S, who was 22 or 23, since December or so. S wanted to meet me in real life and I asked my parents if he could. They agreed only if they meet him first. He drove over, they met and cleared him, and then he and I met (under their supervision). I feel horrible saying this but I already knew I was definitely not attracted to his appearance (he was anorexic but denied it), but seeing him in person was like a slap to the face in that regard. Nonetheless my stupid young self believed that you should love someone for their inner person - and we hugged and cried before hanging out. He lovebombed me the whole time he was here and I became mesmerized with that to the point I may as well have been frothing at the mouth as I was so desperate. He left, then visited again a few months later. He drove me to the beach and cried about how I'm so beautiful and asked me to marry him. I said yes. I was in absolute stupor. He drove me to a zoo an hour and a half away and then I began to start seeing red flags.
On the drive home, he stopped by a gas station that was absolutely shady and unsafe. I expressed to him that I did not feel safe here, and he shrugged it off saying, "Oh, you'll be fine, babe." I absolutely did not feel fine and I panicked the whole time, even with the car doors locked. Yet, he didn't care. He didn't bother to drive to another gas station even though he could have. He was showing a serious lack of empathy and put my life in danger.
He left, then visited again. Things took a turn for the worst. It was summer and I had no swimwear so I had to use my mother's which didn't fit me. The top came undone and he snatched it off me and swam off with it while laughing. I chased after him to get it back and he kept swimming off and laughing. I got pissed off but bit my tongue. He eventually gave it back and I put it on but he then pulled the cups down and laughed. I've genuinely never felt so fucking violated. I wanted to get a swimsuit that fit me, but I had serious body image issues and refused to do so without my mother present. However, we were stopping by Walmart and he said I should just find one now. I told him no, that I need my mother to help me size it and make sure it looks good. He got pissed off at me about that, yelled at me, and road raged to my house with me in the car, scaring me and putting my life in danger. When we got home, I ran out of his car and rushed for the door into the house. I believe he meant to grab me but he ended up pushing me instead. I raced into my bathroom, locked the door, and cried my eyes out. He banged on the door apologizing and demanding to come in. He broke into the bathroom to hug me and apologize when what I needed was to be away from him. Another day we ate at Panera and I have severe social anxiety so I was too anxious to get up to get another meal. I asked him if he could, and he snapped at me to get it myself because I'm a grown-ass woman. I just... Sat and stared in shock. He had not a sliver of empathy in him - not one. He eventually gave his trademark mixture of a sigh and groan - which soon becomes a common occurrence - and got it for me.
This is the point where I believe we started having regular sex. I was not on birth control because I was incorrectly under the impression it didn't do shit for my horrendously painful periods, so we used condoms. It always, and I mean always, hurt. He was never rough with me - it just hurt! He was "well-endowed" and kept hitting my cervix. I told him and he didn't bother trying to resolve that... Aside from trying different positions, all of which didn't work as I'm not flexible and actually ended up hurting more. I wanted to enjoy it but I dreaded it each and every time we did it.
One day he was fingering me and I started to notice one of his fingers were sneaking inside my asshole. I told him to stop and he said he wasn"t doing it, and he didn't stop. I absolutely knew he was trying to do it, it was not a mistable feeling, and I again told him to stop. He snapped at me that he wasn't doing it. I made him stop altogether.
One night, at 4am, I woke up to him pulling my panties down and sliding himself between my thighs and crotch. I freaked out and told him to quit. He did, but only for a second, then kept going. I told him, again, to quit. He stopped, again, for a second, and then kept going. I felt him begin trying to get inside me and I finally hit him and told him to fucking stop. He FINALLY stopped. I wanted to cry.
Another day we were doing the deed. He was going rather rough, I was sucking up the pain I felt and pretended I loved it so he would be happy. And just. The worst thing happened. I'm staunchly childfree and I recently got sterilized. I have severe tokophobia. He pulled out, and it turned out the condom broke and he came inside me. I freaked out very badly. He then said, "I knew something was different." Well shit, you didn't think you should have fucking checked? Seriously?! I was in full panic and denial and kept asking if he came inside me. He didn't really answer and then had the fucking nerve to start fingering me.
I was MORTIFIED. But I was also in so much shock I didn't call him out on it.
I demanded he get off. Demanded we get Plan B. He didn't seem to be in much of a hurry for someone who is supposedly also childfree. We got the pill and I, who struggles with swallowing pills, had never swallowed one so damn fast in my life. But looking back on this incident, I feel like there was hidden reproductive coercion going on. I feel like maybe he wanted to babytrap me.
After this absolute disaster of a trip, he offered to have me come visit him for a weekend. I agreed and packed. The next day I had a huge panic attack and changed my mind. My mother was weirded out by how severely I reacted. He was pissed off and left in a bitter mood. I began to realize he's absolutely not the one for me. Things were not good when he got home and played with me online. He was bitter, distant, and starting to get close with a long-term best friend of mine. I called it out for what it was - he was emotionally cheating on me with her. I made him cut contact, which made him more bitter, and made my best friend hate me.
Everything was falling apart. My whole life was shattering. I became severely depressed. He was beginning to say mean and degrading things to me. He kept making snarky and petty remarks to me. "Did I stutter?" was his favorite. His friends all hated me because he spoke badly of me to them. I felt alone and trapped. I think he sensed this and sensed that I wanted out. He began moneybombing me. He bought me everything he could and even went into debt. I naturally wanted more of it, because I thought it meant he would change and wanted me, but in the end I felt sorely guilty for him spending so much. Why should I leave him if he does that? Then he started holding it over my head. "I always buy you x, y, and z, start being more grateful." He began gaslighting me. Blamed me for all the problems we had. Twisted the truth, made me out to be a liar and horrible person. And my fucking stupid ass believed him.
He visited, again. He brought a sex toy with him to give me. I was on my period and tried it out with him there. He really wanted to have sex. I told him no, I'm on my period, and I always hurt when we screw. He literally ignored me and put on a condom. I told him no, and he gave his trademark groan-sigh and yelled at me. At this point he was beginning to really piss me off. Said trip was short. We never had sex. At one point I went to Longhorn with him and had to keep checking my phone. His grown ass literally texted my mom complaining about that and she texted me asking what was up his ass. I glared at him and asked, "Seriously? Are you fucking kidding?" He shrugged and told me to stop looking at my phone. It was a silent lunch and drive home.
He left. Things got very bad online. He was an absolute and utter asshole to me. He degraded me every day, gaslighted me, always made everything out to be my fault. I started fighting back, because I was sick and tired of being his bitch of a doormat. I finally broke up with him because I was sick and tired of him abusing me. He was the source of significant negativity in my life. G and I caught up and dated for a while, and while G was not abusive anymore, he was really neglectful. He broke his hand and his job fired him over it. I covered his rent so he had a chance to heal and find a new job. I literally paid his rent in exchange for more of his attention.
This is where I really fucked up. I was unhappy with G but still fearful of his reaction if I broke up with him. S wanted to work things out. I ended up cheating on G with S. It was absolutely not the right thing to do and I feel very remorseful for it, especially as somebody who has been cheated on several times over. S came to visit for a day. We ate lunch at Ruby Tuesday and went to the park. I should note that S was perfectly aware I was still with G. He was 100% ansolutely aware. I literally talked about how I wished G would change. S made a snarky remark saying I sound like a beaten wife. Ironic as hell coming from someone like him who did far more damage than G. Of course G found out, but reacted calmly, however S decided to go to G and shit on me in the process, acting like he didn't know. Again, ironic for someone who knew I was abused, and who knew the whooooooole time that I was still with G. Yet, in the end, it turned out to be a "who will win the girl" brawl and S won. G didn't really care and had a lot of other things going on in his life so we broke up mostly cleanly and mutually. He also said it was a taste of his own medicine since he cheated on me so much and wished me the best in life. He acted like it was fine, as if it were karma. That never sat right with me. He had every right to hate me for cheating on him.
S and I had a very damn rough going for a few more months. He then began ghosting me. I wanted him to try out another MMORPG with me and I did manage this but he was incredibly distant. Well he was always just leaving my messages on read and not really talking to me... So I made friends. I got an outfit I really wanted and dyed it a certain color. Literally an hour later I met another player with the same outfit and color. This player's name is M. He and I talked and laughed about the outfits but somehow got into a scientific discussion. As someone who was always a closet science lover, I was ecstatic. M and I became friends and would spend hours nerding out on science. S continued to mostly ghost me. I tried to introduce S to M but S didn't like M for some reason.
I spent a majority of my time with M and I kind of fell really hard on my face for M. He was handsome, kind, intelligent, very mature for his age (he was still a pre-adult at this point). I found out S had been cheating the entire time he was ghosting me. I got pissed off at him for it and kind of finally had my big blow-out explosion from all the things I had wanted to finally have the bravery to say. He played it off as though I was gunna go sexy it up with M when, though we were attracted to each other, we didn't engage in such a thing. I tried to work it out with S just a bit longer and he knew M and I were so close we may as well be dating. He threatened to tell M I was "cheating on him with S" when we weren't even dating, unless I told him myself. I had a very long talk with M about S, who finally admitted he only ever liked me for sex, and M supported me but did not want to pursue anything until S was absolutely done with. This is the point I officially told S to take a hike and enjoy his new girlfriend who I knew was extremely hung up on her ex boyfriend.
I still did not pursue M because I really wanted to flatten out my feelings and trauma first and I liked him so much I did not want to rush into it which I had a terrible habit of doing. But... It is what it is, we ended up together. M was just such an amazing person, and I wasn't looking at him with rose-tinted glasses either. Though he was not a good listener and a jerk for some time, he was supportive, understanding, patient - every good quality one could think of. I am still with M to this day and I am so happy. We are nearing our fifth year together. I love him so much. He's so intelligent, so thoughtful, so everything. He supported me when I switched from art to biology. He supported me in my worst of times. He puts very genuine effort into working on resolving any issues in our relationship. He, unlike all my exes who I only sexually engaged for their sake, turns me the fuck on and makes sure that the end goal is that I get pleasured. He and I have very aligned views, opinions, interests, and hobbies. He is childfree, for real, and got his vasectomy earlier this year. He is the real deal.
Unfortunately, I don't think S will ever let me go. Mutual friends have been and still do tell me he is depressed and misses me, or asks for updates on me, things of that sort. He's managed to hassle a mutual friend for my Discord tag and friended me. I, not being a bitter person, accepted. We caught up. Nothing has changed for him. He is as depressed as I remember, complains about everything while giving up after one failed attempt, still thinks I am the one at fault for our explosive relationship (he even dared say I abused him, WTF), and still made degrading remarks. Nonetheless it became clear after a while that he wanted to be more than friends. He also caught me during a relationship bump and that probably raised his hopes. I tried to be friendly but the undertone I saw bothered me. I consulted my boyfriend, who was aware the entire time that S had friended me, and asked if he saw the same undertone. He said yes, it's blatantly clear. I unfriended S, because I refuse to let him wish and hope, and since then, he hasn't bothered me. But I know he still asks about me. He probably even knows this Reddit account. He will even read this post I am sure.
And to that, I'll write him a message: I hope that one day you will finally change and mature enough to be able to look back on our relationship and understand just how much you did wrong and that I was set up for failure from the beginning, much like you were. You chose to date me when I hadn't healed from my trauma, when I still was immature and vulnerable, and yet you didn't ever try to step back and give me a time to heal and grow nor did you ever press me to seek therapy. Instead you ultimately ended up adding very significant levels of damage to my life. You need to look in the mirror and see yourself for who you really are and finally admit that you absolutely can be and in fact are wrong, and instead of just accepting it, CHANGE IT. Seek help. Go to therapy. And for the love of God, don't date another woman until you finally change. I want you to have a happy life and find what you want in it, but you can't do that when you are like this. You will always fail in the end if you don't finally do some self-care. I hope my words help but I also know that they probably won't mean anything. Do what you want. Also, I don't want an apology, so please don't send one. There is nothing you can say to me that will ever be something I am willing to accept in exchange for forgiveness. I want this post to be my liberation and freedom from that terrible time in my life of which I finally want to let go of and forget. Do not contact me anymore and stop talking about me with our mutual friends. Let. Me. Go.
TL;DR: I explain, in detail, my story with my second abuser and how I've come to realize (thanks to an amazing therapist, my significant other, and my family) that there were a lot of non-consentual sex acts and that I was manipulated into thinking I was the problem in the relationship. I wrote this post to finally let the past go.
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2020.10.19 11:36 PuzzledPerfection Hidden sex in family

Hi all. Sorry if this is a bit long, I've got alot on my mind and needed to dump it somewhere. I know this is usually used for romantic relationships, but I've got something that I'm seeking advice on with my longest friendship.
I'm 36 male and my best friend is 35 and female... we've known each other for 20 years. Over the years, there's been alot of speculation amongst friends and family that we've either been dating or been friends with benefits. It's never actually been a physical relationship though.

We've always respected boundaries of our actual relationships but we do joke alot and have always shared everything with each other. Yes, this includes alot of sexual stuff.... It's just stuff that came out over time and never felt weird discussing together. She's been the only person I've ever felt comfortable sharing stuff with
Case in point... She was the first person I turned to when my marriage failed (wife got abortion without consulting me). Conversely, I was the only person she told when she was raped at 20.. There's been alot of crying on shoulders on both sides over the years as well as sharing alot of good things as well in each others lives
Anyway, just before the pandemic she moved to the other side of the country. We chat almost every other day and talk on the phone once every couple of weeks (work, time zone difference and other life requirements prevent more frequent talking)
I noticed that after she moved away, a few things came out in conversation that contradicted earlier things she had told me or just seemed... odd. A few examples I can think of now are...
- the reason she moved (she said it was for business but later found out she'd broken up with a guy I didn't even know she was dating and wanted to get away) - she had told me years ago that if she wasn't having sex, she didn't do anything at all (aka she didn't enjoy masterbation). Last week during a conversation, she mentioned buying "toys" to pass the time. I jokingly said "oh... that's new" to which she responded "nah... I've always had a drawer full of them" - her mother died about 10 years ago and she was estranged from her father, hadn't seen him in 5 years.... until she mentioned in conversation that they spent the last two christmases together - about 10 years back, I lent her some money to buy a car. While she did pay it back, it took about a year because she was "between jobs". She was reminiscing about the car (she sold it before moving) and said it was a godsend to get to and from work that first year.... but.... she told me at the time she was unemployed and thus it was hard to repay the money (I didn't need the money... it was more the principal that annoyed me)
I'm not sure what to think really.... I'm sure there's probably good reason for the inconsistencies, but it makes me wonder... what else has been a lie or at the least, a half / hidden truth?
Am I reading too much into this? I've always shared myself 100% and believed that she did as well, but now I can't be so sure and I feel a little uneasy about being as open anymore. Which is very hard for me
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2020.10.19 01:20 BillCoffe139 Hidden sex in family

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Finding Dory HDX MA With Points HD $4 HDX
Fox And The Hound 2 HDX MA $4 HDX
Guardians of the Galaxy vol 2 HDX MA With Points $4 HDX GP No Points $3 HDX Incredibles 2 GP $4 HDX
Moana HDX MA With Points $4 HDX GP No Points $3 HDX
Olaf's Frozen Adventure HDX MA $4 HDX
POTC Dead men tell no tales HDX MA With Points $4 HDX GP No Points $3 HDX
Santa Claus Trilogy 1 2 and 3 HDX GP $10
Star Wars Rise of Skywalker HDX MA $4 HDX GP $3 HDX
Star Wars Force Awakens HDX MA with points $4 HDX GP no Points $3 HDX
Starwars the Last Jedi HDX MA With Points $4 HDX GP No Points $3 HDX
Starwars Rouge One HDX MA With Points HDX $4 GP No Points $3 HDX
Thor Ragnarok HDX MA With Points $4 HDX GP No Points $3 HDX
Season's
Ballers s3 HDX $2 iTunes
Divorce s1 vudu HDX $3
Paterno vudu HDX $3
The Young Pope s1 HDX $3 iTunes
_Disney Points No Movies Just Points 50 Cents Each or Free with any Purchase _
avangers end game dvd 100 points
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