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Chapter 1 <-- You are here.
Chapter 2
I’m a nervous person. I took up smoking to stop biting my nails. It didn’t work, and now I have two bad habits. Usually I don’t even have a reason for the biting, I just get anxious and chewing off bits of myself calms me down. It’s vaguely cannibalistic. My wife hates it. She used to check my hands before bed and then refuse to have sex with me if I didn’t pass the inspection. I can live without sex, but not without biting my nails or smoking. She thinks I cheated on her. She also thinks I’m a coward, but in her defence she has no idea that I saved her life. Right now she’s asleep because it’s three in the morning, and I’m out on the balcony having a cigarette and trying to figure out the best way to confess to a crime. The thing that keeps distracting me is the moon. It’s as yellow as my dentist says my teeth are going to be if I don’t stop with the cigarettes. Frankly I think drinking coffee is worse for discolourations than smoking, but whatever. My thesis sponsor says I pepper my casual writing with slang to balance the rigidity of my academic prose. She calls it my “learned” prose. I call it my thecal style.
Anyway, I’m getting off topic. I was describing the yellowness of the moon. Tom Waits has a good line about it being the colour of a coffee stain, and that’s about right. The night’s bright as far as nights go but that moon keeps staring at me like a jaundiced eyeball. I should have had a drink before coming out here. I’d go in and get one but I’m afraid I’ll wake my wife, and she’ll blink and her hair will look like a leafless winter tree surrounding a Grumpy Cat face. That’s a proper noun, Grumpy Cat. It has its own Wikipedia page, like Napoleon and Georg Hegel. The article starts: “Tardar Sauce (April 4, 2012 – May 14, 2019), nicknamed Grumpy Cat, was an American Internet celebrity cat. She was known for her permanently 'grumpy' facial appearance, which was caused by an underbite and feline dwarfism.” Keep that in mind when you read my confession because it’s a crazy fucking world we live in.
My thesis sponsor says I never make sufficiently elegant segues. She says my paragraphs are too long and that my conclusions come at the reader out of nowhere like argumental hyenas. I’m surrounded by difficult women. I’m reconsidering my confession, but that moon keeps reflecting its piss coloured light at me and I’m sick of just writing my thesis, sentence by footnoted sentence. Theses. It even sounds vile. If any of my neighbours are watching they probably think I’m ridiculous sitting out here in my boxers and bathrobe, smoking cigarette after cigarette and typing on a laptop, but in my defence it’s the twenty-first century and this is how twenty-first century murderers let it all out. I used to think it ridiculous that anyone could say the moon is made of cheese, but now I kind of get it. I’m hungry and I have a heavy heart. Two days ago I overpowered a level twenty-six dwarf, stabbed it in the neck, beat it with a shovel and sliced open its throat before transferring what remained of its body to a 3.5” diskette that Wayne and I secretly uploaded to a computer in the library.
Wayne’s my best friend and accomplice. He owns a little computer repair shop in town that I spend time in whenever my wife gets her Grumpy Cat face, and that’s where I’ll start my confession.
It was a Monday afternoon and some guy came in with an old IBM Thinkpad that he’d bought off Ebay and that he wanted Wayne to fix. “What’s the problem?” Wayne asked.
“BIOS doesn’t work,” the guy said.
Wayne booted the laptop and the BIOS was password protected. “What’s the password?”
“How should I know? That’s why I came here,” the guy said.
“What am I supposed to do?” Wayne asked.
“Hack that shit.”
Wayne traded him a newer, shittier used Dell for it and the guy signed a contract and walked out happy.
I asked Wayne what he was going to do with the Thinkpad.
“Sell it,” he said. “To someone who doesn’t know what a BIOS is, for more than I paid for that Dell.”
Wayne could do that, make money while making two people happy. I didn’t have that kind of business sense. My wife said it was because nobody took me seriously the way they took Wayne seriously. I asked her why. She said it was because Wayne had dark, curly hair whereas I had blonde hair that was so thick and straight it made me look boyish and perpetually out of date. “Would you want to be with a guy like Wayne instead of a guy like me?” I asked. “If I could be with a guy like Wayne I never would have married you,” she said.
“Hey, Wayne,” I called out. He was sorting invoices and I was sitting behind a table in the far corner of the store, working on my thesis. He turned around holding a bunch of papers. “Have you ever slept with Annie?”
“No, man.”
“But would you?”
“I might,” he said. “Are you offering?”
I said I wasn’t. He went back to sorting invoices.
My laptop screen flickered.
Wayne started humming the main theme from Super Mario Bros.
My laptop died.
“Hey, Wayne,” I said. “How much do you want for that Thinkpad?”
He read an invoice. “One hundred sixty.”
“I know what a BIOS is,” I said.
“Is yours dead?”
“Yeah.”
He took the Thinkpad off the counter, walked over to the table I was sitting behind and set the Thinkpad down. “On the house, buddy.”
I picked up my dead laptop. “At least take mine for parts.”
“It’s cool. I did sleep with Annie once. It was before you got married but it’s still probably worth a Thinkpad,” he said.
Wayne’s a pretty good guy and I didn’t care about the BIOS. I just wanted something with metal hinges that I could write on. I didn’t even need a hard drive because I ran Puppy Linux off a USB stick and saved all my files to Dropbox. My thesis sponsor didn’t think that was possible. When I plugged my USB stick into her desktop’s USB port and booted entirely into her RAM, she said, “Why did you make my Windows lose its pleasant appearance?”
I never should have booted that Thinkpad.
It had a USB port but the boot order was apparently hard drive first, so I booted into Windows XP and explored the file structure for a while because it was a form of procrastination that didn’t weigh on my conscience. There wasn’t much installed.
“You should wipe the drive before you do anything,” Wayne said.
I went down the list of directories in Windows Explorer. It looked pretty much like a fresh install. Other than the operating system, the laptop also had an old version of Office and an anti-virus suite installed. I changed the views options in Explorer to what I liked: detailed view and show hidden files checked on. “By the way, what are the specs on that thing?” Wayne asked.
“Hang on,” I said. Something had caught my eye. There was a hidden directory in root filled with text documents numbered from one to sixty-four. I opened the first. It held a single character. e. I opened the next. 8. I opened a few more at random and the contents of those were single characters, too. “Wayne,” I said.
“Yo?”
“There’s a hidden folder in C: and it has sixty-four text files with a number or letter in each.”
Wayne put down his invoices. “Exactly sixty-four?”
“Yeah,” I said. I noticed something else. “And it’s strange, because the creation dates of the files are all exactly two months apart.”
“That’s like a span of ten years.”
Nothing else on the hard drive caught my eye.
“It could be the BIOS password,” Wayne said. “Those get up to sixty-four characters long.” He scratched his chin. “But before you check that, do a search for jpegs. Sometimes people leave naked pics of their wives and girlfriends sitting around.”
“There’s plenty of those online.”
“But those are public, buddy. These would be private, known by only a few people and us.”
There weren’t any photos.
I took out my phone, opened a fresh document and typed in the characters from the numbered files on the Thinkpad hard drive. Then I rebooted and pressed the key to get into the BIOS. A password prompt came up. I entered the sixty-four characters staring at me from my phone screen and hit Enter. Bingo. Wayne was waiting for a response. “We’re in,” I said.
Except we weren’t in.
The screen had become a black command prompt. “Wait, I think the BIOS is broken,” I said.
Wayne came over to take a look.
He hit a button.

Welcome, adventurer. What is your name? 
“The fuck?”
Wayne hit another key.
Error. Name cannot be blank. Welcome, adventurer. What is your name? 
“It looks like some kind of role-playing game,” I said, stating the obvious.
“Reboot again,” Wayne said.
I did. The text disappeared, the hard drive whirred, and when the Thinkpad returned to life it booted straight to the same command prompt and the same line of text without even asking for the password.
“Does it boot off a USB?” Wayne asked.
“It didn’t before,” I said. But I tried it anyway. No luck. The screen turned off, turned on and then we were back at:
Welcome, adventurer. What is your name? 
We tried booting off a CD.
Welcome, adventurer. What is your name? 
“Well, that’s a useless piece of junk,” Wayne said.
So much for writing my thesis.
“Have you ever seen anything like this before?” I asked.
“Never, bud.”
“What do you think it is?”
“I don’t know. But keeping in mind I’m not a technician, just a guy who sells used computers and sometimes installs Skype and Acrobat Reader for people who type with one finger, I’d say the thing’s been set to boot off a device with some sort of game on it.”
“You mean we set it to that,” I said. “Because it booted from the hard drive before.”
“By typing in the password?”
“I guess.”
“Then either we changed the boot order without knowing it or this is the BIOS,” Wayne said. “Type something in. See what happens.”
I dangled my fingers over the keyboard, trying to think of a good name for an adventurer.
Wayne cleared his throat.
I typed in John, and quickly followed with Grousewater.
John Grousewater, an envoy from his excellency, Prince Verbamor of the Principality of Xynk, has arrived at the door of your remote stone hut. The envoy tells you that the Prince requests an immediate audience with you. Do you accept? yes 
The screen flashed white, then beeped a midi theme and displayed a white-on-black title screen baring the words “Xynk: An Interactive Quest”. Below were the names of its two developers, Tim Birch and Olaf Brandywine. I hit a key. A pixelated horse began to inch its way across a pixelated mountainous landscape.
The Principality of Xynk is on the other side of the world. Your journey was long and treacherous. 
“How old is this?” Wayne asked.
The screen flashed and a bolt of lightning appeared above the mountains.
But finally you made it. 
“No idea,” I said.
The landscape disappeared, replaced by the command prompt.
After paying for two nights of lodgings at THE YAWNING MASK, you pat your trusty horse, NIGEL, and make your way on foot to the massive structure that looms over the entirety of the city-state of Xynk, the famous CASTLE MOTHMOUTH. [OB: almost done intro description, will add soon] “I have summoned you, John Grousewater, because your exploits are known throughout the land. As you see, Xynk is in grave danger and needs your help. The enemy is already within. Only a reversal of the spell using the very same AMULET OF VERMILLION will thwart the evil plans of the HOODED RAT BROTHERHOOD and save us. Only you possess the ability to locate the amulet somewhere in Xynk and prepare the ingredients necessary to cast the reversal. John Grousewater, the reward for success will be great. Do you accept the mission?” 
I read through the text twice before realizing that Wayne was looking at me. “Well, do you accept?”
yes Xynk: An Interactive Quest is a text adventure game. It is recommended that before you begin, you read the HELP FILE. To do so now or at any time, type: READ HELP. 
I typed READ HELP.
This is placeholder text [TB: We need a help file asap] 
Wayne pulled up a chair and sat down beside me. “That wasn’t very helpful. You ever played one of these before?”
“I think I know the basics,” I said.
ROOM IN THE YAWNING MASK You are in your room in the Yawning Mask. It’s bare and empty, which suits an adventurer like you just fine. In the room, you see a TABLE and a WINDOW. The only DOOR leads WEST into the HALL. 
“So do your stuff, hot shot. Let’s see what this baby’s all about.”
examine table It’s a wooden table. It’s empty. examine window You walk to the window and look out. A cheap view for a cheap room. You see the ALLEY behind The Yawning Mask. Directly below the window, NIGEL and several other horses are eating feed from a trough. 
Bells dinged as a woman walked into the store. Wayne turned his chair to face her. It made an awful scraping sound. “May I help you?”
“My computer’s broken,” she said.
“What’s wrong with it?”
“I can’t Skype.”
“Is Skype installed?” Wayne asked.
“I don’t really know how to check that,” she said. “It worked yesterday.” Wayne patted me on the shoulder and got up to work his magic at the front counter.
I vaguely heard them talking as I refocused on Xynk.
talk to Nigel Nigel stops drinking for a moment and looks up. He’s the best horse you’ve ever had, and you hope he thinks the same about you. talk to Nigel about Xynk Nigel neighs. 
I’d played Zork once or twice online, so I had a grip on how these games worked. Usually, half the trouble was getting the game to understand what you wanted to do. Half the tedium was reading the same messages over and over again. To remind myself, I typed:
examine room ROOM IN THE YAWNING MASK You are in your room in the Yawning Mask. It’s bare and empty, which suits an adventurer like you just fine. In the room, you see a TABLE and a WINDOW. Someone has slid a NOTE under the door. The only DOOR leads WEST into the HALL. 
A note? I scrolled up to see if that had been in the first description of the room. It hadn’t.
examine note There is no such object. “Go to EAST STORE ROOM in CASTLE MOTHMOUTH” 
That was odd. I tried examining the note again and got the same result, an error message followed by a line of output. So I tried examining a few made-up objects that the game had never mentioned, like a “lantern”.
There is no such object “Go to EAST STORE ROOM in CASTLE MOTHMOUTH” 
And:
examine ipod There is no such object “Go to EAST STORE ROOM in CASTLE MOTHMOUTH” move W YAWNING MASK HALL You are standing in the hall. Your ROOM is to the EAST. A staircase leads DOWN. 
I went down, and navigated my way out of The Yawning Mask after noting on my phone that the Innkeeper seemed like he could be a font of information about Xynk. I’d talk to him later. Now, I made my way through the city toward Castle Mothmouth. I stopped hearing Wayne discuss how to add and remove software in Windows 7 and started hearing the din of Xynk amidst the clicking of the Thinkpad keys. I passed The Pierced Snout Tavern and The Local Alchemist, peeked into The Library, and noted the names of all the various neighbourhoods that the command prompt threw at me. Although some of the descriptions in the game were unfinished, most were sparsely vivid and the world itself was detailed and huge. Xynk was a living and breathing place, at least as real as a text-based San Andreas.
At some point, Wayne scraped his chair and sat beside me again. “How’s the adventure going, Grousewater?” he asked.
“I’m following what the note said and going to Castle Mothmouth.”
“Or you could work on your thesis.”
I smirked. “Thanks, Annie.”
Then I remembered that Wayne had slept with her before I ever had, and the thought made me jealous.
“Seriously, buddy. I’m all about wasting time playing video games, but the ones I play usually have graphics and guns, and don’t you have a meeting with your whatever-her-name is at the university in like two days?”
I did. I sighed.
save Command unknown. Type HELP FILE for help. save game Command unknown. Type HELP FILE for help. 
“Fuck.”
Wayne picked up my phone and read the notes I’d made. “What’s the matter? Did you get shivved by a homeless dude in”—He squinted.—”Vagrant’s Quarter?”
“I don’t know how to save,” I said.
Wayne grabbed the Thinkpad’s power cord and yanked it out of the socket. The Thinkpad shut off. “The bad thing about buying used laptops,” Wayne said, “is that usually their batteries don’t work.”
I was about to reply in a witty fashion when my phone rang—
Wayne tossed it to me.
It was Annie. I accepted the connection. “Hello, honey bun,” I said. “What’s up?”
“Where the hell are you?”
“I’m…” Wayne pointed with his chin at a clock on the wall. “Shit,” I said into the phone. I’d been at Wayne’s for over three hours. How long had I been playing Xynk? It didn’t seem anywhere near that long. My wife launched into an accusatory reminder that I was supposed to pick up a bag of potatoes on the way home and that I was supposed to be home by five, and that it was now almost six, and that the turkey was going to be too dry, and I moved the phone away from my ear and shrugged my shoulders at Wayne despite knowing that my wife was right. “Wherever you are, just get the potatoes and get home now,” she said, and ended the call. It had long ago stopped being a blow to my ego that my wife never suspected me of having an affair.
“I’ve gotta run,” I said to Wayne. I put my phone in my pocket, closed and picked up the Thinkpad, and rolled up and picked up its power cord.
Wayne crossed his arms.
“You should leave that piece of junk here,” he said.
I waved and was out the door.
I bought the potatoes at the nearest grocery store, paying nearly double what I should have because the store catered to the upper middle-class with ceramic tiles and good lighting unlike the immigrant-focused Food Basics I usually shopped at.
I called my wife to tell her the potatoes were on their way, but she didn’t answer. Maybe she was having an affair.
I also kept thinking about the note by the door in John Grousewater’s room in The Yawning Mask. What could possibly be in Castle Mothmouth’s east storage room, and who’d delivered the glitchy message? I’d have to try to talk to the Innkeeper about it. Maybe he saw someone come in.
I pulled into my driveway, put the laptop under my arm, grabbed the bag of potatoes with my hand and went in through the garage. Annie was waiting in the kitchen, playing a match-three fruit game on her tablet. “Nice of you to finally make it,” she said.
I apologized, saying I’d lost track of time working on my thesis.
“At least I don’t have to worry about you having an affair,” she said as she was getting the turkey out of the oven.
It was dry.
After dinner we drank coffee together. I watched her swipe her finger to match bananas, kiwi and watermelons. What if the note is a trap? I thought. It could be from the Hooded Rat Brotherhood. Then again, was the Hooded Rat Brotherhood actually evil? They had a name that sounded evil, but Prince Verbamor seemed shady too. I understood his need to bring in an outsider to solve the quest because the Hooded Rat Brotherhood had infiltrated Xynk’s own police force and Verbamor didn’t know who to trust, but I also remembered an old British horror movie about an outsider who comes to an island to investigate a crime and ends up burned alive in a giant wicker man as part of an elaborate pagan ceremony.
When Annie stopped talking between levels of her mobile game, I got the bright idea to search for Xynk online.
Google search brought up 273,000 matches but none about the Xynk I was looking for. Google Books didn’t yield any fruit either. Although that wasn’t entirely surprising—after all, the game was old and clearly unfinished—there was something inexplicably creepy about anything that existed in the real world without leaving a trace of its existence on the internet. I decided to try Googling the names of the two developers instead.
They did exist.
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This may possibly be the most personal of all the tales that I will share here, or at the very least the most potentially embarrassing. Nevertheless, I feel that sharing my story is important both because putting it out there can help me to heal, and because some of the woes that I've gone through could potentially help others. And so, with some trepidation, I will share with you all the story of my ultimate downfall.
It all started one fateful night as I sat in front of my computer. I had been suffering from a health condition for years now, which made serving at Bethel an even greater challenge than it already is on its own. The Bethel Infirmary only attempted but so much to help me, and funds of course were too limited for me to seek any outside help. Desperate for some relief, I decided to turn to the internet for answers. One of the symptoms of my ailment was bloating, and so I entered this in the search bar. After scanning the results, I noticed a YouTube video that seemed like it might have some useful information, so I clicked on it.
Sadly, the video didn't really address the same problem that I was facing, but I saw another video in the suggested list that caught my eye. I clicked it.
The video was very strange. Nothing was said. It was just a person chugging two liters of water. You only saw their belly on screen, which went from perfectly flat to bloated beyond belief in the span of just a minute or two. Why would someone post such a thing? It was so odd.
And yet, I had to replay it. I didn't know why I wanted to watch it again. I just did. And then, there were others similar to it in the suggested list. I watched those too. In some of the videos people chugged water, in others they stuffed themselves with ice cream, in still others they used air. I had never heard of this or seen anything like it before, but apparently it's a thing: belly expansion. At the time, I still had no idea what the appeal of these videos was; I only knew that for some strange reason I really enjoyed watching them.
Some time passed - perhaps days or weeks, I don't remember for sure anymore - and I had an urge. I really wanted to watch more of these YouTube videos. I began to search them up and looked for more. And then more. And then more. And suddenly I realized what was happening: These videos were turning me on...you know...sexually. At first, I couldn't believe it. Why would this be? But I realized, I should stop. This wasn't right.
Several months pass. I again got the urge to watch some more. Surely I was mistaken the first time. There's no way this was a sexual thing. It couldn't be. It was just people expanding their bellies. That's not even sexual. I had to confirm it though. I watched some videos and felt nothing. Whew. Relief. I guess that was just in my imagination. Weird. So weird.
But then, I watched a few more several days later...and I felt it again. It was sexual. I was getting turned on. And when I read the YouTube comments, I noticed that other people apparently were as well. This really was something sexual. I still couldn't quite wrap my mind around it. I was confused, but again I decided it would just be better not to watch any more of these. There wasn't any nudity or anything. This definitely wasn't pornography; but still, if this was turning me on like that, it was wrong.
Several more months go by. And it happened again. I'm battling in my mind. I keep going back and forth. This isn't really sexual, it can't be. But sometimes I feel something and clearly other people do too. I mustn't keep doing this. Ugh! The weight of this new desire was heavy on my conscience. I didn't look at these videos very often. But still. I shouldn't be looking at them at all. I knew this just wasn't right.
Finally, I reached a breaking point. I had been serving as an elder and I just felt like I would never want to do anything that could potentially jeopardize the flow of Jehovah's holy spirit in the congregation. I didn't want other people to be affected by this secret vice of mine. I felt it wasn't a huge deal per se since there was no nudity and there were no sexual acts being done in the videos. But I just didn't want to risk it. I decided that just in case it would be better to just let someone know that I had had a little struggle with this odd thing. It would almost certainly turn out to be nothing, but better safe than sorry, right?
So, I work up the courage and set up an appointment with one of my department elders for later that afternoon. I tell him about what happened and he asks the usual questions. No, there was no nudity. No, they didn't touch themselves. No, I didn't masturbate to the videos. Etc. etc. He let's me know that he'll get back to me.
Unsurprisingly, my next meeting was with two elders. That was a bit unsettling, but as an elder myself I understood that for a potentially serious matter it is necessary to have two brothers present. So, no problem. Either way, I knew that Jehovah knew the circumstances of what had happened and he would surely understand and direct the situation fairly.
I soon realized, however, that I was wrong. Most of the details are honestly a blur now. It reminds me of a saying that I love: "People may forget what you said, but they'll always remember how you made them feel." And it's the feeling that I will never forget. They made me feel disgusting. They made me feel worthless. They made me feel like the most perverted, filthy, rotten, unspiritual scum that they'd ever had the displeasure of having to look upon. I admitted in that meeting that I masturbated and they treated that like it was the most unnatural and depraved act anyone has ever committed. Like, how could I? I wasn't even worthy to breathe the same air as them.
There's one particular exchange that I do remember quite clearly because it was so ridiculous that it will be forever etched in my mind. They wanted to know why I liked these videos. I wasn't sure, but I explained that I had always found pregnancy to be a turn-on, so the videos probably just reminded me of that.
"YOU NEED TO STOP LIKING THAT! THERE COULD BE A PREGNANT WOMAN IN THE KINGDOM HALL!!!" one of the brothers exclaimed.
For one thing, I happen to like women - pregnant or not - and guess what? There's also going to be WOMEN in the Kingdom Hall. So should I stop liking women too?? Such asinine reasoning.
Furthermore, how do you just force yourself to stop liking something? I didn't ask for pregnant bellies to turn me on. I have no control over that any more than they had control over possibly liking legs or butts or breasts or whatever it is that turns them on. Could they not see what an absurd demand this was?
Anyhow, none of that mattered, of course. My case would be presented to the Branch Committee for evaluation of my qualifications to continue serving at Bethel. I waited for an agonizing month, every day expecting for the notification on my pager to meet at my department elder's office with the decision. And finally, it came. With my heart in my stomach and a lump in my throat, I walked towards that office anticipating the worst, but somehow still clutching onto the belief that Jehovah would make sure the brothers made the right decision. He knew that I wasn't trying to be immoral and that I stumbled into all this in innocence. He knew that I could have never told anyone about what happened and that I would never have been found out. He knew that I cared so deeply that I was in fact willing to risk everything that was dear to me simply for the sake of not endangering the precious sheep that were under my care. He knew all these things. He could read my heart. His holy spirit was directing these men. Surely the just thing would happen. Surely there would be mercy.
There wasn't.
I was given two weeks to arrange my affairs and get out.
I was stunned. Shocked. Dazed. Confused. How could this be happening? Was I wrong? Was what I did actually much worse than I thought? Did I truly deserve to in an instant lose my home, my job, my congregation, my friends, my privileges, my identity, yes, my whole world?
As I packed my things over the next several days I just kept reminding myself that Jehovah's discipline might hurt at first, but it's for my benefit. It's going to help me in the end, make me a better person. I had sacrificed so much over the last ten years, slaving away despite my illness and so many mental and emotional challenges. I gave up a full scholarship and my engineering degree in computers. I gave up my dream of having a wife and 2.3 kids that I had had since I was a young teen. I gave it all up to live this austere life, constantly feeling inadequate no matter how hard I worked, no matter how much I gave. And, now, all of that meant nothing. I made all those sacrifices and now lost everything. How stupid of me. I just couldn't control my stupid self, could I? I had to lose it all because of my stupid choices. Yes, I did deserve this. I never viewed myself as the bad kid. I was always the goody two-shoes kid that tried to please everyone and that always tried to be perfect. How arrogant of me to believe that I couldn't also succumb to the same things as everyone else. How foolish I was. Yes, I deserved this.
And so, I moved back home with my parents. Here I was, 31 years old, back in my childhood bedroom. I had worked so hard all these years, but had nothing to show for anything. Bethel never made me feel appreciated while I was there, and now this final blow confirmed that all that I did really was meaningless. I had nothing. Nothing but guilt, shame, pain, sorrow, heart-ache, and anger. Those were the only emotions I could feel. Other than those, I was completely numb. I didn't smile anymore. I couldn't laugh. I couldn't feel. It felt like nothing mattered anymore. It was like I jumped off a cliff, hoping to die, but just laid there mangled on the rocks below. Unable to move. Unable to cry for help. Able only to feel pain in between bouts of unconsciousness.
My parents were so loving. Without them, I'd probably be dead right now. They never looked down on me. They never scolded me. Even when I told them all the "disgusting" details of what took place, they never for one second made me feel anything less than their beloved son. They welcomed me with open arms, and did everything they could to make me feel wanted and cared about. And that made me feel even more guilty, because I couldn't feel anything back. I didn't even know anymore what it feels like to love. And yet, despite the fact that I was a zombie now, just a shell of the son they once knew, they shared their little home with me and assured me again and again that what was theirs was mine. They never expected a dime from me. But I couldn't stop feeling like I was just a guest, like I was just a burden.
For the next year I did nothing but play videogames. I would wake up whenever, grab something to eat, and turn on my PC. I would play until late in the night. Rinse and repeat. I drowned my sorrow in gaming. Only in the virtual worlds of my games could I escape from the pain that gnawed relentlessly at my soul. I had no hope, no prospects, no purpose. My future was nothing but a dark void.
But my mind never quit. Again and again and again it cycled and recycled the same thoughts over and over and over. How could Jehovah let this happen? Does he love me? Is he even out there? How did things end up like this? No. This couldn't be right. This had to be a mistake. I know what I did wasn't right, but Jehovah knew the truth of it all. There's just no way this could be happening.
And then I found out something even more devastating.
My Dad walked into my room one night with anger in his eyes. "Those brothers must hate you."
"What? Why? What do you mean?"
My Dad, an elder, had seen the letter that Bethel sent to my body of elders about me. The letter stated that I had a deeply engrained habit spanning decades of viewing pornography.
"WHAT??? That can't be true!"
There was no way the letter said that. It just couldn't be true. It couldn't be. But, alas, that's what it said. When my local elders met with me, they confirmed it. I explained to them that this was an absolute falsehood. I'm not gonna pretend that I never saw anything before, but I absolutely had NOT been viewing pornography for decades. I was the kid that would immediately evert his eyes if another kid tried to show me anything (while all the elders kids looked on eagerly, mind you). Heck, even in my dreams I would push girls away when they tried to have sex with me. That's how serious I was about remaining chaste. Besides a few minor shortfalls which were soft-core, porn was just something I didn't get involved with.
The brothers lied. They LIED! No. No, that couldn't be. I knew the brothers in charge of my case disliked me (those are stories for another day), but they wouldn't do that. They wouldn't lie just to get me kicked out of Bethel, would they? They wouldn't just crush my hopes and dreams because they had a convenient opportunity to dispose of me, would they? No. No. No. No. No. No. No. It couldn't be. It just couldn't be. Jehovah wouldn't allow this. He wouldn't. He wouldn't.
I wrote a letter to the branch. It was short and respectful. I simply stated that I believed there might have been some misunderstanding. I simply requested that I be able to talk to someone about it.
And so I waited.
They never wrote back. They couldn't even dignify me with a response. I wasn't even worth saying "no" to. Now that I was gone, I no longer existed to them.
Over the next many months, I prayed incessantly. I poured my heart out in prayer. I begged Jehovah over and over that he please just show me somehow that he loved me. Show me that he cared, that I meant something, anything! Show me that he was out there.
And nothing happened.
Some have said to me, "Well, what were you expecting Jehovah to do?" You know what? I don't know. I was leaving that in his hands. I was sure the Almighty Sovereign of the Universe would know exactly what it would take for me to feel his presence. I was sure that if he would send someone to knock on the door of a worldly person who was praying, surely he would do this one small thing for a faithful servant of over twenty years who had been so devoted but was now floundering. I wasn't asking for a miraculous vision. I just needed Jehovah to grab my hand. I needed a lifeline.
But he let me drown.
I paddled in the middle of my ocean of despair with the last of my strength. I fought the cold numbness that overtook my limbs as the blood slowly ceased it's circulation, desperate to keep my core warm. For the next years, I would bobble at the water line, inhaling the waters of doubt and despair, my lungs burning. I wouldn't give up. I couldn't. And I would keep rising up again and again, gasping for air. I wanted so hard to keep believing that that lifeboat would come for me. But it never did and I sank deeper and deeper.
Now, seven years later, after trying so hard to make it work, trying so desperately to make sense of it all, I sit here, writing you my story. The story of a boy who only ever cared about doing what was right. The story of a young man who sacrificed it all for his God to do more. The story of a man, who fought on despite so many obstacles. The story of a shell of a man, heart-broken and crushed. I didn't want it to end this way. I really didn't. I wanted with all my heart for things to be different. But as my eyes slowly open, I realize that they couldn't have been. And as I read your stories, I realize that I'm not alone. This is just the true nature of Jehovah's Organization.
And so I thank you for sharing this journey with me. I don't know if the sadness will ever go away, but I can feel just a small glimmer of happiness knowing that I am finally free.
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People:
Alan Dershowitz, Wilbur Ross, Rudy Giuliani, Steve Mnunchin, Kenneth Starr, Alex Acosta, William Barr, Steve Bannon, Bill Clinton, Prince Andrew all connected to both Trump and Epstein.
The Trump administration is FULL of Epstein connections.


Modeling:
Trump runs Miss Universe Organization along with Miss USA and Miss Teen USA from 1996 to 2017. Source Trump runs Trump Model Management from 1999 to 2017 Source.
Epstein sets up his own modeling agency, saying 'I want to set up my modeling agency the same way Trump set up his modeling agency.' Source 1 Source 2 Source 3
Proximity:
Epstein is associated with two residences and one office with 1.5 miles of Trump Tower in NYC:
Epstein mansion near Mar-A-Lago in Palm Beach
Trump's Mar-A-Lago was used by Maxwell and Epstein to recruit underage Virginia Roberts:
Its all in the docs
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Timeline of Donald J Trump association with Jeffrey Epstein, and Ghislane Maxwell.
1985
Late 1980's
Trump told New York magazine in 2002 that he had known Epstein for 15 years, suggesting they met around 1987.
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1989
1990
Trump reportedly told a former adviser, Roger Stone, that when he visited Epstein's home the pool was filled with girls. Trump said he thought it was nice that Epstein let "the neighborhood kids use his pool".
Q. Now, Mr. Trump had a home in Palm Beach, correct? A. Uh-huh. Q. So he didn't come and stay there, did he? A. No, never. Q. He would come for a meal? A. He would come, have dinner. He never sat at the table. He eat with me in the kitchen. Q. Did he ever have massages while he was there? A. No. Because he's got his own spa.
1991
Stacy Wilkes competed in the 1991 [Look of the Year] contest as a sixteen-year-old, representing the United States. She remembers Trump coming into their dressing area during the contest, more than once. “I would feel really uncomfortable, because every time we would change, it was like Trump would find a reason to come backstage to see all the teenagers,” she told us. “When you’re doing a runway show, they have to strip you down and change you....There was no need for him to be back there.” Trump never tried to justify his presence backstage but would just walk in and start making jokes. The girls didn’t feel that they were free to complain. “We were afraid to say anything bad when he was around because we didn’t want anything to hurt our chances of winning,” Wilkes said. “We were all young teenagers.” Wilkes’s roommate ended up spending the night with one of the celebrity judges, Wilkes said, and later won one of the prizes. “He was gropey...he had his hands in the most inappropriate places, always,” [NaKina] Carr said. [Editor’s note: NaKina Carr was working as a runway model for Oscar de la Renta.] “When he went in to kiss someone, the hand always went to either the hip or the butt. He was also really good when he did pictures or when he’d side-hug someone. He’d always get his hand on the boob. Every time.” Stories about Trump and his hands circulated within the modeling community. At one modeling event, Trump allegedly went down a line of women feeling their bodies to guess their dress size. Backstage at a lingerie show, he is said to have moved his hands all over a model’s breasts under the guise of inspecting the bra’s fabric
1992
In 1992, the women were flown in for a "calendar girl" competition that Trump had requested, the former Trump associate, George Houraney, told The Times. "At the very first party, I said, 'Who's coming tonight? I have 28 girls coming,'" Houraney said. "It was him and Epstein." He added: "I said: 'Donald, this is supposed to be a party with VIPs. You're telling me it's you and Epstein?'" Houraney also apparently once warned Trump about Epstein. "Look, Donald, I know Jeff really well, I can't have him going after younger girls," Houraney recalled telling Trump. "He said: 'Look I'm putting my name on this. I wouldn't put my name on it and have a scandal.'" Houraney had a falling out with Trump after his girlfriend accused Trump of making unwanted sexual advances in the early 1990s.
1994
The Plaintiff, Katie Johnson, alleges she was subject to extreme sexual and physical abuse by the Defendants, Donald J. Trump and Jeffrey E. Epstein, including forcible rape during a four month time span covering the months of June-September 1994 when Plaintiff Johnson was still only a minor of age 13. The Plaintiff, Katie Johnson, alleges she was enticed by promises of money and a modeling career to attend a series of underage sex parties held at the New York City residence of Defendant Jeffrey E. Epstein and attended by Defendant Donald J. Trump.
1995
“This is a good one, right?” Epstein asked the future president, who allegedly smiled and nodded before sharing a chuckle with the depraved hedge funder. Doe’s lawsuit does not accuse Trump of any sexual misconduct.
1996
Trump entered the Miss Teen USA changing room where girls as young as 15 were in various states of undress. “He just came strolling right in,” Dixon said. “There was no second to put a robe on or any sort of clothing or anything. Some girls were topless. Others girls were naked. Our first introduction to him was when we were at the dress rehearsal and half-naked changing into our bikinis.”
1997
In an interview last week with The Post, Mark Epstein said Trump flew on the plane “numerous times” but said he was only present for one flight. “They were good friends,” Mark Epstein said. “I know [Trump] is trying to distance himself, but they were.” He added that Trump used to comp Epstein’s mother and aunt at one of Trump’s Atlantic City casino hotels. When a Post reporter sought further details, Mark Epstein hung up.
Trump unexpectedly entered the Miss Teen USA dressing room, the reigning Miss Universe, Brook Antoinette Mahealani Lee, recalls Trump asking her about the looks of his daughter Ivanka, who was co-hosting the pageant. “‘Don’t you think my daughter’s hot? She’s hot, right?'” Mahealani Lee recalls Trump saying.
1998
Several models who worked for Epstein associate Jean-Luc Brunel, who allegedly helped procure for him underage girls, tell of being taken to swank parties at Mar-a-Lago. Zoe Brock, a New Zealander who quit Brunel’s agency in Paris in 1991 after, she says, she was on the receiving end of his unwanted sexual advances at age 17, still has the wristband from when, while with another agency, she and other young girls and women were taken together on a bus from Miami to Mar-a-Lago in 1998. At 24, she was one of the eldest women on the bus to Mar-a-Lago, many she is sure were underage.
1999
“And the other interesting thing is Trump had a modeling agency, and Epstein also had a stake in a modeling agency, which they suspect he used to bring in underage girls from overseas,” Brown said. “There is a comment in one of the court files where Epstein is quoted as saying, ‘I want to set up my modeling agency the same way Trump set up his modeling agency.’ I don’t know what that means, but it is curious he was trying to do something similar to Trump.”
2000
“He’s not pretentious,” says Trump. “He’s a lot of fun to be with.” Maxwell seemed to think so too.
'I remember flying on Trump's plane from LaGuardia to Palm Beach, with Trump and Melania and some of his relatives on board,' the writer said. 'Jeffrey Epstein, Ghislaine Maxwell, and the girl in question were late for the appointed take off time, which is why I remember it so well. 'What I do remember thinking about the girl though is that she was pretty, attractive. She was of an indeterminate age, though I realized she was young - I thought she could be anywhere from 15 to 20. 'She seemed to want to go unnoticed, she didn't talk to anybody and decided to be a wallflower while we were on the plane.
2002
Epstein likes to tell people that he’s a loner, a man who’s never touched alcohol or drugs, and one whose nightlife is far from energetic. And yet if you talk to Donald Trump, a different Epstein emerges. “I’ve known Jeff for fifteen years. Terrific guy,” Trump booms from a speakerphone. “He’s a lot of fun to be with. It is even said that he likes beautiful women as much as I do, and many of them are on the younger side. No doubt about it — Jeffrey enjoys his social life.”
Some of the businessmen who dine with him at his home—they include newspaper publisher Mort Zuckerman, banker Louis Ranieri, Revlon chairman Ronald Perelman, real-estate tycoon Leon Black, former Microsoft executive Nathan Myhrvold, Tom Pritzker (of Hyatt Hotels), and real-estate personality Donald Trump—sometimes seem not all that clear as to what he actually does to earn his millions. Certainly, you won’t find Epstein’s transactions written about on Bloomberg or talked about in the trading rooms. “The trading desks don’t seem to know him. It’s unusual for animals that big not to leave any footprints in the snow,” says a high-level investment manager.
2003
Where: East Side townhouse Table seats: 30 Guest list: Mort Zuckerman, Google co-founder Sergey Brin, David Blaine, Donald Trump, Leslie Wexner of the Limited, disgraced British Cabinet minister Peter Mandelson, Bill Clinton aide Doug Band Menu: Private chef, though last month Rocco DiSpirito cooked dinner after Epstein bid $50,000 for his services at a Hamptons charity. Make it MY place: Epstein hates restaurants, so he often entertains at home. “The dialogues are so engaging that serving even the most extraordinary food sometimes seems inappropriate, like eating pizza at the ballet,” he says. “I had rich shock!” one stunned guest says about Epstein’s house, which the owner claims is the largest private dwelling in the city. At a recent dinner organized by Ghislaine Maxwell, Blaine amused a group of barely clad models with card tricks. Alas, Clinton—around whom the evening had been organized—never showed, though his Secret Service would have appreciated Epstein’s numerous security cameras.
2004
"Can you imagine the sex with this troubled teen?" said Stern. "Yeah, you're probably right," Trump said. "She's probably deeply troubled and therefore great in bed. How come the deeply troubled women, you know, deeply, deeply troubled, they're always the best in bed?"
2005
The Trump campaign did not offer a response to either story, but in a 2005 appearance on Howard Stern’s show, Trump bragged about doing exactly what the women describe. “I’ll go backstage before a show, and everyone’s getting dressed and ready and everything else,” he said.
2006
2007
Meanwhile, the Mar-a-Lago Club in Palm Beach last night confirmed a Web site report that Epstein has been banned there. “He would use the spa to try to procure girls. But one of them, a masseuse about 18 years old, he tried to get her to do things,” a source told us. “Her father found out about it and went absolutely ape-[bleep]. Epstein’s not allowed back.” Epstein denies he is banned from Mar-a-Lago and says, in fact, he was recently invited to an event there.
Another club member explained that Trump "kicked Epstein out after Epstein harassed the daughter of a member. The way this person described it, such an act could irreparably harm the Trump brand, leaving Donald no choice but to remove Epstein," A footnote in the book says the authors were shown the club's registry from more than a decade earlier and that Epstein in fact had been a member until October 2007.
Nunberg, told the Times that Trump was well aware of Epstein’s sordid sexual history, but only took action to distance himself after the public found out about his behavior. According to Nunberg, when he tried to raise concerns about Trump’s ties to Epstein during the 2016 campaign, Trump insisted he had sufficiently distanced himself from his former friend, telling Nunberg, “I kicked him out of the clubs when this stuff became public, and I made sure NBC knew.”
2008
2009
He said in a recent interview that he had served subpoenas on many connected people in 2009, and that Trump was “the only person who picked up the phone and said, ‘Let’s just talk. I’ll give you as much time as you want.’” Edwards added that Trump “was very helpful, in the information that he gave,” calling it “good information that checked out and that helped us.” And, he said, Trump “gave no indication whatsoever that he was involved in anything untoward whatsoever.”
When asked about a subpoena served to Trump in 2009, Garten said it "never happened." The subpoena called for Trump to give a deposition in a case against Epstein; Garten's denial baffled Brad Edwards, one of Virginia Roberts' attorneys. "There is no debate over what happened," Edwards told VICE news. "I served Mr. Trump with a subpoena for deposition in 2009. He talked to me voluntarily, and consequently we withdrew the subpoena in light of his voluntarily providing information…. I can't imagine there being any dispute of any of this."
2010
Q: Have you ever had a personal relationship with Donald Trump? A. What do you mean by "personal relationship," sir? Q. Have you socialized with him? A. Yes, sir. Q. Yes? A. Yes, sir. Q. Have you ever socialized with Donald Trump in the presence of females under the age of 18? A: Though I'd like to answer that question, at least today I'm going to have to assert my Fifth, Sixth, and 14th Amendment rights, sir.
2015
In the week or so leading up to his CPAC speech, David Pecker, who owned the Enquirer until it was sold in ruin earlier this year, visited Trump on the 26th floor of Trump Tower, bringing along an issue with a Prince Andrew and Epstein-related cover, according to people familiar with the meeting. Pecker, of course, was in the business of protecting Trump. An early supporter of his presidential campaign, Pecker has helped “catch and kill” at least two stories involving the real estate mogul and women who claimed to have had affairs with him. After the meeting Trump called in Sam Nunberg, then a Trump Organization employee, who saw Pecker leaving Trump’s office. “Michael was sitting in there when I came in, and the issue of the National Enquirer with the pictures of Prince Andrew was on his desk,” Nunberg recalled. “He said not to tell anyone, but that Pecker had just been there and had brought the issue with him. Trump said that Pecker had told him that the pictures of Clinton that Epstein had from his island were worse.” (Cohen, speaking by phone from the Federal Correctional Institution in Otisville, corroborated Nunberg’s version of the events, though he declined to add any additional information about the meeting.) During the meeting with Pecker, Trump went on about how Epstein was known for this behavior, according to a person familiar with the conversation.
2017
Back in 2008, when Alex Acosta was U.S. attorney for the Southern District of Florida, his office secretly cut a sweetheart deal for child rapist and sex trafficker Jeffrey Epstein. Now Acosta has been watching as increasingly damning evidence piles up, revealing that he was responsible for letting Epstein off the hook the first time around
2018
Mr. Epstein called and asked if I’d like to have dinner that Saturday with him and Woody Allen. I said I’d be out of town. A few weeks after that, he asked me to join him for dinner with the author Michael Wolff and Donald J. Trump’s former adviser, Steve Bannon.
Barr was asked if he would investigate the handling of a decade-old Florida plea deal that let Epstein escape responsibility for his conduct. He said he thought his former law firm was involved in the case so he might have to recuse.
2019
“I can understand people who immediately, whose minds went to sort of the worst-case scenario because it was a perfect storm of screw-ups,” Barr told the AP
2020
The president bolstered his legal team Friday with attorneys Alan Dershowitz and Kenneth Starr, who helped Epstein evade prison time in a now infamously lenient plea deal with Palm Beach prosecutors. Epstein originally faced multiple charges of soliciting and trafficking underage girls, but escaped with just 13 months of house arrest in a deal that caused Trump’s Labor Secretary Alex Acosta to resign under pressure last year. Barr’s father was the headmaster of an elite New York City school that hired college dropout Epstein to teach math and physics. Do these circumstances amount to a conflict of interest requiring mandatory recusal? Barr, apparently after consulting with career ethics officials at DOJ, concluded they did not.
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What a wonderful story! I was wondering how much km you travel a day/ hours you are on your way? You really should start a YT channel with your adventures man, a guy on a motor driving through the world, and the lessons you learned, are definitely worth it! Hello! I don't ride everyday. I did estimated an average of 200km per day though. More or less.
I will see what I can do with this yt thing. Thanks for the advice! 😊👍
Do you have plans on when this will end and if you intend on returning to work do you worry about the perception on this time by employers? I guess, I also want to ask if you have concerns about whether you think you could adapt to fulltime work again or you'd struggle mentally now? Not sure if i can go back to a 9-5 life but I really don't care right now about future employment opportunities. I believe that the world is filled with lots of people with certificates and degrees and professional expertise...but there are not so many with unique life experiences. I hope employers will look at the individual more than the hours i spent behind a desk, when the time will come.
So are you going to end up in an even crappier job after abandoning all of your responsibilities like this? Haha who knows! What I know is that whatever job you do...it is still a job. More money means more responsibilities but at the end of the day, a job is a job. It's the meaning that changes your life. It's the why you do what you do, that drives you. Not necessarily the job you perform. We all end up in the same place...so I will do whatever job makes me happy when the time comes.
Hey op... If you're still answering questions I'm curious as to...What do you do to entertain yourself when you're tenting every night? I can imagine there's much internet connection in the middle of nowhere in Canada. Read a lot of books or something? Not answering questions anymore, but this is an excellent one, that deserves a reply. Well, if you are camping in the wild, definitely there would probably be no internet access. I usually write my thoughts and daily events on a notepad. It s hard to find time to do that, so when you are alone in your little tent waiting for the night to come, getting your thoughts out on a paper usually helps the catharsis. I am not much of a reader...but sometimes a good movie (i may have some stuff saved previously on hard drives or netflix offline) could kill the extra hour you get before falling asleep. I mean, usually it's just such a pity to ruin the silence with music and images...so most of the times i fall asleep as soon as I lay horizontally. Other times, the writing thing helps soothe the adrenaline of the day and calm you enough to fall asleep too. Sometimes organizing takes a bit of time or taking care of the bike can take some time as well.
This was one of my favorite AMAs. Thank you for doing this. Where did you stay in Greece and while in quarantine did you At least get to leave at all or were you confined to your apartment? Spent 3 months in Crete! Amazing island! Government started to ease up the lockdown only after the first month. We did only had 7 cases in the whole island so i got a great deal with my choice of location! I managed to explore the whole island by the end of it.
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That place is amazing. It’s one of my favorite islands in Greece. If you ever have a chance check out Milos and Naxos. Yes! I almost went to Milos! And Naxos looked like a true paradise. You guys are blessed with natural beauty!
Wow I’m really impressed and inspired! I am currently planning a solo trail trip across the US, (and hopefully further) it’s been my dream for forever! Can you just break down for me a couple things? Ok, like what are some absolutely essential items you carry that most people wouldn’t think of? Besides the basics like fire starter, tent/tarp, thermal clothing etc. Next, how would you respond to a crisis or threat on the road that normally wouldn’t occur in a conventional lifestyle? Like authorities fuccin with you or wild animals attacking or something? One concern I have is that people may look down upon me for my lifestyle choice and use that as an excuse to treat me badly. I mean, some people already kinda do and I haven’t even left yet. (Even if everybody did I would still go cause HAHAHA fucc it) Anyway, another question-What is the best part of your travel lifestyle so far? I imagine it’s a lot of fun, (although still intensely difficult) and that tramps have found a lot of interesting ways to spend their free time. EDIT: AHH sorry one more I forgot! What are your favorite spots around the world but especially the US that you think are worth seeing? (any other tips/pointers/things to remember that you can think of are welcome too) THANKS Ok, lots of good questions! There is no essential item to be carried that is the "magic stuff" that nobody has. Maybe Common Sense...yes. carry that with you and you ll be fine always. ;) In terms of tools, cable ties and duct tape...and I would say super glue. Everything else mate, you ll adapt or find your way around it. About crisis, like protests, riots, police messing with you...well sometimes you gotta just leave! Haha. I rode through some riots in Bolivia and I kind of snuck away...as smoothly as possible. I always use my helmet cam, as a deterrent for police. If they are trying to get some money out of you, the "I am recording you" effect sometimes could make them change their mind. Also, I would make plastified copies of your driver license and bike docs, just in case you find some dodgy road blocks on your way. In case they withheld your stuff, you can just leave without having them keeping you hostage with your papers.
Most of the times you'll be fine though. Those are rare occasions anyway. And so wild animal encounters. When I went to Alaska, a friend gave me a bear spray. Never use it. Just keep your food away from your tent. Again, common sense works better than any weapons.
My favourite spot in the US was Sequoia NP. But I really loved the high deserts of Nevada and also New Mexico. So much good stuff to see in the US!
The best part of this lifestyle is the fact that you are free to do whatever you want everyday... And this is also a huge advantage that comes only travelling alone. All those "haters" will disappear as soon as you are gone from their sight. Your life is yours and you can do whatever you want with it. Only people that have some personal issue will try to diminish what you are trying to achieve. Others will just project their fears to you. In any case, you gotta go your own way and be focused on what you are trying to achieve.
Was it expensive shipping your bike? Also any trouble getting into other countries crossing the border? The shipping from Australia to South america was quite dear. I remember paying $2400 AUD. Not sure if it's expensive or not...but they did take care of almost everything. From Canada to Ireland instead i flew with Air Canada Cargo which had a special $1500 USD for the bike and myself. A bargain!! No troubles at the borders
How does it feel living life just visiting countries. No 9-5 whatsoever, no bills, no worries at all, just you and your motorcycle? People say that Sex or food is the best feeling in the world. I think that Riding your motorcycle freely around the world, tops it all.
I cannot imagine myself traveling without internet access. Do you have worldwide roaming? Do you get a SIM in every country? It's unthinkable nowadays to NOT have internet access. With local and cheap Sim card you can get data everywhere really and most countries in SA have sometimes free wifi around town and in gas stations. You'll be just fine.
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Thanks for your reply! So I assume that with limited/spotty data, you were relying mostly on offline maps and navigation. Any tip on what's best for this kind of traveling and exploration? there are some useful travel app like maps.me, gmaps and iOverlander. have a look at it. lots of good info.
I also have a 2013 KTM 1190 Adventure, but the R version. I also love my bike and stoked to hear how reliable it’s been for you! What repairs have you had to do along the way? What repairs!! Haha bike has been exceptional. I only had to repair seals and moving parts (chain, sprokets, etc). Water pump seals have to be replaced around 85k km and i had a oil temp sensor failure at 140k km. Most people don't get that far with their miles...but if you do, make sure to check your water pump seals. Most parts are available in capital cities in any country. Others, you just have to have those shipped to you or plan in advance (for tyres for instance). Pretty doable overall.
What does a legitimate Italian pizza look and taste like compared to western pizza? Italian pizza is better because of mozzarella and tomato sauce that they use when making it. Top quality stuff. Aside from that, pizza is good wherever. It depends also on how you like your pizza.
I hope to have the courage to also do something like this. What are some valuable things you’ve learned about solo travel? Things you wished you knew starting off. We tend to overthink a lot of stuff that eventually never happen. We always have fears that stop us...but in reality, all those bad thought are simply possibilities that may actually never really happen. So, yeah...do more and worry less is certainly something I learned the hard way
Do you ever have any regrets? Lately I have been good in that sense. But maybe one day I ll wake up and have some...for not chosing the standard path of the average guy with wife and kids.
Maybe a bit of a selfish question but do people in N. America have trouble pronouncing your name? My Italian-American husband and I named our 5 month old Paolo. We live in Brooklyn so most people around us don't have an issue but I am not sure what it will be like if we ever move somewhere else or when he starts school. Also it's a beautiful name and I'm going to make sure to show our son your photos when he is old enough to understand travel and places and different people. :-D BEST QUESTION EVER! ahha
your son is going to have a tough time in an english speaking country! haha Jokes aside, the sound "Pao" doesn't really exists in english speaking people's head...so most of the time I get called Paulo...or Pablo. Which is fine to me. But the correct pronunciation is Pà-olo with emphasis on the first syllable. I switched to Paul many times...
But aside from USA, Canada, UK, Australia and South Africa, your son will be just fine!
Also make sure he knows the the origins of the meaning of his name. Paolo was one of the closest friends of Jesus. His real name was Sauro, which means "the greatest", but then, after befriending Jesus, he changed his name in Paolo, which comes from the latin word Paulus, that means "small, tiny". I am not religious, but Indeed this story tells a bit of the significance of being humble.
U/paolo_0 what about sex and romantic relationships- friendships too. Do you maintain any relationships? If so, how do you maintain them? The romantic factor is almost inevitable when travelling so extensively. Eventually every traveller has a romantic affair with somebody that he/she met on the way. Weather is a local or another traveller, it is our natural tendency to mate, so...yeah. Kind of a tricky one! I personally tend to avoid to get into serious situations because my lifestyle is simply not compatible with conventional standards of monogamous relationships. The curse of the traveller is that you always have to leave...so it is counterproductive to get close to somebody and then drag that feeling for months, with you on the road. In my opinion it shifts the paradigm of travelling towards a specific and more visceral feeling of reuniting with a person that most likely is not going to be on your planned route.
Anyway, said this, i did have a long distance relationship before starting this trip and it sucked! Haha Hence I tend to avoid to make the same mistakes twice. But also...you can never plan when to fall in love. Sometimes it just happens and you gotta roll with it. It hurts and it may even change your plans. Eventually one has to choose between the new person and the continuity of your solo trip.
what country did surprise you the most (good or bad) with their roads? did you come to Portugal? what did you dislike the most I loved Scotland! I had a great deal of luck with the weather...so that may have played a role. I did come to Portugal and it actually surprised me a lot!! Absolutely loved it! No wonder all retirees from europe want to move there! Algarve was spectacular. Loved Porto too.
Hello! First off, this is incredible, and a dream of mine. Unfortunately i'm an american with a crap load of college debt! I read your other answers and I just had a couple questions! 1. You mentioned your first night camping in a campground, and how it wasn't the best setting. As time went on did you just start setting up on the side of the road? or were there any other challenges finding camping spots when there wasn't a campsite hostile friends couch etc? 2. How safe did you feel when you were mostly alone camping in between citys/towns? Thank you so much for doing this AMA, hopefully one day I can do this! Hey! I am aware of how the US system sucks you in a world of debts but... I hope you will one day break free from it.
After my first night camping, I switched to couchsurfing and hostels right away. I was terrified of camping! ahha Then, one day I found a spot that was too beautiful to leave. I was by myself and It was quite remote. The balmy temperatures, the starry night and the beautiful sunrise over the ocean made me reconsider camping. After few more attempts I found out that camping in the wild was waaay better than sleeping in a crappy hostel or at some stranger's home. More privacy, quieter and cheaper too! Luckily for me, I had lost my camping virginity in Australia, one of the best and safest countries for camping in the world in my opinion. You are by yourself most of the times. Half of my trip around Australia I slept on the side of the road or in the bushes. I became an expert in starting small fires and cooking with no utensils. I realized that the "danger" in terms of safety for me and my motorcycle was directly related to the amount of people around me. So, the more desolated the area, the safest. Cities are clearly the opposite. Thanks for your questions.
I've been following your IG for about a year now I think, and I'm totally jealous. You've answered a few questions of mine on there, but I've got one for this AMA. Has KTM reached out to you for any kind of buyback type of deal for the bike, or any "free" stuff? Are they even aware? Do they care? I mean you're doing great advertising for them. I think I read something not too long ago where a man had a million-mile Honda Goldwing that Hinda wanted to buy back from him for research or something. Nope. KTM hasn't got in touch with me about bike endorsement. Saying this, tbe guys at KTM canada helped me a lot in servicing the bike while I was in Montreal.
KTM and Honda, or BMW have thousands of loyal customers that used their machines for long time. But they are not really obliged to reach out and saying "Thanks, here s a new bike". It would be a loss for them to give you free stuff.
What would you say is the key to happiness? I believe that to realise that we are insignificant and that nothing is meant to come our way, is the paradigm that we need to have to improve our sense of happiness. I found out that our constant sense of being unaccomplished comes from the high expectations that society places in our mind. We need to get always bigger, better, more stuff...but in reality it's an ephemeral race against ourselves. When you realise that we are just a little grain of dust, floating in the universe and that we matter little or nothing at all in this universe, everything coming your way becomes a gift. I found out that having less makes me happier and less worried.
I am not sure if this is the KEY to happiness for everybody, but I believe that keeping your feet on the ground, helps a great deal.
Sorry if this is a stupid question, but what kind of bank account do you have? Is it one that can be used internationally? And have you had any problems with converting your money to the currency of whatever country you’re in? Also what kind of a drone and phone do you have? Do you use your phone for most of your IG pics or your drone? I have citybank account and debit card that can be used internationally. I mostly withdraw money from ATMs and use paypal for online transactions.
Never had problems in converting into local currency.
I have a DJI Mavic Air and a Samsung Galaxy S9. I mostly use my phone for my photography, but these days, it is plenty in terms of resolution and image quality, if you share your content on social media. Occasionally I had some photos taken with a DSLR.
I have been following you on Instagram before. We have had very short conversations few times. Remember the dog which was chained all the times for more than a decade in the island in Greece? Any news from it? Do you plan on starting a patreon account so you can earn money on the way? And how hard is it now in the pandemic? Hey there!! Unfortunately that dog is still chained there. I spoke with several dog rescue centers and they couldn't do much about it. Ignorance is not curable Unfortunately.
I am not sure. Should i start a patreon account?? Asking people for money? Mmm Not quite there yet.
In planning for the trip, do you think about and have a backup plan for medical emergency or if you are jailed in some remote location? For example, money to bribe you out of a situation at a border or caught speeding. Accident and hospital stay. Also, was language a major barrier during the trip? Wow. Nope. Did not think about those things...haha but maybe I should have had! I do have a travel insurance that cover accidental hospitalization. Language wasn't a major deal breaker for me since i speak spanish and portuguese. Otherwise english is pretty common nowadays
Do you get lonely? Sometimes. When I do, I use reddit. ;) Jokes aside, I actually appreciate the time when I am truly alone. Finding those moments is a rarity, these days.
I also quit my job and sold everything. For me, it was to leave Canada and move to Tahiti. Isn't it liberating and freeing to give everything up to start over? Its not easy to give up everything for a calculated risk. For some it turns out poorly, but for others, its the best decision they have ever made. I've never seen anybody giving it a shot and turning out with something less. You always learn something about yourself...and it's always a great thing to clean up and start fresh!
Kudos to you, mate! You got sick waves there! ;)
Care to share your favorite recipe? Thai papaya salad. Shred green papaya, 1 carrot, 6 green beans. Prepare dressing with fish sauce, teaspoon of sugar, garlic (a lot), chili (a lot), and maybe 3-4 lime juices. Add few dried small shrimps and few sliced cherry tomatoes if you want, to garnish. Add a handful of peanuts.
How do you carry/retrieve money? I know in the US and such you can just go to an ATM or a bank, but in South America was it easy to withdraw your money? Did you have to pay much in fees? And I don't know if it is appropriate to ask if you carry a lot of cash with you haha It is the same everywhere in the world. there are bank circuits like MAESTRO or CIRRUS or VISA or MASTERCARD which are available worldwide. You can get money out of ATMs sometimes without fees if banks are affiliated.
Do you battle with a sense of purposlessness or dislocation? I clearly felt a sense of lack of purpose when I was living my normal life. A job sometimes absorbs you but doesn't really give you a reason to live. After my travels I can say that I found a new meaning to my life. I don't think I have to procreate...of find a partner. I think solitude and this kind of life suits me and gives me purpose, better than the one I had before to be honest.
Hey man I REALLY love what you do and I'm thinking of doing the same. I live in Greece and the idea of travelling around the world like this gives me goosebumps. Can you share some hot tips that you wish you knew before you started? Hey mate!! I love Greece! You guys have it good over there for riding! I wish I knew how little you really need to travel around. The secret is exactly to carry as little as possible. The lighter the better.
I've always wanted to do something like this, however it would be on foot. Do you think it would be significantly harder to do so, should I think about taking a car or bike with me? One of my inspiration is this japanese guy that I almost met in Ushuaia. Incredible story. He walked...from alaska to ushuaia. 6 years. Unbelievable adventure and definitely made mine look like too easy! Haha Look him up on facebook! Masahito Yoshida
By your own experience, do you think it would be safe enough to do this as a solo young woman? As I met several other solo travellers, including women, which share with me their personal experiences, I can say that it is indeed safe to travel alone as a woman.
What of your original motorcycle is left? Considering you would have undoubtedly had to have replaced bits Bike is still in original shape and form. Replaced the windshield and some inner plastics. But most of it is still the same. Never touched the engine
How much did you pay for your motorcycle? I bought it in December 2014. It was second hand. Had only 700 km on it though. Paid $19k Australian. You do the math in your currency. I saved for 8 months and sold my old bike to be able to buy it.
What about love? Do you sometimes feel like you would like to have someone with you on your trip? Nah. I am good. I thought about rescuing a stray dog or cat a couple of times...
Did you ever read Jupiter's Travels, or meet Ted Simon? Nope. But I heard it's a great book. He's one of the first guys that went around the world in modern times...
Why such a high performance motorcycle? I just bought my dream bike. the trip came afterwards...and I just used the bike I had.
What do you want written on your tombstone? I want to be cremated and thrown into the ocean. No engraving required. ;)
I plan to go on a motorcycle adventure in South America in the near future and I have to ask: were you afraid at any point? I live in Brazil, which is a very dangerous country, I ride mostly in my own city but sometimes I find myself very afraid, and there are places that I don't dare to go. I often wonder how would I deal with these problems being thousands of miles away from home. Yes mate. Brazil was probably the spookiest country I rode through in latin america. But danger is mostly concentrated in big cities, as you know... South america is pretty safe and generally speaking people will be more willing to help you than harm you. Do not worry too much. I was concerned about my safety too before my departure but then i realized that tv and news just gave me the wrong idea.
Haven’t seen this asked.... Do you carry a weapon? Have you ever been in a dangerous situation with thugs? I do not carry weapons. I am against weapons in general, but being from Europe this is kind of the way we grow up here. I assume you are from the USA... But no, there is no need to protect yourself till the point you have to risk your life to do it. If somebody wants to take my stuff and has a gun, I will happily give my stuff to him/her. It's just stuff. I wouldn't shoot anybody anyway.
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I am from the USA! We clearly have a stereotype if me simply asking about a weapon gives it away lol 😅 Im happy you haven’t been put in a situation with the wrong people. Thanks for taking the time to do this AMA. Your life is quite fascinating and I admire your ability to break from the norm and take such an adventure that this beautiful world has to offer :) I hope you didn't take my comment in a negative way. I love USA and I've travelled throughout the country, other than living in it for few years. I met incredibly inspiring people and i ve also learned so much from your way of living. I do understand the reason behind carrying a weapon. It makes sense there. USA is a massive country and there is a sense of need of protecting yourself in many ways. In most of USA people grow up with weapons because...of hunting! It's part of the culture and I respect it. Considering also that you are allowed to carry a weapon and shoot for self defense in many states... But around the world we just assume nobody has a weapon...so yeah, it works either way.
PuggerHugger123: Are you still using your Australian license plate? Im assuming you might get issues at borders or weird looks from people in different countries. I live in europe and our license plates have a letter representing our country (as you have probably seen). I have also seen some non-EU license plates from eastern europe, but thats it... mccannisms: I was wondering this too - I was told to not bring my bike from Canada to Aus permanently as part of the roadworthy involves checking the frame by drilling into it and would possibly completely damage said frame. How does insuring a bike for international travel work? Ok, I still have my NSW license plate on. People don't care. At the border they just check if the name on your bike papers is the same on your driver license/passport. If so, you are good to go. You can import ANY vehicle in Australia I believe as far as you owned the vehicle at least for one year. Then there is the inspection and everything, but if there is a similar vehicle already in the country, it doesn't need to be tested for "roadworthiness". As per insurance, you have to get one for every country you enter. Except EU where you get the "Green card" which is valid for all Eu countries.
A guy I used to work with Peter Corboy did this back in the 2000's. You know him? Sorry, I do not know him.
Hey mate, really nice to read your story and the comments! I’ll be doing a similar thing in a few years, I was worried about going out on a brand new bike (Yamaha Tenere 700) absolutely love this bike but after hearing your story about going on a big ass brand new KTM you give me hope! I was worried about it possibly being stolen somewhere.. apart from parking it inside wherever possible do you have any other tips? Do you use disk lock/use a bike cover? And also.. do you not think your bike is a bit too big? Are you able to pick it up ok and does it ever limit some of the off road routes you may want to take? Really inspirational story mate.. it’s all I dream about, I’ve backpacked to like 65 countries and within the past few years realised overland motorcycle adventure is where the fun really is.. the freedom! Hey mate, congrats on your bike selection. I've heard great stuff about the T7. About the "bike getting stolen" issue...it's not really a thing. Just be careful in big cities and if if you leave it parked with your belongings on it for too long. I mean...seriously just common sense. the 1190 is big and heavy but I managed. When fully loaded it floats around 300kg so yeah...not a walk in the park... but most of the times I was fine. Just sand riding gets hard. In case, make sure you always park inside the property where you stay at night and remove all your belongings from it, even if you decide to go for hard panniers (which I don't recommend). Unfortunately, if somebody wants to steal your bike there's very little/nothing you can do about it. But again, most of the times you'll be fine.
I guess this is more of a question in general rather than specifically related to your journey on the motorcycle. But how did you manage leaving behind family and friends to pursue your own lifestyle? Im a bit envious of the whole experience, but I also can't imagine living more than 100 miles away let alone living in multiple different countries and traveling the world. Was it difficult to do? Or did your family and friends support or need you in any way that wouldn't be doable with you travelling, or was it simply "this is what I want" and you go do it without much of a care? It is hard to leave your family and lifelong friends behind to pursue a dream...but it is the price to pay for these kind of experiences.
Sometimes it s hard to be by yourself and to realize that you are alone, far away from people who love you and support you no matter what...but it is also a forging experience to be so exposed. It builds character and it allows you to become more independent, which is a key point for any kind of relationship in your life.
It is difficult and scary and all of the above. But it is a necessary process for personal growth and development.
Your family and friends will understand you...and support your choices if they truly love you.
Hey Paolo, great story and a wonderful thing to do! I also love riding trough different countries, and my big dream is it, to ride from Monaco di Baviera to SEA. So here‘s my question: how do you get all the permits for entering countries? Visa etc? Ever had any passport/visa issues? Especially with corona lockdowns? Ever entered somewhere over the green border? Do you have any kind of bike/health insurance? Have a good ride. Stay save! If you happen to be in Monaco, let me know for dinner and a bed:) Cheers mate!! If you plan on riding to SEA from here, you will need a Carnet de Passage for your vehicle. Get in touch with the automobile club of your country for more info...but it is not cheap. Visawise, as german, you won't have any issues entering countries. Simply google "visa allowances german citizens" and wikipedia will tell you what to do and how to prepare for your trip. Never had any issues at the border so far. Only in USA maybe. Haha They didn't like the fact that I wanted to tour their country for more than 3 months. I have a worldwide travel insurance with worldnomads which covers me in case of hospitalization. Bike insurance have to be issue in every country you ride in. But i think in germany there may be a worldwide insurance for motorcycles too. You need to check there. Now with covid all travels are restricted. May have to wait a bit for your adventure.
How does your family feel about feeding and housing you with the money they work for while you go ride your bike? Did you think about them when you threw your financial stability away? Would you go back to work if they threw you out on the street? Did you know that in the eyes of an employer you lose your degree when you dont use it for 4 years? And, they also won't hire you for lesser positions because you are over qualified. Thanks for your lovely question. I support myself for my travels and my family can take care of itself. I tried to send money back, but they seem to be fine without me. I do not need to be financially stable to be happy. I believe my family is ok to simply let me sleep in my backyard with my tent, in case they don't want me in their house anymore. Otherwise yeah. I may look for a job to pay rent...or a workaway experience. I do not want to work for an employer that diminishes my expertise because i decided to live my life instead of sitting in front of a computer for 4 years. I also do not have to go back to the same industry I was working before. Do i need a computer engineering degree to be a brick layer? I wont be so sure about the overqualified thing. I got hired as truck washer with my degree in engineering.
Hey man, what you are doing is cool. One small question, how about your life insurance? Since you are travelling to different countries, how do you manage it? Also, if you get a chance, go to India mate, it's one of the best things ever You can get travel insurance with worldwide coverage. Worldnomads is one of the companies that provide this kind of service.
Not knowing your lifestyle b4 this adventure, What specifically did you notice you had to adjust immediately? Protein and water obviously but what did you find you were going to really need to keep going? I actually noticed that i didn't need so much food to keep going. Water yes...but food intake could be minimized. When you don't have your 9-5 routine anymore, you can simply eat whenever you want...without fixed hours. In the long run you ll simply adapt to new food intake quantities which are usually less than a regular working man.
How do you go about servicing your bike? I change the oil in my bike every 6 months regardless of kms, sometimes its only does about 2000kms in between those services. I service my bike every 7000km. sometimes even 10000km. but my bike holds 4kg of oil in the engine so it is quite a lot. like a small size car.
Ciao Paulo; Do you think there are too many people in the world, especially with this Coronavirus breakout and all these riots taking place? Thanks, Richard There are a lot of people on this planet. Yes. Maybe it s not a matter of overpopulation but a matter of changing the way we create resources to sustain people and our world. We certainly need to "step our game up".
Which countries in the world have you visited thus far, at least a general idea, and which are you planning to visit? Good luck on your journey! A map of my travels is visible on my profile here or on my insta.
"No mechanical or electrical issues in the whole trip." Seriously? That's amazing! Not a single mechanical issue? Zero mechanical issues. I fried my engine oil temp gauge around 140k km...but that was an easy fix. Found it used online for 40 bucks and that was about it.
How safe do you feel on your adventure? Would love to do something similar but sounds difficult as a solo woman... Please look on the internet. There are so many inspiring women out there travelling solo! Don't let misinformation deter you for chasing such a beautiful dream!
What were some of your favorite places? I'm currently on the panamerican highway with a van. Well done, mate! Cheers mate!! Well well.. baja california is a dream! Ecuador and peru are also fantastic to be done in a van. Just make sure you get to go to Chiloe and Carretera Austral in Chile. Have fun !!
Hello Paolo did you plan to write a book about your experience? I would be first in line to buy it... Reddit would probably be the first place I would advertise it to! Haha Not in my plans at the moment. Thanks for the encouragement though!
Have you ever been really scared that you've driven into a place where you could get robbed or worse? Rode through a couple of favelas in Brazil...by mistake. And yes, eventually the thought of getting stopped and "questioned" crossed my mind. But fortunately nothing happened.
What is your favorite food you ate while traveling and what's the best place you have been? I am a sucker for a good Chevice (raw seafood). Although it seems that the best chevice is Peruvian, I loved mexican one. I mean, I probably had the best one in Baja. Absolutely mind blowing.
Meat based stuff instead I have to say that Hornado in Ecuador can't be beat. Mouth watering stuff. And I am not a big fan of meat.
Have you had any negative experiences through your journey? (Violence, theft, etc) Negative experiences were maybe 1% of the whole thing. Just lessons to be learned and move on, really. Nothing really too bad.
Did you get your tools back? The one's that were stolen a while back in Vancouver? Nope. Had to buy new ones. Ouch
Did you record places you went? Photos, videos, journals, anything like that? Yes. It's all on instagram. And youtube. check it out!
Wich Latin american countries did you visit? And wich was your favorite one? Wich Latin american countries did you visit? And wich was your favorite one?
How did you manage to travel that far on a motorcycle without crashing? I did crash! Mostly while riding offroad or on sand. Got footage of that too! Haha
Australian resident? Then you'll know what "pretentious wanker" means? Fair dinkum!
do you wear “riding gear” with pads, etc. when on the motorcycle? Yes I do. But it's not absolutely necessary to do so. I rode around Australia with jeans and tshirt. Not safe, but yeah... The problem with not wearing protection is the "trip stopper" factor. Let's say you get into an accident. If nothing happens it's all good. But if you are wearing sneakers and not boots, you are most likely to hurt yourself. And that could stop your trip for a month or more. So, yeah. Not necessary, but definitely recommended
You put 180,000km on that KTM and had no mechanical issues?!?!? I know right?!?! Incredible!
Have you ever been to Estonia, are you planning on it, if not? I have few friends there actually. But now my biggest enemy is covid to be honest. I would love to visit!
Were you in Newfoundland, Canada June 2019 u/paolo_0 ? Nope! I wish though!
What do you miss the most about “normal” life? having a workout routine. I always relied on my physical condition to endure stress and fatigue...but with constant travelling I kind of lacked of physical exercise. I missed that for sure.
How painfull is your ass after a day driving? I believe I have calluses now... Ouch
How do you deal with being lonely sometimes? I chat with people. :) Sounds like a silly answer but...
You weren't around Zion in 2016 by chance? Nope.
Do you have any children? I do not. Never married
Are you on instagram? Www.instagram.com/paolocattaneophoto
How is your back? I am looking for a new one on ebay... ;)
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Going through an exceptionally awful breakup. This one would make the Jerry Springer hall of fame. Long story short. We were together for a little over 2 years. I dealt with his "micro-cheating" off and on most of our relationship. Back in December he was arrested for public intoxication and disorderly conduct while we were out for my birthday. His phone was dropped in my car before the arrest. I found out that he had been sending money to a few women and sex toys to an old lover who he had said he had no contact with. I had dumped him when I picked him up from jail. Lots of tears and I'm sorries and gifts and flowers etc. and what seemed like a genuine want to change I took him back. He had said that his micro cheating would never turn into anything physical and said that it would stop. It didn't. After a few months of continued hurtful behavior and fighting caused by it. I kicked him out in May. Lots of back and forth for a few more months, we had hit a point where we seemed to be getting better. Then he got arrested again. I found an sd card. The card had a file full of naked videos and photos of a woman. One video of them having sex. Well I reached out to this woman. I told her what had been going on. She denied she had sex with him. That wasn't her in the video and pointed out that the "tramp stamp" was different than her own. She was very kind and helpful. Turns out it was his best friend's wife. His best friend had been helping me try to figure out the identity of the woman. Needless to say he knew exactly who that tramp stamp belonged to. By her admission they had been having an affair since the night I kicked him out after the micro cheating and sex toy exchange with his ex. He had been lying to me for 7 months. Not only was he having sex with her but there was a second woman and countless online relationships. I was laid low. Since getting out of jail he is on meth, he is with the best friend's soon to be ex wife. He continues to threaten me. I had to hire a lawyer and have the police issue a criminal trespass notice to him. He is the one who obviously wanted out so badly he built an entire secret life with this woman but he continues to stalk me. Today he hacked into my appleid. I don't understand why he won't just leave us alone and go be happy with his drugs and new woman. Why if they are so happy together do they spend a lot of time trying to mess with me? I just want to move on. I just want to put myself back together again. Why won't they stop hurting me?
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2020.08.23 13:32 J-Roge-1 Black Mirror Universe Timeline (2010 - 2029)

This is my attempt at a combined Black Mirror universe. There are about seven or eight episodes included here in some form (mostly from the early seasons), as well as a few concepts i made myself. Hope you enjoy!!
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In short: ➥ During the Vietnam War, during the three years as a senator before the VC took the South, old Biden always voted ANTI-all economic and military aid to the RVN, not skipping a single vote to prevent TT Nixon helped the RVN in any way. For the refugees, Mr. Biden has never voted to accept any one cent of the budget to aid the refugees, twice voted against the relief / reception of refugees (April 18, 1975 - May 23, 1975), once without voting for the aid budget (5/6/75), just once signed an innocuous resolution welcoming refugees who have entered the US, are in Guam and Wake (May 8, 1975). That one time was held by Biden's supporters as evidence (only) of Biden supporting refugees. (first) ➥ In addition to that innocuous vote, this man challenges anyone who finds ONE concrete evidence that Biden has supported the RVN and supported Vietnamese refugees throughout his political life. (please do not be confused with later voting in favor of VC). Her attitude and point of view towards China are so much to say that it will probably be the subject of another article. Only Biden has confirmed that \"TC is not a competitor to America (no competitor) but a good friend (good friend) of America\". (2) Because of the limited framework, this article will also be skipped, not to mention the thousands of jokes, wrong words, jokes, stammering. President Trump's Campaign Committee is composing a 'collection' of Biden's most famous gossip, which is welcome by readers, does not laugh and does not eat money. If the ability to make jokes is a necessary ability to be the president, Biden is obvious ... wa-li-fai than 'Hoai Ninh' far (because Hoai Ninh knows his fate does not dare to race with Biden. of the DC party to run for US president). Here, we are only discussing the wrong political decisions or his hat-changing tricks. Is there any wrong place in this article? I would like to ask readers to frankly point out each other, no need to jostle each other. * ⭕️ SUBSIDIES The To Sang group recently released a statement in support of Biden, which read “We need a President from the Democratic Party to maintain good Social Security policies such as Welfare, Food Stamps. v ... v, to help old Vietnamese refugees like us \". Elderly refugees need benefits, not wrong. But supporting Biden is… wrong. Biden for more than 40 years, has always called for cutting benefits, especially SSA old money, including Medicare and Medicaid. In 1995, TNS Biden declared \"When I called for freezing government spending, I wanted to include social security money, ... Medicaid, Medicare, veteran benefits\" (original: \"When I argued that we should freeze federal spending, I meant Social Security as well. I meant Medicare and Medicaid. I meant veterans' benefits ”). (3) ⭕️ TAXES Mr. Biden in a live televised talk at the Poor People's Forum recently solemnly promised to immediately revoke President Trump's tax reduction law. Here are the concrete consequences: ➥ Some of the low-income middle-class populations exempt under Trump's law will have to pay taxes again. ➥ All middle-class people and people with higher incomes will get tax increases again. ➥ All large and small businesses get profit tax increases; ➥ Many large corporations will close their stores again, move overseas to evade taxes; ➥ Unemployment rate will escalate again; ➥ The economy will slow down; ➥ The stock market will slide and pension and old money funds will be lost. (4) [Please review lesson 1: DTC's Tax Reduction Law, December 2017 to see how additional taxes will be paid] (5) ⭕️ VISION A few refugee parrots chew on our side's slogan “Discrimination is one the bad, never good! ”. Biden was very majestic and said President Trump was the most discriminatory president in American history. If Mr. Biden is elected president, he will take this title of discrimination out of the hands of President Trump immediately. Below is the stigma achievement of Biden. In 1974, the new congressman Biden collaborated with TNS Robert Byrd of Virginia [TNS Byrd was one of the great leaders of the DC party in the 1960s and 70s, later discovered to be a secret member of the Ku Klux Klan. , a discriminatory white group specializing in killing blacks], openly opposes the 'busing' policy that requires elementary and secondary school students to go to school on the Golden State bus. This was the federal government's policy to end black and white discrimination in schools at that time, which was strongly opposed by the white people. (6) Recently, during the first TV debate among the DC candidates, TNS Kamala Harris attacked Biden brutally about Biden's white anti-busing stigma, darkening him. apologetic face to face. In 2006, Biden complained, \"You can't go into a 7-11 (Seven Eleven) store to buy anything if you don't speak English with an Indian accent\". One accused statement reflects the stigmatization of Indian descent by the fact that a large number of owners of Seven-Eleven stores in Delaware state are of Indian descent. (7) Surely now that the Indian people are too strong in the US, so find a way to atone, invite the Indian-born Mrs. Harris to join the partnership? In 2007, Biden, when he first heard that Obama was running for president in 2007, said \"Obama is the first African-American presidential candidate, it is also bright and clean, ...\". (8) Imagine Trump saying this! Old Biden patted her chest in the 1960s (when Biden was about 25 years old) once took to the streets to protest with the black people fighting for civil rights with the pastor Martin Luther King. Biden has never been in the streets like that because of the TTDC. 100% lie! (9) Then recently, it emerged that the old man said that the Negro people did not vote for him ... \"you ain't black\"! Quickly helped by TTDC to store it in the closet, not repeat again. Imagine President Trump telling a white man not to vote for him \"you ain't white\"! (ten) Recently, when asked by a black journalist if he had tested the 'cognitive test' to see if his mind was still sane - like President Trump did - Biden said, \"Oh, why should I do that? ? So before interviewing me, did you go to test for drugs in your body? Are you an addict? ”. (11) This sentence is of heavy stigma because everyone knows that many black people are addicted to drugs. ⭕️ CORONA TRANSLATION OFFICE Mr. Biden was against President Trump's measures from the very beginning. Please reiterate some background facts: ➥ January 6, 2020: President Trump told the CDC to warn Americans not to travel to China because of the epidemic there. January 17, 2020: President Trump ordered a strict examination of the health of all people from China through 3 major US airports (then 2 more airports). January 18, 2020: DTCTC announced a new epidemic that has just begun in China and warned Vietnamese people about Vietnam to celebrate Tet. [ https://diendantraichieu.blogspot.com/p/tin-tuc-a.html] ➥ January 21, 2020: a Chinese-American infected first after returning from Wuhan to the US. Both the Senate are fighting about the harassment of President Trump, news about viruses that have not been published, have not been published, nor are anyone reading. January 27, 2020 (3 weeks after President Trump warned Americans not to travel to China, and a dozen days after the VCP warned the Vietnamese!): Mr. Biden praised China for being very innocent and honestly announce the restrained news being translated to the whole world, and affirm that there is no reason not to travel to TC. January 31, 2020: President Trump gives a ban on Chinese tourists from entering the US; for those who have a good reason to enter the United States, or for Chinese-Americans who return to China for Tet and need to return home to America, he makes them subject to a 14-day ban on the palace after entering the US. That same day, he ordered the Department of Health to issue a state of urgency and set up a special committee to deal with the epidemic. That same day, Biden, in a speech given in Iowa, immediately attacked President Trump for his hysterical xenophobia and fearmongering. (12) To be clear, 10 days after the first infected person in the United States and one month before the first American death, President Trump has taken the decision to prevent the Chinese people from entering the US, as a concrete measure to block translation, while old Biden has not seen anything, still worried about praising China. Dr. Fauci, the protagonist responsible for dealing with the epidemic, claims President Trump's early measures have saved hundreds of thousands of American lives. That is, if Biden was the president then the decision to stop would not be issued, the number of people died now was hundreds of thousands higher. This is we have not discussed the story of old Biden lying when accusing President Trump of cutting the CDC budget and the USAID agency, is a local matter. ⭕️ ANTI-POPULATION During the eight years as deputy apostle, Biden thoroughly supported President Obama's immigration deportation policy, showing off his achievements that Obama expelled the most illegal immigrants of all modern American presidents. Now the wind changes, the DC party denounces President Trump's immigrant deportation policy as discrimination, Biden no longer dares to show off his expulsion championship record. The Mexican-born journalist Jorge Ramos asked if Biden had regretted helping President Obama to expel millions of immigrants, he replied very wisely, “Yes, at that time many migrants were deported, but I was just a deputy President \"(verbatim\" I was just a vice president \"). An excuse clearly stated the status of selling the inferior crime of old Biden. Old Biden in recent debates, has once again performed his 'forgetful' talent. When talking about immigration, he aggressively condemned President Trump and asserted that \"we [the Obama / Biden administration] do not lock children in iron cots, we do not segregate families, ...\". Sorry, baby cot was not invented by President Trump, President Clinton or President Bush, but by President Obama, confirmed by a series of images of children in iron cribs at that time. The press has already been published. (13) Also apologize to Mr. Biden, that the family isolation law was not invented by President Trump, but the agreement between Clinton's Attorney General Janet Reno with the court in a 1997 immigration lawsuit, applied. from that time to Bush, then through Obama, to Trump. (14) ⭕️ CUTTING THE POLICE BUDGET In the current riot against the police, the rebels demanded cut off the police budget. Old Biden initially looked down on this gang, speaking he did not accept because the role of the police is still very important. Strongly criticized by the rebels - including the black population and young white radicals whom she desperately needed votes, she changed clothes, called for a part of the police budget to be transferred to communal programs Association and health care help people of color. Shortly thereafter, the National Police Association (with more than 1,000 police organizations across the federation) criticized Biden and supported President Trump, he again decided to withdraw, stating that he did not intend to cut the scene budget. close, just want to transfer money -redirect funds- only. How to transfer money to another target without cutting anything? (15) ⭕️ SUPPORTING FRANCE Old Biden was caught up in the so-called Hyde Amendment - Hyde Amendment, which was approved 40 years ago. This is an amendment whereby the federal State will not pay abortions for women who are receiving Medicaid health insurance for low-income people, called MediCal in California. Old Biden previously supported this amendment, now, obviously very serious crime in the radical DC party. Old Biden struggling not to know how to handle, finally spoke up, now he is against the Amendment Hyde and confessed that he was a big mistake. (16) ⭕️ COMPETITION FOR Gay During nearly 40 years in the Senate, Biden was anti-gay marriage, always upholding family values, defined as a combination of two people of the opposite sex. In 2012, before the height of the struggle of the gay people, Biden changed clothes, loudly supporting the homosexual people and gay marriage. Then blatantly declared \"my whole life, I have fought for homosexual people\". (17) Here, please open brackets to talk about the story, clearly showing the status of old Biden: In 2012, President Obama was re-elected, severely threatened by Governor Romney, the rate of support on both sides was close. President Obama changed his strategy, wanted to attract gay groups, met the advisory board, made a strategy to support same-sex marriage that he and Biden were both against, to get votes from this group. According to the plan, a week later, he will hold a press conference to announce the new policy. Biden old tricks, the day after the press conference announced he supported gay marriage. People who rub the mahjong call this a story of 'spreading your upper hand'. President Obama was angry, called Biden to adjust for a match, chased Mr. Biden, changed other deputy candidates, then Biden apologized to President Obama. (18) SEX OF SEX The latest story, heavenly but was quickly buried under 10 yards by our side: sexually harassing Ms. Reade, her former assistant. (19) The brutal thing is that while the TTDC and especially the anti-Trump madmen all day long talking about Trump immoral, flattering about 'catching butterflies', Biden is accused of being true. not just impulsive. American politics today are partisan far beyond all rational possibilities. Sen. Kamala Harris, who fiercely beat Judge Kavanaugh outright about his alleged sexual harassment, after Biden was accused of harassment, stated \"I believe you have accused Mr. Biden.\" . However, when Biden invited him to join the partnership, Mrs. Harris was as fresh as a flower and immediately accepted. Another anonymous woman was more frank, almost \"Mr. Biden raped my daughter, I still vote for him\". That's new! What do the refugees have more morality than the sage think? But the champion must be journalist Katha Pollitt wrote in The Nation newspaper: \"Even if Biden boiled and eats a baby, I still vote for him.\" That is worthy of being crazy about the real thing! When did the anti-Trump crazy refugees follow the example? It seemed like bluntly declaring \"Even if Mr. Biden helped the CSBV win, made me lose his country, insulted me, did not allow me to enter the US as a refugee, I still vote for him\". Another question for the elders still embracing the Four Books Ngu Kinh: what do you think about Biden's family morality when his second son caressed and openly lived with his sister-in-law who had just become a widow. father, leaving his wife and three children, but the father, old Biden fully supported? (20) ⭕️ FOREIGN CURRENCY In 1990, Saddam Hussein invaded Kuwait. The whole world condemns. President Bush established a huge military force with the participation of nearly one million troops from 35 countries around the world. The US Congressional bicameral voted to allow President Bush to fight. TNS Biden is a rare voice against because it is said that Saddam has hundreds of thousands of extremely friendly Guardians and also has very dangerous chemical weapons for American soldiers. After 9/11, the world believed that Saddam had an arsenal of chemical and biological weapons that threatened the US and the world. President Bush was voted by the bicameral parliament to fight Iraq to eliminate this threat. TNS Biden cheerfully supported. With the discovery that Iraq does not have an arsenal of collective killers, the war is seen as a great mistake because based on the world's false intelligence was deceived by Saddam. TNS Biden then refused, arguing that he was deceived by President Bush, thinking that the US just \"threatened\" to send troops over to protect weapons inspection teams, not to fight for real. In 2010, the New York Times wrote an article, sarcastically asked \"When was the last time PTT Biden true about anything?\" (When was the last time Biden was right about anything?). (21) In 2011, listening to the words of the radical ladies Hillary Clinton, Susan Rice, Samantha Power, President Obama beat Libya and killed President Khaddafi, then ran away, leaving the ambassador to be killed, leaving a chaotic Libya. with half a dozen militant Muslim groups fighting and killing each other for nearly 10 years. President Obama later admitted it was his biggest foreign policy mistake. PTT Biden supported most strongly against Libya and later praised it as a great achievement of Obama. (22). In 2012, the Obama administration was reported to have found Bin Laden, but not 100% sure. President Obama meets with the National Security Council in principle to consult with everyone, but in fact, the way to cover the blanket, push the committee to take responsibility for decision, after success, President Obama beats his chest to show off. If you fail, it will be the committee's decision. President Obama, according to the majority opinion, decided to raid, and it is true that the real Bin Laden, this man was killed. Biden was against the raid to kill Bin Laden because he was afraid of false news that he ran into Pakistan. (23) ⭕️ 'TAKING ONLY' TTDC tries to bring out the image of a serious, mature, honest and honest Biden ... although it is often mistaken, but absolutely honest and virtuous. Isn't that awake? Newsweek magazine, the radical anti-Trump type is dead, recently published a long, disturbing post about Biden. According to Newsweek, Biden's prankster-plagiarism proves that he does not have a vision of leadership, does not have a clear policy or path of his own, but only knows how to gather people's opinions. Which is most dangerous, are the opposing opinions that she still put all of her in the porridge pot of her heart. Initially, he ran to run as President Obama for the 3rd term, promising to continue doing all that President Obama has done but not yet finished. After failing continuously in the first preliminary elections, he did not mention Obama anymore, and began to turn left to contend for the votes of the old husband of Sanders and his wife Warren. He defeated two communist grandmothers, the main part thanks to flattering the black people in South Carolina and initially won here, eliminated the two dignitaries, but looking at the experience of Mrs. Hillary lost her election because of her young radical electoral block. Sanders then boycotted Ms. Hillary, who played the disgrace card, cooperated with Sanders in a protocol, gave in to the extremists a lot, especially in the medical program, she opened the door. for the 'Medicare For All' policy of the radical left-wing radical, accepting the majority of students' college debt forgiveness,pledged to choose radical women to stand with the consortium, ... Then he turned to the conservative voters of President Trump, 'temporarily holding' President Trump's America First chant to chant US purchases. Newsweek recalled that Biden in the past had a record of stealing from his law student days, and then when he ran for the presidency in 1988, stole the entire speech of the leader of the British Labor Party, Neil Kinnock. (24) ⭕️ Courage the Founder Group, denouncing \"Mr. Trump went into the basement [15 minutes] when people came to protest in front of the White House, proving he was a coward\". How brave is Biden hiding in the basement of the house for almost half a year? ⭕️ CORRUPTION Biden, personally, has not been directly involved in any corruption case by the press. However, his intervention for his son Hunter Biden in a hundred million silver transactions with Ukraine and China has never been fully cleared by Biden. Many questions have yet to be answered. We invite readers to read the article on DTC about 'luggage' of old Biden. (25) ⭕️ CONCLUSION Mr. Biden is a man who has been rolling around in politics for nearly half a century, has a treasure trove of achievements for his opponents to find trash, especially he specializes in gossiping, making mistakes, accumulated mistakes. story. The Washington Post had to write, \"No, Biden is not just a trivial machine, he's a Lamborghini of gossip\". Lamborghini is the most expensive 'super luxury' car. (26) Ignoring all these minor missteps, Biden is now punching his chest to run to save America because this country has so many basic bad conditions such as color discrimination, poverty, immigration, gunfire bullets, ... All of these are great problems that date back to countless centuries. The question is that Biden has been sleeping in the highest positions of government for almost half a century, what part of his responsibility in those affairs? What have you done during the past half century? Why do we just wake up? Looking at the process above, how can a specialist who make wrong decisions, specialize in misleading, can effectively oppose the COVID translation, stop riot, control the Antifa and the Lo Lo, and restore the economy? , fending off Russian and Chinese hegemony, cutting a cow's tongue in the South China Sea, handcuffing Mr. Warm Warm,…? In conclusion, the CCP would like to borrow from Mr. Robert Gates, former Defense Minister of President Obama: \"Biden's achievement is a long chain of wrong decisions\". (27) President Biden ??? !!! Sincerely respect Uncle Sam. @ andrew An Nguyen (from Vu Linh) <> <> <> DOCUMENTATION ")
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2020.08.22 07:51 Stunning-Swordfish-7 Wife secret affair sex videos

for some context, my family is Japanese, we moved to the US when I was 4 years old, my dad isn't my birth dad but he's also Japanese and is basically just dad to me since my mom got married to him when I was 2, I don't know who my birth dad is and no one in the family cares, just to get that out of the way
my mom has always been like very out going and I see her more as a friend than anything because of how she is, most of her friends are also around late 20s and early 30s, a lot of the times she feels more like a big sister to me, but she's always been very vocal to me about things like feminism and equality, I always respected her a lot for that, of course this included things like being honest and never lie or cheat in the family, which is why I am so shocked when I found out what I found out
so yeah, I found out a few days ago that my mom is cheating on my dad with 2 other men, one for what looks like 4 years and the other looks like recently (less than a year). She recently got a new phone and traded in her galaxy g s7, which by chance the other day I found a SD card in the drawer which I wanted to try on my switch, so I opened it up on the computer first and she had everything in there, affair and nsfw photos of someone who is not my dad with her, videos of them having sex, going on dates, videos of them talking about how to keep the affair secret and some are even shot in our own house, there are hundreds of photos and videos from what seems like she organized it, the oldest photos/videos date back to 2016 and the latest photo was even just a week ago and it looks like they were also meeting up during the pandemic. She had another folder with similar explicit photos/videos with another man which had stuff from since around a year ago
My mom is very pretty and most of the time when I go out with her people mistake her for my sister by the way she dresses and how young she looks, of course there are times where I've seen guys hit on her but everytime she's been a good mom and wife to me and my dad and even so I did not expect this, like thinking back there were so many moments where she heard about celebrities or other people who were cheating or having affairs and bashed on them, even warning to my dad about cheating
It feels so weird to see her normally and pretend nothing's wrong and seeing my dad act the same way while I've seen what she's been doing behind our backs, I'm so scared now that there would be a divorce, I don't know what to do since I have 2 little sisters and it would destroy them... I haven't told anyone and is keeping this to my self for now but realistically what can I do in this situation?
tldr - I found out that my mom has been cheating on my dad with what looks like two other men, one for 4 years and other recently through her old phone sd card with lots of photos and videos a few days ago, what do I do?
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2020.08.22 06:36 Stunning-Swordfish-7 Wife secret affair sex videos

for some context, my family is Japanese, we moved to the US when I was 4 years old, my dad isn't my birth dad but he's also Japanese and is basically just dad to me since my mom got married to him when I was 2, I don't know who my birth dad is and no one in the family cares, just to get that out of the way
my mom has always been like very out going and I see her more as a friend than anything because of how she is, most of her friends are also around late 20s and early 30s, a lot of the times she feels more like a big sister to me, but she's always been very vocal to me about things like feminism and equality, I always respected her a lot for that, of course this included things like being honest and never lie or cheat in the family, which is why I am so shocked when I found out what I found out
so yeah, I found out a few days ago that my mom is cheating on my dad with 2 other men, one for what looks like 4 years and the other looks like recently (less than a year). She recently got a new phone and traded in her galaxy g s7, which by chance the other day I found a SD card in the drawer which I wanted to try on my switch, so I opened it up on the computer first and she had everything in there, affair and nsfw photos of someone who is not my dad with her, videos of them having sex, going on dates, videos of them talking about how to keep the affair secret and some are even shot in our own house, there are hundreds of photos and videos from what seems like she organized it, the oldest photos/videos date back to 2016 and the latest photo was even just a week ago and it looks like they were also meeting up during the pandemic. She had another folder with similar explicit photos/videos with another man which had stuff from since around a year ago
My mom is very pretty and most of the time when I go out with her people mistake her for my sister by the way she dresses and how young she looks, of course there are times where I've seen guys hit on her but everytime she's been a good mom and wife to me and my dad and even so I did not expect this, like thinking back there were so many moments where she heard about celebrities or other people who were cheating or having affairs and bashed on them, even warning to my dad about cheating
It feels so weird to see her normally and pretend nothing's wrong and seeing my dad act the same way while I've seen what she's been doing behind our backs, I'm so scared now that there would be a divorce, I don't know what to do since I have 2 little sisters and it would destroy them... I haven't told anyone and is keeping this to my self for now but realistically what can I do in this situation?
tldr - I found out that my mom has been cheating on my dad with what looks like two other men, one for 4 years and other recently through her old phone sd card with lots of photos and videos a few days ago, what do I do?
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2020.08.22 05:35 Stunning-Swordfish-7 Wife secret affair sex videos

for some context, my family is Japanese, we moved to the US when I was 4 years old, my dad isn't my birth dad but he's also Japanese and is basically just dad to me since my mom got married to him when I was 2, I don't know who my birth dad is and no one in the family cares, just to get that out of the way
my mom has always been like very out going and I see her more as a friend than anything because of how she is, most of her friends are also around late 20s and early 30s, a lot of the times she feels more like a big sister to me, but she's always been very vocal to me about things like feminism and equality, I always respected her a lot for that, of course this included things like being honest and never lie or cheat in the family, which is why I am so shocked when I found out what I found out
so yeah, I found out a few days ago that my mom is cheating on my dad with 2 other men, one for what looks like 4 years and the other looks like recently (less than a year). She recently got a new phone and traded in her galaxy g s7, which by chance the other day I found a SD card in the drawer which I wanted to try on my switch, so I opened it up on the computer first and she had everything in there, affair and nsfw photos of someone who is not my dad with her, videos of them having sex, going on dates, videos of them talking about how to keep the affair secret and some are even shot in our own house, there are hundreds of photos and videos from what seems like she organized it, the oldest photos/videos date back to 2016 and the latest photo was even just a week ago and it looks like they were also meeting up during the pandemic. She had another folder with similar explicit photos/videos with another man which had stuff from since around a year ago
My mom is very pretty and most of the time when I go out with her people mistake her for my sister by the way she dresses and how young she looks, of course there are times where I've seen guys hit on her but everytime she's been a good mom and wife to me and my dad and even so I did not expect this, like thinking back there were so many moments where she heard about celebrities or other people who were cheating or having affairs and bashed on them, even warning to my dad about cheating
It feels so weird to see her normally and pretend nothing's wrong and seeing my dad act the same way while I've seen what she's been doing behind our backs, I'm so scared now that there would be a divorce, I don't know what to do since I have 2 little sisters and it would destroy them... I haven't told anyone and is keeping this to my self for now but realistically what can I do in this situation?
tldr - I found out that my mom has been cheating on my dad with what looks like two other men, one for 4 years and other recently through her old phone sd card with lots of photos and videos a few days ago, what do I do?
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Date Title Cassie Sophie Jen Sidebars and guest stars Creep of the Week
1 12/12/2018 Canoe Believe It?? Alan Rickman never read Harry Potter John Darwin faked his own death in a canoeing accident Seamus on ket with Mary McAleese (Twitter thread)
2 12/12/2018 GP-OH My God who is SHE Samantha Azzopardi pays a visit to Ireland. One of many as she scammed her way around the world An outtake from This is Going to Hurt: Secret Diaries of a Junior Doctor. Woman eats placenta (or blood clots)
3 12/12/2018 A Tale Too Tragic Tania Head, woman who claimed to be a survivor of the attacks on the World Trade Center on September 11 The Juggalos (Insane Clown Posse) Christians in disguise Reddit Guy meets the Devil. Black Mercedes Cassie reveals she used to be Born Again Christian. Jen's personal Angel, Happy Acres
4 11/01/2019 The American Dream or The American Peen What Ever Happened To: Lorena and John Wayne Bobbit. (Wife cuts off husband's dick after he raped her) Swiss cheese Pervert. Man would like a cheesey wank
5 11/01/2019 11 Lies and Counting Warrior Eli. Epic catfish story of a supermom who turned out to be teenager, Emily Dear Sinead O'Connor and Prince had a pillow fight. Prince takes it too far Jen first reveals she was a catfish/troll
6 11/01/2019 A 17 Year Old Mystery Solved by Sleuths Mystery of Lyle Stevik's suicide solved by DNA Doe Testing Ray's Death Documentary (admission of murder). Lady of the Dunes
7 25/01/2019 A Story Blown Wildy Out of Proportion Jimi Heselden segways into the afterlife. Rebba Burger maimed and killed from a whipped cream thing Lambo. Weird radio book review, hosted by Gay Byrne in which Gery Ryan allegedly kills a lamb A man fashions a flying saucer with helium balloons and sends his son flying off for attention
8 01/02/2019 An Unholy Hypocrite, The Dungarvan Angel of Death Travis the Troubled Teen David Matheson, former gay conversion therapist, comes out as gay Fr Michael Kennedy fakes an AIDS epidemic in Waterford. Gets the attention of Princess Diana Travis, the chimp and Creep Dive mascot (a classic!)
9 09/02/2019 The Greatest Writer that Never Was James Frey, A Million Little Pieces (fake memoir) Story of JT LeRoy (racoon penis) Dan Mallory (fake memoir)
10 15/02/2019 The Randy Mr. Hands How Joe Manuella Found Love, Robert De Niro impersonator Mr. Hands! Guy gets killed from bottoming a horse Ellen Coyne and Cassie become friends via Twitter
11 22/02/2019 The Curious Case of Crack Addict Jimmy(part 1) The Girl Who Predicted Her Own Death Tickling endurance competitions funded my some omnipotent millionaire (who obviously has a fetish)
12 22/02/2019 The Curious Case of Crack Addict Jimmy (part 2) That time the Washington Post had a Pulitzer briefly. Janet Cooke and the 8 year old heroin addict
13 01/03/2019 The Fine Line Between Exoneration and Execution The story of Cameron Todd Willingham (a innocent man sentenced to death) Pissing and menstrating in the Stuart era (not Victorian, Jen)
14 08/03/2019 The MSN Murder Mystery Momo: Online Suicide Game MSN Murder. Girl kill herself after online bullying, turns out to be a neighbourhood mom Elizabeth and Theranos
15 15/03/2019 Who Let the Cat Out The Noid, the Domino's mascot that led to a murder Mary Bale: Cat in the Wheelie Bin Topsy the Elephant: Tesla vs Edison
16 22/03/2019 Oyster Man, A Salacious Sausage Fest and A Con Confidence (Creep Live #1) Nicholas Barclay AKA Frédéric Bourdin (missing child imposter) Armin Meiwes, German cannibal Oyster Man (Dublin creep!)
17 01/04/2019 A Haunted Hormonal Teen, A Slender Bender, A Mother Love to Death (Creep Live #2) Dee Dee Blanchard murder by her daughter, seemingly incapacitated, Gypsy Rose. Enfield Haunting, poltergeist in a North London council house Slenderman possee
18 05/04/2019 Who is Timmothy Pitzen?? Disappearance and reappearance (???) of Timmoth Pitzen Christine Chubbuck, suicide on live TV Ford has a horn for Edison
19 12/04/2019 The Beautiful Lie Florida Man, pancake guy Belle Gibson, noted scammer Coco the Gorilla: artist, photographer and communicator
20 21/04/2019 There's a Catfish in the Water Lincoln Lewis catfish, Lydia Abdelmalek The most awkward book club of all time Girl with no vainga gets impreganted from a knife
21 27/04/2019 A Sasquatch, A Tinder Date With a Cannibal and The Life and Ruin of Anna Nicole Smith The Anna Nicole Smith Story Sasquatch Origin Story
22 04/05/2019 Friends From The College Cult Larry Ray: Creepy Dad Cult Whatever Happened to Baby Tyler?
23 11/05/2019 A Love As Deep As The Sea, A Shared Twinsanity and Better The Catfish You Know? Sabina & Ursula: Murderous Swedish Twins Suicide of Megan Meier Some people really love dolphins
24 18/05/2019 The Cat’s Out of The Bag for The Internet’s Maddest Man A Catfish Love Triangle (that ends in murder) The Luka Magnotta Story Jeremy Kyle
25 27/05/2019 The Secret Russian ‘Super Army’ and A Fertility Doctor Who Took Things Into His Own Hands Dr. Cline, fertility doctor who takes matters into his own hands Russian science experiment to create super humans (humanzee) Belle Gibson update (ep. 19)
26 01/06/2019 Larry and The Lawnchair of Dreams The eponymous Larry, an instant classic creep (that is not creepy at all) Moby
27 07/06/2019 The World’s Worst Baby Snatcher and The Ill-Prepared Cannibal Another Catfish Love Triangle and Baby Heist Isa Sagawa: A Cannibal in Paris
28 15/06/2019 Why You Should Never Let Granny Do The Ouija Board Story of Anna Delvy, epic swindler Ouija Board Murder Whale dick tentacle and the guy who honours a dead murderer (Twitter Thread)
29 21/06/2019 A Dead Man, A Cipher, a Mystery Somerton Man: Mystery Australian Man and an Undeciphered Code Ariel Castro kidnappings Delivery Man Haunts Cabin Groom kids on brides dress
30 28/06/2019 It’s Never Plain Sailing The Disappearance of Brian Swanson (into another dimension?) #blueball A shark buffet Juliane Koepcke, the sole survivor of a plane crash that left her stranded in the Amazon Rainforest Boris Johnson
31 07/07/2019 The Lost Family, The Last Eunuch and the Lust for the High Life Tromp Family Road Trip. Australian family collectively lose their mind A Philanthropic Couple with a Secret in the Attic Sun Yaoting; the last Eunuch of China.
32 11/07/2019 A Trio of Clones, Coercion and Courtship A shitty first-date The McDonald's-Nude Heist The phenomenon of a group of self cloning crayfish
33 19/07/2019 Brain-Eating Zombies, The Boy Who Tried to Blow Up Bjork and a Beary Bad Idea Story of Björk's would-be assassin Timothy Treadwell: Bear Enthusiast Furries and Brain eating zombie fungus Grunting man in a gimp suit
34 27/07/2019 A Priceless Love Affair and Something of a Pickle Debbie Montgomery Johnson get defrauded millions in an online dating scam Peeing and pooping in space. Creepy nudes escalates quick (to murder)
35 04/08/2019 Jen’s Solo Ghost Story the tale of Dear David, a creepy child ghost who has been haunting the hallways of illustrator Adam Ellis Horse Girl
36 11/08/2019 When a Dream Life Turns Into a Weird and Creepy Nightmare Dream House goes sour with letters from an ominous writer called, The Watcher Mystery Stripper Jen has the inside scoop on Area 51 Scout's arrival! Woof Canadian Serial Killers
37 18/08/2019 The Hero Who Didn't Know His Name and a Real Life Dr. WHO?? Story of Jean-Claude Romand: Murderer and Imposter Creep Dine With Me: Megan and Hazel. The story of Steven Stayner
38 01/09/2019 Don't Bookmark Your Murder Tips and a Real Life Mission Impossible How to not get away with murder (Daniel Brophy) Personal creep with creepy neighbour and a never ending gift exchange A missionary who get murdered by the Sentinelese
39 09/09/2019 A Twist in The Tale, The Devil Down Under and A Wild Slide A Catfish With a Happy Ending Mysterious Death of Phoebe Handsjuk Deal the Devil Downunder,Story of Michael Atkins and Matthew Leveson
40 13/09/2019 Move Over Travis, There’s a Bad Badger in Town and The Sad Tale of The Sorry Cannibals Caroline Calloway content! Alive: The reluctant cannibals The antics of Stoffel the honey badger
41 20/09/2019 British Fairies, Irish Con Artists and Asian Angels Cassie's Personal Creep and Misadventure in Berlin (featuring Moe) An Irish Kidnapping The Cottingley Fairy Hoax
42 28/09/2019 When a loving Christian family inadvertently adopt a 22 year old sociopath with violent tendencies The tale of Natalia Grace, a Ukrainian Orphan with dwarfism #childdeception Helen Bailey: Author who penned her own death Jacob Barnett, Child Prodigy
43 06/10/2019 The Girl...Who Laughed...As A Man Got Sewn Into The Body of a Horse Story of Nathan Carman and a Sunken Boat A Runaway Bride Countess Elizabeth Báthory, World worst female serial killer? Carl Beach, Richard Madely
44 15/10/2019 What Happens When You Exorcise a Mild Mannered Michael? (Creep Live #3) Ireland's Own Bermuda Triangle An exorcism gone wrong Goose on the Loose! A goose named Andy
45 21/10/2019 A Guest Ghost Story and The Haunted Spots of Dublin Dutch Family in a Basement (and assorted ghost stories) Creep Dine With Me: Fainche. A Dublin 8 Haunting
46 26/10/2019 The Tragedy of the Triplets A tragic tale of triplets and a social experiment Haunted Nazi Dummy
47 31/10/2019 A Catfish Convict, Dawn of The Ed and a Goat Gets Giddy for Piss - It’s our Halloween Spooktacular! Rape Ads, Fake Sonograms, and a Catfisher’s Web of Lies Ed Gein, his mother and the inspiration for Psycho A goat with a penchant for piss (human piss)
48 12/11/2019 An Amuse Bouche of Creep Catch Ups AND The Human Baby Zoo Update on Belle Gibson (ep. 19) Canadian Quintuplets (Human Baby Zoo) Update on Ukrainian Orphan (ep. 42) T.I. (obsessed with daughter's hymen)
49 17/11/2019 The Greatest No-Show-Man and the Mighty Meaty Murderer Threatin, metal band on world tour (with no audience but great hair) Joe Metheny: a mighty meaty murder #serialkiller Donegal Creeps caught climbing a hospital to ouija
50 25/11/2019 Oh No! Where Did Moe Go? Moe Davis: Another chimp fiasco. Travis 2.0 (ep. 8)
51 03/12/2019 A Haunted Galway Baby, a Mystery Man in Sligo and The Spine Tingling Story of the Sleepless Russians (Creep Live #4) Peter Bergmann, a mystery man in Sligo reminiscent of Somerton Man (ep. 29) #blueball Haunted Galway baby #haunted Russian sleep deprivation experiment (this is pretty harrowing) Harry meets the Creeps for the first time Dick Dicker: Unabomber meets Mr. Hands
52 06/12/2019 A Life Heavy on Lies, Light on Lols Jennifer Pan, a Vietnamese-Canadian teen kills her parents (well one of them) Dave, the randy duck
53 17/12/2019 The Woman Who Accidentally Solved Her Own Mystery Disappearance Netty Nance accidently solves her own kidnapping (spoiler: it was her own "mother") Carlos Mariotti and a novel idea to save his mangled hand (spoiler: it doesn't work) Public Universal Friend. First recorded case of non-binary person? Mommy blogger swindles Shauna Sex Síopa!
54 05/01/2020 The Cannibal Cop and A January Assortment of Creeps Cassie tricks a girl into think she's going to Disney Gilberto Valle, the cannibal cop, caught via chat room #cannibal People used to post their kids around! Jeffrey Epstein. German ladies who set a zoo ablaze and killed 20 primates
55 10/01/2020 Too Many Mothers, Too Much Motherly Love and A Small Town Scandal with Massive Consequences Creep Live #5) Bobby Dunbar went missing but when he reappeared to mothers came forward to claim Barbara Daly Baekeland gets murdered (and fucked?) by her son #murder #incest The mysterious Circleville letters #murder #blueball Jen gets send a video of a man fucking a chicken Tiny Indonesian man convicted of the most amount if rapes
56 17/01/2020 Three Cheers for Murder Dying killing to be popular. Cheer leader murder! Karla Homolka, Canada's only female serial killer (this was just an off the cuff creep) One of our very own creepettes has their dog fucked by some local scoundrel :( Cork Christmas Party Shenanigans!
57 25/01/2020 Your Mother Sucks Creep In Hell True Stories behind the production of The Exorcist Jen creeps her own parasite which she definitely didn't get in Centra Parcs Terry McMahon goes on a tirade by his feminist daughter
58 31/01/2020 You Can't Make A Dick Out Of The American Penal System Steven Jay Russell, amazing story of the man who escaped from prison multiple times Andrea Mara; the man who faked his MIL out the car window, armchair sleuths and just how dire your Google search history gets when you kill fictional people for a living Belle Gibson update! She's Muslim now (ep. 19)
31/01/2020 The Creep Hive #1 Jen helps her housemate pee in New Zealand Tampon Girl!!
59 07/02/2020 Who’s side are you on? Story of Ursula Hermann: the German equivalent of Madeleine McCann. Epic creep Sophie admits she ate a raw rasher thinking it was parma ham Some people have non-verbal thought (mini Twitter thread) Graham Linehan (Glinner)
07/02/2020 The Creep Hive #2: The Casualties of The Swan The Sur-jury, The Swan and other horrific reality shows
60 14/02/2020 A Prince and a Perfect Murder Chris Benoit Canadian wrestler. Double murder suicide Shawna from Sex Siopa to share a big juicy salacious royal affair. A lot of creeps reported their mothers fed them raw sausages
15/02/2020 The Creep Hive #3: Schofe's done a runner Cassie discusses her sexuality and everyone cries "Showgirls came out at a very key point in my life" Phillip Schofield literally does a runner
61 21/02/2020 The world’s most badass backpacker, Ireland’s biggest ever manhunt and hotdog handjobs (Creep Live #6) Brendan O'Donnell: Ireland's Biggest Manhunt #serialkiller Kari Ferrell: Hipster Grifter. Gets employed by Vice and exposed Salt Creek Kidnapping. Backpackers take revenge #violence All dogs and the Dublin guy faked an abduction of an elderly person
22/02/2020 The Creep Hive #4: Never trust a Murphy Bed Dead tired, people who've died in Murphy beds!
62 28/02/2020 And it was all cum and paper mâché (Creep Live #7) Gerard John: some local prisoners pose as a young woman and blackmail and fragile young man. Alex Malarkey goes into a coma after a car accident. When he wakes he claims to have met Jesus in Heaven... Man struggles to keeping his wife suitably embalmed Jen discusses laying eggs Katie Hopkins getting the CUNT award
01/03/2020 The Creep Hive #5: Hope Springs Terminal Duffy was kidnapped :( Psychologist hides camera on women with Munchausen Jen says I brought poppers to a live show but it was Cool Swan. Twitter thread about guys pissing in their mouths Sarah, the creep transition year student tells us about Hope Ybarra, Munchausen mom Carlow Judicial System. 73 year old mad jailed for ramming car parked on path
63 07/03/2020 Hike Life Nightmare and The OG Love is Blind Sun Myung Moon and the Church of Unification. It's the Moonies! A Russian Misadventure. 9 hikers die mysteriously in the northern Ural mountains Youtuber faked his girlfriend's death. 21 year old Stephanie impersonates her granny (after she's murdered)
07/03/2020 The Creep Hive #6: Joint custody Cassie meets LeBron James Joint Custody. John Wood mummifies his own leg. The ultimate creep craft.
64 13/03/2020 The OG Disease Spreader: It's Typhoid Mary Sherry Pie turns out to be a super creep (in a really bad way) and has now caused an editing nightmare for producers. Typhoid Mary, famed asymptomatic carrier Putin brings in a new law so he can rule for forever.
13/03/2020 The Creep Hive #7: CAVERN OF PUSS Cassie worked in a residential care home. Patient double dosed a suppository which "activated" as Cassie helped her into a wheel chair. PERI-RECTAL ABSCESS. Arguably one of the most disgusting creeps of all time
65 20/03/2020 A mad story about a mad (cow) disease, a smooth criminal and an underground mission with hilarious consequences Dan Cooper Hijacked a Boeing 727 aircraft in the northwest of the US; jumps out with thousands of dollars and is never seen again Mad Cow Disease and Doctor Daniel Carleton Gajdusek who goes to "help" Papua New Guinea and turns out ot be a paedophile School boys finds a secret warren under their school... A misadventure ensues
20/03/2020 Creep Live Online #1: A Town of Ticking Teenagers, Serial Turder and Mayhem at The Spa Mystery illness takes over town in North New York Sophie's top 3 getting stuck in toilet stories Woman gets naked and lost in spa
27/03/2020 Creep Live Online #2: The most haunted creep of the year
66 29/03/2020 Crafting conspiracies, cult clans and the game show killer Big Crafting is actually a Russian Propaganda Machine Rodney Alcala serial rapist, killer and gameshow contestant Taina Licciardo-Toivola: Annoying Aryian Cult family on YouTube
67 07/04/2020 The long (penis) and short (life) of your favourite covid meme and the mighty Michael that would not die Michael Malloy, the sturdy Irish fella in New York who proved to be un-murderable (well, almost Wardy Joubert, everyones favourite (well-endowed) naked covid meme (who's dead) Harry offically appointed alpha creep!
68 12/04/2020 More Tiger King, a YouTube Doll Debacle and Did Sophie Find D.B. Cooper? Inspired by recent haunted dolls on the hive, Cassie dives into internet sensation, Venus Angelic The Stars of Tiger King: An Epilogue
69 19/04/2020 Snitches get stitches and when internet comments destroy lives Would you provide an alibi for a loved one? Trevor Hardy - The Beast of Manchester (and his brother) The Inception of FaceBook Commentary: tangled history of internet smear campaign Kelsey Grammar maybe into pegging "It's very unfortunate for the mens. Their G-spot is up their ass hole and they're just going to have to get over it." -Cassie Delaney Eamon Holmes (5G) and the gardaí (posting photos of sun bathers)
70 26/04/2020 In The Shadow of the Truth Lies the Statue of Liberty Bling Water! Your water is dead, you fools Lisa helps Sophie with a follow up to Molly from Sophie's previous creep The Mandela Effect. Are we all in hell/purgatory/multiple dimensions/simulated world This episode has more filler than actual creeps but was no less enjoyable. Sophie, my handle is @Harry_birdboy. Cassie, I'll hug you! Gemma O'Doherty
71 06/05/2020 Shipman the shit man Crimes that happen in the virtual world that cross over into reality and suicide pact community killer Harold Shipman, world's most prolific (and boring) serial killer Gemma O'Doherty again (but she gets owned by Dublin airport on Twitter)
72 12/05/2020 Beta Theta Pi? More like Beta Theta Die and the Glow Up with Deadly Consequences Beta Theta Pi, Penn State University. Hazing ends in death :( Sophie loves horror. Tells the real life story behind Scream. (Impromtu creep!) Radium Girls!
73 19/05/2020 Walk like a reincarnated Egyptian also that time a squirrel ate some guys nuts Dorothy Eady, the reincarnation of an Egyptian priestess.Cassie is mean to her mother Creep Confectionary is now a thing. Sophie seeds the idea for a Toast Podcast. Sophie presents a gaggle of gals cat-fishing some terrorists Man gets balls eaten by squirrels Jen and Sophie want to host their own Most Haunted. Cassie protests, as usual Camilla and Prince Charles talk dirty
74 26/05/2020 Don't anger a Karen, canal creeps and the parents who put the kid in kidnapping Shannon Matthews, Karen Matthews has her own daughter kidnappped while she plays Xbox Belle Gibson update! She is now Oromo (an Ethiopian ethnic minority). Katherine Knight and her human pelt Riding in a tent on the canal
75 02/06/2020 Freezin’ people ain’t easy, the genuinely geriatric mother and the biggest creeps of the week ever The YouTubers that rehomed their son The oldest woman in the world to give birth (oyster woman). 40 year old stone foetus! Jen finally gets to tell her cryogenics story. Multple strands See Cassie
76 09/06/2020 No name, No luggage, No labels, No answers 1.) In a room at the Oslo Plaza Hotel, a young, elegant woman is found dead, with a gun shot wound to the head. Why did she check in under a false name? Why are the labels removed from her clothes? 2) Death in Ice Valley The gals are reunited!
77 16/06/2020 Guilt or grief? The dark story of Casey Anthony Via Reddit/Sarah. Creepy MSN guy and possibly related swindler Casey
78 23/06/2020 Slumber Murders and The OG Moby Dick Sleep killers The OG Moby Dick
25/06/2020 Creep Hive Sophie's Cock Along! Denis Nilsen:ScottishSerial Killer (and middle child)
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A Cinematic Guide to The Weeknd: Pt 1. Trilogy and Kiss Land Not since Jackson has there been a pop star who was so influenced by film. Without cinema, there is no The Weeknd. I decided to write this after reading his CR interview where he namedrops Der Fan, a pretty serious cinephile cut and one of my favorite films ever. In this series of posts I will attempt to chronicle the major cinematic influences on each album. While I’ve seen some other articles cover similar ground, I haven't really seen it covered in the depth it deserves. However, thats not to say this will be any more complete. I honestly didn’t even go that deep. This is by no means exhaustive, I’m not The Weeknd, I haven’t seen every movie in the world, and even amongst movies I’ve seen, my recall is different from others. Much of this comes from some light research, a familiarity with his catalog, but mostly from my own film watching. At the end of the day, like everyone else, I don’t really know anything.
All that being said, I hope you all enjoy this. I will be posting two more parts covering Beauty Behind The Madness + Starboy, and My Dear Melancholy + After Hours.
EDIT: Pt.2 here
Trilogy Stalker
Visually referenced in the Knowing video, and titularly referenced in the Zone, Andrei Tarkovsky’s Stalker is considered by most to be one of the greatest movies ever made. Stalker follows two philosophers (identified as The Writer and The Professor) as they enlist a guide known only as the Stalker to help them traverse a restricted area called the Zone, which is said to hold a room that grants wishes. It can almost be considered a road movie, with much of the film being the party waxing philosophical as they traverse a hypnotic, Chrenobyl-esque landscape. One of the films main themes is that of desire and wish fulfillment, and the disillusionment that comes with it, a theme that echoes throughout Trilogy. On an aesthetic level, the film, which starts out sepia toned and burst into color when the trio enters the Zone, explores the idea of escapism of the mundane and into cerebral, psychedelic dream worlds, another idea that is present in Trilogy.
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David Lynch
On the note of escapism and other worlds, perhaps one of the most foundational influences on Trilogy and The Weeknd overall is the cinema of David Lynch. Lynch’s films are noir leaning phantasmagorical trips full of gangsters, ghosts, and movie stars. The video for the Zone contains a number of possible references to Lynch, such as the eyes appearing over the speeding of the lonely road as a reference to the opening of Lost Highway, and perhaps the road scene in Wild at Heart, and the Thursday Girl in the balloon world also bears some resemblance to The Red Room in Twin Peaks. He’s also name dropped Eraserhead a number of times, but the overall impact of Lynch on his music can’t be counted in just blatant aesthetic references. One film of Lynch’s that somewhat parallels Stalker is Mulholland Drive, a horror noir murder mystery (many call the film unclassifiable). Like Stalker, Mulholland Drive sees a party of foils (in this case, a fresh ingenue and a jaded actress) investigate a case of mistaken identity and get drawn into the dark dream world of Hollywood (more on this later). While Mulholland Drive isn’t directly referenced at any point in Trilogy, The Weeknd’s debt to Lynch is more the appropriation of themes, feelings and moods of Lynch’s overall work into the world of The Weekend. But of all the references to his work, it must be noted that Wild at Heart, Lynch’s love on the run movie starring Nicholas Cage, prominently featured Chris Isaak’s Wicked Game, and was largely responsible for it becoming a hit in the early 90s.
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Vampires
When describing The Weeknd, many critics evoke towards vampire imagery (one review described him as “Transylvanian”), with good reason. Besides the Nosferatu imagery in the Wicked Games video, he’s also expressed a strong affinity for Gary Oldman’s performance in Bram Stroker’s Dracula. From what is known about his background, living with a group of other young runaways it’s likely films like The Lost Boys and Near Dark (more on this later), which revolve around gangs of young vampires, was an influence on him as well, especially in parallel to darker tracks like Initiation (A Clockwork Orange likely falls in here as well, more on Kubrick below). One of the most interesting ways this is expressed is in XO/The Host, which samples George Frederic Handel’s Sarabande, a metre in dance that was in fact banned in 1583 for “exciting bad emotions.”
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Stanley Kubrick
Sarabande was also the recurring theme used in Kubrick’s Barry Lyndon, Kubrick being another formative overall influence like Lynch, as opposed to simply Trilogy. Kubrick’s ideas and imagery are present throughout his career (Visual references to Eyes Wide Shut in the Secrets and Twenty Eight videos, A Clockwork Orange references in Price on My Head, a general appreciation for the Shining etc.). Like Lynch, Kubrick love his psychedelic dream worlds, however, he is less focused on escapism and instead presents our current world as inherently absurd and psychedelic in itself, and people left to their own devices will reflect that experience. For example, like Lynch’s Blue Velvet, Kubrick’s Eyes Wide Shut posits that a gilded sexual underworld truly holds the keys to society, and that the sheen of civility is but a thin veneer. However, [Spoiler Alert] Blue Velvet ends with the police getting Dennis Hopper’s iconic villain Frank and the couple that caught him living happily ever after. However Eyes Wide Shut ends with Tom Cruise’s Bill being bullied out of his investigation into the murder of a hooker by a mysterious masked cabal. When he spills out to his wife, she says that all that they do about it is go home and fuck. So while Lynch isn’t exactly an optimist, his works still exist within his own controlled continuum and plane. Kubrick on the other hand, applies his vision to our own world, and presents us with his own theories on our past, present, and history.
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Loosies/speculation
While I hesitate to delve too deep into the simple name drops (Nightmare on Elm St on Glass Table Girls, The Birds, etc.) on Loft Music, I believe he namechecks The Third Man, Carol Reeds seminal noir film of mistaken identity. This is a pretty interesting reference, as The Third Man is considered one of the Great Films by many, and is actually what first made me think he was a cinephile all the way back in the day. I don’t even know if he’s actually referencing it but I don’t think it would be out of his wheelhouse. For a 19 year old to be able to not just reference but understand and be able to integrate Stalker as tastefully as he did is already a pretty precocious accomplishment. In the Twenty Eight video, much has been made about the stacked televisions and the interview (Videodrome) and the fake street (Eyes Wide Shut). However the scene where he’s watching the girls dance in the movie theater, and the ghost girl in the hotel room is very similar to John Carpenter’s Cigarette Burns, an old Masters of Horror episode starring Norman Reedus as a theater owner who tries to track down a film that’ll make whoever watches it go insane. He’s spoken before about the Machinist, another film about the divide between dreamworlds and reality, rooted in traumatic experience (it should be noted that the aforementioned Mulholland Drive is rooted in a car crash in which one of the leads experiences amnesia, very similar to the Machinist).
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Kiss Land Blade RunneThe Matrix
One of the cornerstone films of Kiss Land is Blade Runner, with the Kiss Land world being strongly inspired by Blade Runner’s Los Angeles, November 2019, most notably with the metropolitan Asian influence, the neon signs and the futuristic skyscrapers, as well the film’s Vangelis score (which opened the Kiss Land Memento Mori episode). Most blatantly, there’s Tears in the Rain, a reference to Rutger Hauer’s classic ending monologue which was actually improvised. The parallels to Kiss Land and Blade Runner run deep on a conceptual level. Many go in to Blade Runner expecting a sort of sci-fi adventure film (what Blade Runner 2049 turned out to be), when it is in fact a futuristic neo-noir mood piece. Like Kiss Land, it isn’t so much about the story, but about the scenes, the textures, the world it built and inhabited. To truly feel the Blade Runner influence, check Not Used To (The Town Demo), which is available on google drive somewhere on this sub. Another important film to is rather obvious visually, The Matrix. The sci-fi adventure classic, beside serving as a strong aesthetic standpoint, particularly influenced Kiss Land’s sonic palette of industrial music, noise, and contemporary rock, from the likes of Linkin Park, Rob Zombie and Marilyn Manson, not to mention the cave rave from the second movie, had a strong influence on the sound of Kiss Land, most strinkingly the cold, aggressive drums on songs like Adaptation and Love in The Sky.
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Only God Forgives/Black Rain/Enter The Void/New Rose Hotel
Blade Runner isn’t the only Ridley Scott film he pulled from (There’s something to be said about Alien’s haunting Jerry Goldsmith score and it’s use of the icky greens and steely blues), as the Kiss Land concept and storyline was also heavily influenced by Scott’s Black Rain. Black Rain stars Michael Douglas and Andy Garcia as two New York City cops who must escort a Yakuza hitman to Tokyo. While not one of Scott’s more famous works, it is a cult classic in certain circles, primarily the vaporware scene, for it’s evocative cinematography, metropolitan portrayal of Tokyo, and Hans Zimmer’s Black Rain Suite. The idea of foreigners lost in the East, a major element in Kiss Land, is also reflected in Nicolas Winding Refn’s Only God Forgives. While Black Rain is a slick, Hollywood production, Only God Forgives is a down and dirty indie. After his huge success with Drive (more on this film later), Winding Refn was interested in doing something less commercial, and put together Only God Forgives in Thailand with a far lower budget than Drive. While Cliff Martinez’s score features the cinematic symphonies so common in the Kiss Land films, one notable motif is his use of huge organs, similar of which can be seen on Kiss Land (the song). But the pinnacle of the foreigner lost abroad set of films is the infamous Enter the Void, Gaspar Noe’s the neon soaked odyssey through Tokyo. Besides the thematic and visual influence, like the Matrix, Enter the Void had a strong influence on the sonic palette, with Daft Punk’s Thomas Bangalter providing sound effects, most famously for the film’s iconic title sequence (More on both Noe and Bangalter later). In addition to Bangalter’s sound collage and ambient noises, Noe also employs a few cinematic Bach pieces to ease the tension. This grit is also explored in Abel Ferrara's New Rose Hotel (more later), another film Japan set cyberpunk tale of foreigners and mischief abroad.
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John Carpenter
With the setting and city playing such a large role, a filmmaker who exemplifies this is John Carpenter, who’s best work makes strong use of location as a character. While he frequently diverges, he particularly enjoys sprawling urban metropolises, best seen in films like Escape From New York, Escape from LA (yup), and They Live (more on this film later), all of which he also composed the soundtrack to, most famously Escape from New York’s iconic intro theme, which was also a likely influence on Kiss Land. While there is likely some mood taken from The Fog, another Carpenter film that influenced Kiss Land was The Thing. He has specifically name dropped this in interviews, and while this isn’t as face obvious as the others, it features a massive, iconic Ennio Morricone soundtrack that mirror Kiss Land’s paranoid blockbuster ambitions.
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Early David Cronenberg
While much has already been made about Kiss Land’s sci-fi influence, David Cronenberg’s horror influence can be felt throughout. He is known as the king of body horror, most impressively seen in films like the Fly, Naked Lunch, and of course, Videodrome , however, most relevant to Kiss Land and possibly The Weeknd overall is his portrayal of sexual deviance. While Ridley Scott and John Carpenter had been anticipating a career in filmmaking for a very long time, Cronenberg’s initial interests were the sciences and academia, particularly botany and lepidopterology (the study of butterflies). As such, his films have a colder, psychological edge but retain an air of elegance and sophistication. As opposed to Lynch’s exploration into the deviance in the underbelly, Cronenberg explores similar deviances amongst the upper class. He enjoys mad scientists and dark lords, his protagonists usually being surgeons, psychologists, ambassadors, etc. This can be seen in Dead Ringers, where Jeremy Iron’s twin surgeons pretend to be one and date the same woman. The film is a deft mix of drama, horror and sci-fi, with the twins surgery “tools” and outfits, as well as an darkly comedic exploration of sexuality. Videodrome, a well known favorite of The Weeknd, also touches on these ideas of sexual deviances, with James Wood’s Max being a purveyor of smut and engaging in all sorts of bloody and bodily sex to the point that it begins to melt his brain. In a sort of meta twist Cronenberg, even seems to parody his own ideas of sexual deviance with the play scene at the beginning of the Brood, which may have been an inspiration on the body show in the Belong to The World video.
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Corporate Faculty
On the topic of Videodrome, besides it’s body horror, another interesting aspect of the film is it’s portrayal of corporate faculty. When making Trilogy, The Weeked regularly mentions how much time he had as there were no label obligations. With Kiss Land however, he had set up the XO imprint on Republic Records, and was now answerable to corporate powers. Videodrome’s plot revolves around Max, a tv programmer who acquires a menacing tv show called Videodrome that seems to depict graphic torture and killing. As he continues on, he begins to encounter hallucinations and uncovers a conspiracy that stretches across multiple civic organizations. Smuggled inside a body horror scifi film is a powerful commentary on corporate rationale and reasoning, as well as prescient, forward thinking ideas of mass media and its effect on people. This idea of sinister corporations pops up in a number of films, it can be seen in Blade Runner with the Tyrell corporation, and to an extent the robots of the Matrix harvesting people for energy, however most cutely, the Oxcy Cat logo resembles the logo of Shreck’s the corporation from Batman Returns, another film involving corporate conspiracies and sexual politics. Additionally, there is Abel Ferrara's New Rose Hotel, which I believe to be one of the key Kiss Land films. The film stars Christopher Walken and Willem Dafoe as two corporate raiders attempting to convince a Japanes scientist to transfer companies by getting him involved with an Italian stripper played by Asia Argento daughter of the legendary Dario. New Rose Hotel I believe is the quintessential key to Kiss Land, the unofficial video for Kiss Land is almost something of a stealth remake of the film.
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J Horrosci-fi
For a work “set” in Asia, there’s a conspicuous lack of Asian films mentioned here. Not to say Asian works are not referenced, but I do think that the larger influences are films made in Asia by Westerners. The Asian works I believe mostly provide aesthetic, notably the animated films Ghost in a Shell, Casshern, and Akira for their depictions of sci-fi metropolises, and the Grudge for the Belong to the World body show. From a thematic standpoint, there is Audition, the definitive J horror film, which revolves around a woman with a mysterious past and Cronenberg-esque sexual deception and body horror, and of which The Weeknd is a known fan. Slightly more obscure and more speculatory however, is the work of Shinya Tsukamoto. While he is best known for his classic Tetsuo: The Iron Man, a body horror classic, I believe his film A Snake In June may have been a strong influence on Kiss Land. A Snake of June is about a woman having an affair is blackmailed into sexual games over the phone. Shot in a icy blue tinted grayscale, as with many of the Kiss Land works the city plays as much of a part in the film as the characters. Again, this is pure speculation, on one hand I find it hard to believe that this film never came up in his research, but at the same time I myself didn’t discover this film till a little later into my film watching, so I can believe it may have slipped through the cracks.
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2020.08.16 15:54 beefsquaaatch I’ve ruined my life and I need help, advice, and support.

Hello everybody,
I am glad to find a group that might understand what I’ve been going through for so long. I might say minor trigger warning if you read further, but I plan to share more in the future.
I have been a sex addict long before I knew there was a name for it. It’s probably been going on since high school. My first time was the summer after 8th grade when an older camp counselor (she was 16) pursued me and took my virginity. And for a very emotionally damaged kid with a very, very sheltered upbringing, that feeling of being desired and then having sex was the most intense thing I had ever encountered. And I think I’ve been hooked ever since.
From then on I would pursue anyone that showed interest. Looks meant nothing. There are some people I’ve slept with who’s name I can’t remember. There were lots of random encounters, I’ve cheated on most women I’ve dated. I’ve lied to people to get them in bed, to get them out of bed, and I’ve lied to cover up what happens in my bed. I’ve ruined so many people’s trust in me it makes me physically ill.
So I went to therapy and I really dove in head first. I explored my depression, anxiety, and my compulsive behaviors. I started doing better in life. My attitude became more positive, I stopped seeking out sexual partners compulsively and started dating again. Eventually I would meet the woman I would marry.
I really can’t understate how much I love my wife. Basically right from the start I knew this was going to be different from any other relationship in my life. And it was. We both had survived a lot of childhood trauma so we really understood each other’s emotional needs. I could list a million things about her I love, but the general point is that this is a once in a lifetime kind of love.
And it still couldn’t prevent me from living my awful double life.
I stayed monogamous for the first year and a half of our relationship. I used all the tools I learned in therapy to manage my depression and things were wonderful.
But something snapped in me. I’m hoping therapy will allow me to understand this part of the story more, but suddenly, that urge crept up on me again. And it wasn’t long before it was screaming at me to act out. So I did. I found someone online and met them for a night of anonymous sex. I won’t get into detail, but I felt something in my head that was like 20 times more powerful than the best weed I’ve ever smoked. Followed by the most shame and sadness I’ve ever felt in my life for what I’d done to my girlfriend. That’s where my double life began.
From that encounter on, I was caught in a vicious cycle of depression and shame, being unable to convey why I’m so depressed to my partner for fear of losing her, feeling more shame for being dishonest, and then acting out again with another affair.
The high was better than any drug I’ve ever tried. And the crash was equally bad.
During this time, my partner got engaged and then married. Our relationship was very strong and getting stronger every day. I changed careers, We bought a house. Made so much progress together as a couple and yet while all this was happening, I’m still spiraling further out of control in secret.
Fast forward to now. Now my wife knows it all. I left my email open on her computer and she saw everything. All the sexting and the flirting. Photos and videos. Everything. Years of shit.
I’m out of the house, living out of my work vehicle and showering at a friends place. I’m horribly depressed but after hitting rock bottom, I’m ready to climb out of this. I’m not feeling sorry for myself. I’ve owned up to all my awful behavior. I start new therapy in a few days, and I’m hoping that with some progress, my wife may consider couples therapy.
I have nothing left to lose and I’m here seeking help. I need to know why I’m doing this, I need to know what causes me to completely lose control of myself when presented with sexual opportunity. I didn’t get into too much detail here so if anyone has questions and you think it’ll help me, I’m an open book right now. Now that my secret is out, I feel a very strange sort of relief, and it makes me feel ready to get to work on myself.
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