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Simply listen and say, “I know this is painful.” Also, acknowledge how difficult is it to say the words, “It is over.” Explain briefly that you have considered your decision carefully. He is useful all on his own. If there is something I need him to do that he’s not noticing, I can say it. But it’s not for me. It’s because it’s what needs to be done in a busy household. When he asks me to get the baby a bottle, he never mentions it being for him because it’s not. I’m not his assistant, and he is not mine. well, you are christian, so my advice wont help you, but I'd stick a gun in his face. for effect, hold it next to his ear (aimed away from him) and fire it. then it will hurt his head and get his... I have done the first, and have attempted/am attempting the second with God’s help. I am not perfect, I am a sinner saved by God’s grace, and this is a hurt more devastating than anything I have ever experienced, but with God’s strength I can learn to let go and give my husband to Him. I feel as if I am drowning in my own misery but do not have the courage to tell him that I feel done. Emotionally done. Mentally done. Physically done. I am broken and it is my own fault for letting it get that bad. There’s times that I wonder if we are in this position because of how young we started out, how in love we fell possibly too soon. Its unfair that he makes little effort and i'm sure you deserve more. If I was you I would tell him that you don't think this is working and you want someone who wants the same things as you. It may turn out that you walking away will final make him see what his losing, if not then the right person is out there for you. Compromises, such as living together, aren’t going to help, says Rupert Smith. ‘If you stay under the same roof, you’re both sending and receiving very mixed messages,’ he says. Keep it cool until you're able to move, and tell him you're finished when you move. If you have access to computer, cell phone, or whatever he has the pictures stored on, find a way to access it and delete them, and don't allow it to happen again in the future.

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I think I have finally reached the breaking point with my fiancé. I am just dead tired of him looking at porn on Reddit pretty much everyday. I’m tired of him casually browsing it like it’s news and thinking there’s nothing wrong with that. I’m tired of checking his account just to confirm what I already know. In the bathroom, in bed, on the couch next to me. Pretty much anytime there is a chance he is clicking on the porn on the front page saving what piques his interest. Generally the nudes that young busty women are always posting.
On Saturday I had a long talk with him about how much I’m struggling with my body image and our sex life. How I am afraid it’s only going to get worse as I get older. That I have been thinking more and more about getting breast implants. He seemed genuinely concerned but also gave the same excuses as always for why he doesn’t initiate sex often. He said he needed more non-sexual intimacy from me. We had recently gone almost 8 weeks without sex, the longest so far, in part because I myself was feeling withdrawn and turned off by all of this.
I ended by saying I am also sick of all the porn on Reddit and how it is triggering for me. How the line is getting really blurry now that regular girls, like girls that could be our neighbors, are posting their nudes on Reddit. I didn’t specifically say I didn’t want him looking at porn, because I decided awhile ago that I would never tell him to stop looking at porn. I feel like I shouldn’t have to.
I tried to do my part by being affectionate this weekend and staying off my phone so I wouldn’t get triggered. He was attentive to me sexually.
But of course this morning, while I was at the store getting groceries, he saved another gif of a large breasted woman taking her clothes off. I’m fuming mad, and eventually he’s going to notice and ask what’s wrong. So I think I need to tell him this isn’t working for me. That I am in a bad place and I can’t be in a relationship with someone who looks at porn all the time.
Does anyone have any advice on what to say? This is going to be so hard and I need resolve. The wedding has already been postponed to next June due to COVID. We’ve been together for over a decade, and we live together. We’ve only ever been with each other, so neither of us have had to deal with breaking up. I don’t know how he’s going to respond. Is he going to panic and try to offer all sorts of things to make it work? Or is he just going to get defensive and mad that I have been “spying” on him and am now trying to end things over “just porn”? I’m honestly not sure.
How do I keep my head cool and stay focused? I need to prioritize myself here. I can’t keep letting health and quality of life suffer like this.
Edit: Thank you for your responses. I talked to him a little while ago. To my surprise he wasn’t defensive, and his first reaction was that he was going to delete Reddit, and that I could block whatever I wanted if it gave me peace of mind. But we all know how that goes. I told him I didn’t want a bandaid fix just meant to placate me. He said he wants to work on this, that he’s fine not looking at porn. Again, we all know how that goes. I told him that I don’t think I can trust him. And I reminded him that I am already hurt by this, so deleting Reddit and so on doesn’t erase everything else before. So he just reiterated that he hopes we can work on it. I told him I’m not sure if I can do that.
Now I’m spending some time with my thoughts and anticipating my next step. He deleted his Reddit app and showed me, but I’m just not feeling that hopeful. I don’t want to get stuck in a cycle of him sneaking around in different ways. I’m still thinking I need to end it. I don’t want to leave the apartment, but I don’t know if I’m ready to ask him to leave and go stay with his parents, because of COVID. So I need to figure out how to go about this part tactfully.
I’m glad I spoke up now though. It was a big relief to tell him exactly how I felt about all of this. Now he won’t be asking me what’s wrong and why I’m distancing myself from him. And honestly it was a relief that his first reaction wasn’t to get annoyed or defensive. So hopefully there’s a way to end this and deal with the apartment situation without too much drama. I don’t want to make his life difficult, but I would ultimately like him to move out. Hopefully I can have that discussion with him soon. And thanks to COVID, I have a non-embarrassing way to approach wedding vendors to cancel. Fortunately I know my mom will be supportive, and she’ll help me with telling the family and what not. He’ll have to deal with his side.
I’m so grateful there are spaces like this on Reddit. Everywhere else is so pro-porn and had me convinced for almost three years that this was just my problem that I needed to work on. And I tried, with therapy and SSRIs and so on, but the feelings were only getting worse. Subs like this helped me get to this point, so thank you all. Best of luck on your journeys.
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2020.09.18 19:49 trashponder Step nude sex mom

Martha's Vineyard : 1-4yrs
We called it Daycare. It was a spacious compound in the forest. Memories are scattered, incomplete. The clearest one is my giving an anatomy lesson on the brightly tiled floor of the kitchen. There are several other children and four adults. We are all nude, legs spread or crossed.
I explain that our sex organs look very different, but are exactly the same. The adults are smiling encouragingly at me as I give the details. I am confused that I have to explain it all but everyone is curious. It appears I'm the only one who knew. The blueprints were still cohesive in my mind. I didn't know fear, self-hate, mis-trust or body-shame yet.
I saw them as equals, as loving kin who should've had the same knowledge. I tell them the vagina is a flower from which the penis grows. I said we are all women first, then some ride the wave into 'boy'. We are equal, It's all the same, just different codes. Different clay shapes. Adults and children examined themselves as I explained how things develop one way or the other.
A boy asked earnestly if he can also make babies. I explained he chose boy this time, and cannot get pregnant. He can plant babies but he must love and protect them. He promised to be a very good father. Naked and innocent, we hugged, looking forward to the promises of Life. In later years I dismissed the nudity and touching of ourselves at Mom's insistence.
Dismissed Gram's incessant photos of me in too-tight bathing suit or completely naked on the beach. Endless photos of my body, displayed in their homes for decades. Hundreds of provocative photos that even at a very young age made me very uncomfortable.
Why does your mom have all those naked pictures of you in her room? A nosy friend asked in 6th grade. Because I made her take them out of the living-room. I replied.
Martha's Vineyard was a nudist paradise and my body was not my own. Complaining about how others touched my body brought rebukes and shaming from Mom & Gram. Instances of true pain and terror outright dismissed. Even in the face of evidence like bruising or blood.
As I saw more of the world I realized their disregard of it was the normal reaction. To seek answers, validation, closure, explanation was just being a self-pitying, attention-seeking loser.
Accusations made you a liar and the accused credible.
Children are fodder.
Sexual abuse and assault is a white noise that is so common it permeates all levels & corners of our society people can't even accept it as wrong or even happening. You are required to build thick armor.
This armor will inevitably be what doesn't allow you to be free, peaceful and healthy. I learned very early to suppress my outrage.
Instead of directing it properly at the main caregivers I'd unconsciously turn it on myself in spectacular acts of self-sabotage.
Unsurprisingly, to first hate and dissociate from my body.
Severe body dysmorphia which began with believing I was a very tall & thin black man for the first seven years of my life. Memories of his life living within nature and communicating with plants and animals overwhelmed me throughout toddler-hood. I know now it was there to remind me of the sanctity of life we are all trained early to forget. A buffer from the horrors of the life I'd been born into.
It disturbed me as an old man to look at myself as a young child unwittingly posed in provocative clothing. I could feel everything was very wrong but no one cared to agree. It seemed normal until we moved to NH and I started to go to The Little People's Center. Mom said it was daycare so I took all my clothes off on the first day, yelling DAYCARE! We don't do that here, honey, the Carer gently tried to cover my wildly dancing squirmy self.
Through the years I had to pick & choose my personal mysteries to gnaw on. Checking in with mom quickly grew useless. Her feedback the definition of gaslighting.
By my teens her recollection was that I'd never been to a daycare on the Vineyard. Gram confirmed it had existed but refused to say anything else because What does it matter?
Gram's visits to Martha's Vineyard were heralded by the appearance of her bright yellow convertible sports cars.
She'd been to the Daycare more than once. Without Mom.
All the other kids have gone home.
Handkerchief tied over her blond bouffant, large sunglasses, flowered polyester dresses & heeled white sandals. Large vinyl pocket book. There are envelopes coming and going each time. She brings a brown one & leaves with a manila one. She's with the people inside the house.
I am ushered outside with the chickens and rabbits. I can slightly see the garden behind the main building, on a path next to a stream.
It buzzes with electric hum, a brighter light, warning me away. I keep it in my peripheral vision while petting the bunnies. Wary.
I know what is there. A tidy white cottage. A block of stone for a step.
A Star on the door...is it made of wood or metal or flowers...No, no yes. Yes. No. Memory splinters like confetti.
Red door – white door – green door? Like interference splitting an old TV's color signal.
No memory of moving beyond the flat white stone in the path. Just the Star. Star. Star.
For the rest of my life this path and other shattered memories of places preoccupy my mind while going through average activities.
Dull undertones, refracting energy of the moment. Or an alarm, waking me from...what was I doing...complete dismissal of further thought.
Sometimes hours lost. Sometimes in a place I have no reason to be or memory of getting there.
Instead of being expansive like the first dreams of creation and the flights into starfields, that path & cottage were oppressive.
Like in The Classroom, being forced to repeat a task over and over again until it's a reflex.
Overwhelming dread fueled my easy dismissals.
Fractured memories persisted. Daycare somehow connected to The Classroom. Some kids also in both places just like me. But we never speak of it, because we don't realize yet that it isn't normal. No reason to compare notes.
It's just dreams & everyone has dreams.
The dreams began with a sharp wind. A complete inability to move. A sense of hollow snaps as I lifted free like smoke.
I am in the wind, part of the wind. I become a gust through the top of my head.
I meander, rarely with conscious intent.
There is the Earth and then all the layers in-between.
There are places beyond that call with familiarity.
This is a place we all know but this world trained us to forget.
It exists beyond descriptive words and human comprehension.
It is a part of us, if not the truth of us. It is time, space, thought, feeling.
We may not choose a destination or even accept it exists in our waking state, but it is our home.
But The Classroom. I do not choose it. It magnetically chooses me.
It is not part of the natural place of us. It is partition, an artificial construct.
Not a traditional classroom, but the word is close enough.
We are gathered from our slumber like a herd, awakening into this constructed dream. In the beginning it was creating shapes and patterns together in the air. Moving lights together to form pictures or puzzles.
Later we were tasked to create different appearances for ourselves.
Different animals were our choices. It was still a kind of play to us.
We were asked to mimic inanimate objects, surroundings or to be very big & frightening. To morph and meld our physical appearances innumerable ways.
To make forms together. To mimic each other.
Perhaps it could have been fun, but for the repetition.
Teacher swooped, barked and hollered commands. He often said muscle memory. After a time I saw that Teacher wasn't the young teen he often appeared to be.
As much as he wasn't the big dog or the monkey that snapped you with his tail if you didn't keep up. He eventually revealed himself as a smallish balding man with an extremely punchable face. After toddlerhood it resembled a boot camp atmosphere. Later we wondered if there had been more than one Teacher. In the beginning Teacher seemed far less harsh.
Around age six I actively rebelled every time I was summoned to the classroom.
I was insolent and disruptive, not understanding why I couldn't change The Classroom dream easily like other places. We were brought there for the duration of time they chose and couldn't return to our bodies until they flipped whatever switch that let us re-inhabit ourselves.
I couldn't change the dream but learned I could leave the classroom. The natural 'astral-plane' lay just beyond the artificial facilities. From above it appeared as a cluster of blister-like buildings attached like barnacles on the outermost film of Earth's atmosphere.
The only thing truly keeping us in the Classroom was our fear and obedience.
By the age of eight the only reason I stayed was to be disruptive or take part in something that interested me. Toward the end, before the spinal cord injury progressed enough to lock me into my body, I stayed because I'd made friends.
We discovered we all had names of cities.
Though fear of Teacher kept them obedient in The Classroom, we met up with each other in our non-classroom dreams.
I first excelled as the troublesome black sheep in The Classroom. Though somewhat average in achieving things when I tried, my status was dead last in Teacher's eyes and de facto for my peers as well.
It was far better to fail at their games than to be successful.
As time went on the tasks became more complicated, more urgent.
Teacher encouraged competition. As we neared our early teens it was cut-throat with mild hazing for losers and low performers.
The number of class participants lessened over time. In the beginning there were dozens. Maybe a hundred or more. By the end of my time there only a handful.
It wasn't as if secret graduations or promotions were taking place. We weren't encouraged to fraternize beyond team exercises.
Even then competition was key. I only became aware when our herd was noticeably halved. The only explained disappearance was for Madison.
She excelled at most of the games.
Far ahead of the rest of us, who ranged from lolling on the floor to sincere attempts with mixed results. At the front of the classroom, Teacher stood behind her with his hands clasped on her shoulders.
Her dark eyes flashed as she minutely shifted from side to side.
Today is Maddie's last day. As you all know she is destined for great things. Everyone remember Maddie as an inspiration to live up to your potential.
He went on to say that she was joining a group responsible for world peace or national security, some VIP jazzy-jazz. While the class cheered our eyes met.
Maddie and I hadn't ever been close. Maddie regarded me with the appropriate disdain Teacher encouraged as far as I could tell.
But in that moment I realized she and I weren't that different. I realized she saw me. And not in a mini-me Teacher way, either.
I rebelled through negative behavior.
She rebelled through compliance.
Her dark, brooding look washed into my mind.
She was seeking freedom by gaining power.
She wasn't the kiss-ass I assumed at all.
Her disdain was for my lack of precision & purpose, not my rebellion.
She'd figured things out a billion moves ahead.
She understood what all this was decades before I did.
She was going to burn those who held her down.
But first she was mastering all their tricks.
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2020.09.10 18:21 none1joy Nude sex step mom

So like everyone else probably reading this I have recently gone through a breakup. To make things simple to understand she and I work together and the two of us split because I was uncomfortable with the fact that she had sexual history with a few of her co-workers. She dated one and hooked up with another and madeout with one more. This was all before we were dating and while we were together she was loyal and things were actually great. It was the most serious and longest relationship she and I had ever been in (north of 6 months), and we never had issues talking about things, except when it came to her working with these guys. I had told her I was uncomfortable with it but understood she had to do her job, however whenever it was brought up we would both get uncomfortable and it would turn into a talk. I never mentioned this situation to my friends or family because I assumed she didn't want people to know about her history. But, as time passed it was hard to move on, because we could never have a productive conversation about it and she ended up breaking up with me because she felt like I was overprotective. Looking back I realize I could've made better progress in this situation if only I had spoken to anyone else about it. I didn't to spare her reputation, but in hindsight, it would've done a lot of good for both of us.
I'm struggling because for the six months we were together, there was so much that worked, and we were awesome together. She had a rough past, and I helped her get through a lot of emotional trauma. She struggles with severe anxiety attacks, and she told me that one of the reasons she loved me so much, and was so dedicated in our relationship was because I knew how to navigate her anxiety, and bring her back to earth when things went bleak. One night, she had a very sudden and hard hitting panic attack while we were together at her house. She got through it, and I stayed with her for hours until she recovered before I left for home. The next morning before I had work, I stopped by and brought her breakfast and took further care of her. She told me that this was the moment she knew she loved me, and felt like she could be with me long term. Beyond that, she had a history of being mistreated by the guys she's dated. They never took care of her or loved her, and basically only dated her for her body. She was reluctant to have sex, and I told her that that was no big deal. I honestly loved this girl and felt I would be with her for a long time so I didn't mind waiting for her. We waited for five months. This was another reason she said she loved me so much, because she trusted that I was with her for more than just physical attraction. We grew a real emotional love that felt very passionate and unbreakable, and we even were in awe at how mutual the relationship was.I should also mention I'm about five inches shorter than her (she's 6ft' I'm 5,7) which says something I think.
It's been a few weeks since the breakup, and it ended after a fight about her co-workers which turned very ugly. She didn't talk to me for the rest of that day, and on a call the next morning she broke up with me. Told me that I needed to work on my own struggles alone. This was also during a time when I was very low in my life. I'm 21, and eager to move out, however the plans I had with some roommates fell through, and so I was left at home until further notice. On top of this my brother had moved away for school, and my other brother is getting ready to be married (lives in a different state). So personally I felt like a black sheep in the family, stuck at home, not going to school, and a failure at trying to move forward in life. Beyond that I was very lonely from my closest siblings and best friends moving away. All this stress kind of fueled a side of me that was depressed and just not very compatible, and could be another reason she broke up with me.
Anyway.
We exchanged possessions a week ago, but it was her dad who handed things off to me. She hasn't spoken to me, and has blocked me and unfollowed me on everything (including Spotify lol). It's rough being hit with such a sudden, painfully obvious wish to be left alone for eternity, and it's a wish I'll respect, but goddamn does it leave my heart heavy. There's not a day that passes that I don't wish I could hear her speak to me again. I genuinely loved the sound of her voice. But love doesn't keep freedom from someone, so if she wants my silence, she can have it. Judging this relationship alongside others I've had, I feel like a mechanic doing work on sports cars. She parked her struggles and her pain in my garage and I took a look inside. I worked my magic and got her up and running again. Polished her down nice, and then she just drove off, leaving her tire tracks in my driveway. I worked on a damn fine piece of hardware, but never ended up driving it. I feel like I just prepared her heart for someone else to enjoy.
For the first week I did nothing but smoke weed, cry and workout. I needed to get it out of my system because there was no way of crawling out of the depressed headspace I was in. As far as progress I've made since then, (been almost a month I think), I've started getting back to doing things I neglected during the relationship; watching movies, drawing, reading, writing, long boarding, hanging out with friends and making new ones. I can tell I've made progress, and though a part of me wishes it weren't so, I do understand and know things won't be the same, and she's gone for good. It hurts but I can't change the situation, only myself. I haven't contacted her, and on the rare days we see eachother at work, I keep to myself, avoiding eye contact as best I can. I also deleted every photo and memory I had of her off my phone. It was hard, but I felt a relief afterwords. I even got rid of any nudes she sent me right after she broke up with me (just didn't feel right to hold on to those, even in the beginning when I was unsure of our future). I also started going to the gym. I honestly haven't kept up with it as much as I should, went from three times a week to just once week. It's hard to be motivated, but I always felt better after so I know it'll be good for me to get back into it. There are still days when I feel like I've woken mid thought of her, but there are times when I can sit and read, or watch a movie in peace. Ironically at this point I feel like I miss her family more than her (her twin sisters, their boyfriends, her mom, step dad, and father all liked me and they were dope).
As of right now, I'm planning on picking up more hours at work. My manager said I can work full time again in the mornings, which is a bit awkward because she works mornings. However my goal is to save as much money as possible by the end of November. By then I'll quit my job, spend the last month of the year with my family, then move to be with my brother and his fiance in Oklahoma. It's a big change, but hey I'm in need of one.
If this breakup has taught me anything it's to not give all I have to someone, and forget to give to myself. I was so focused on meaning so much to someone that I neglected my own personal growth, until I didn't have anything to live towards.
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2020.09.03 19:10 datgaby Step sex mom nude

Here’s a little backstory, JJ (20M) and I (20F)met in high school 2017, we hit it off immediately, took a few months for us to be best friends. I was in a relationship with a 25 year old, Chris, when I was 17, for security. Chris was madly in love with me, I was on his life will 3 months of him meeting me. JJ would come over almost every day to the apartment, and we kicked it off, smoked weed and talked all the time. Spent much more time with JJ than Chris.
We raved, did psychedelics. I realized I was in love with JJ while tripping acid with him May 2019. Chris wanted to get eloped, talked about having children, and moving into house together.. I was not ready for all of that, instead of communicating that I loved JJ, and saying I wasn’t ready. I cheated, and told Chris about it weeks after and moved to my moms July 2019.
I needed time alone but JJ and I couldn’t stay away from each-other... we started a relationship almost immediately. Red flags. Trust issues, communication issues, and a lot of drug use. We argued a lot, I never argued this much in any relationship but I wanted it to work.
He would “joke” all the time saying, “if you leave me, I’ll kill you” and tripping acid with him was hell. You can find that in one of my other posts- “The Worst Acid Trip of My Life”.
We were hooked on coke together for a while and it didn’t stop, I knew coke would destroy us. I moved to my Dads house December 2019, to get sober, and get better. I wasn’t looking good, underweight and all. JJ would yell at me about my financial status and we argued so much, I decided I needed to be alone, broke up with him once I was fed up, I wanted to be alone, find myself, and love myself.
It was hectic, he showed up to my dads apartment with cuts on his arms yelling and asking me, “Is this what you want?!” .. I had to walk away, it was a scene in the parking lot and he later posted on Snapchat, “Selling my ex’s nudes” naming prices. He later explained that he wasn’t serious and that it was all a “joke”. I in return posted the texts about his mental break down on Snapchat, and showed everybody what the hell happened which was not mature at all on my side.
Anyways, we made up and tried again. Moved back to my moms February 2020, first day we did coke. We were back on the party train, when we talked on coke, it was the most real communication, we knew what we were doing wrong and what not, but when we sobered up, it was back to drama. We continued dating, we’ve had so many beautiful moments together, going to football games, the strip club, lakes, hanging with friends, his family loved me.
May 2020, we went crazy, bought 3.5 grams of coke, and 37 ecstasy pills in one night and split with friends, I felt like I was going to die. I trip sitted him while he was on acid, forced him to have a conversation with me about things which was the worst time to talk.. I know.
Then I asked him to trip sit me on shrooms, and he agreed, I was meditating and I realized all I ever need is within me, I was filled with a giant sense of self love, he saw me having such a good time and he wanted to do molly because we were having more friends over, I was upset because he said he would trip sit me.. and we just did ALOT coke and ecstasy 2 days before. I was upset, he was upset, he took a XANAX bar to feel as good as I was.
I told him that I don’t need him, but I want him in my life and that turned into hell, he did NOT like that at all, and started talking about how I’ll leave him when I get good on my own, and it was back and forth. He did not stop bothering me, and it turned into screaming, I was losing it tripping on shrooms, it was the ugliest night.. We split up. Really split up, still talked here and there, but I was done. I told him don’t wait for me, I’m going to be doing me, I might have sex with other people, because I want to be alone for years, since I’ve never given myself that time ever. I hurt his feelings but I was being honest.
A few weeks later, we were tripping shrooms together and it was beautiful, went to a garden and all. We were supposed to go to the lake but it started raining for NO reason, he called his dad asking if I could come over and on speaker his Dad said, “Why JJ? The last few times she came over all she did was yell at you for no reason”. Lies, and lies. He couldn’t admit to lying about it, I was so heart broken, I wanted to go home. He said “No no, it’s all a misunderstanding, let’s go talk to him in person” and we did, and he was lying and it was so obvious but he couldn’t admit to it, he kept saying it was a misunderstanding.. I was SO DONE. SO SO DONE, I asked his dad to take me home. That was the last I saw of him.
Fast Forward to August 2020, I miss my best friend, I miss talking to him about my day, and sharing moments with him, eating with him, everything with him. I’m so forgiving.. I knew that deep within, that wasn’t him, he wasn’t that kind of person, he needs help. When the new moon came, August 18th, I set intentions, that I wanted to see him, to get closure and talk and get an apology. In 10 days, after many dreams of seeing him, and thinking, it brought him to me. He texted me.
Immediately turned into a “Can I see you?”, I had to. We talked at the park for 6 hours, he told me about all the pain he’s caused himself, he sunk himself into a deeper coke addiction, all the pills, all the times he almost felt like he was slipping away. Broke my heart.. I want to help him, I know he has so much potential, even after all the ugly messages he’s sent me, after he’s told people he wished I was dead.. He apologized for everything. I forgave. I could see the decay on his face, and his body, I cried. We cried together, and next thing, we were going sober, I wanted to support him. I saw him everyday, went to the lake, got dinner, walked at the park with our dogs, it was a completely 180. He seemed so happy with me around again.
He was immediately attached to me, I said I don’t want a relationship, but .. we had sex, made love, deep connections and we said I love you. Because I do have sooo much love for him. I just couldn’t be in a relationship so we started on our journey to help ourselves. Until the 4th night.
I came over for dinner, there was tension in the air, I was going to drop some things off at a friends down the street before dinner and come over but he thought it was rude, I came straight there instead. He told me to go drop it off, but I was already there. Anyways, we had dinner and had a beer and we were talking. The past was brought up and I heard him say, “Well, what you did to me was WAY more fucked up” and it flipped me like a switch.
I said, “it’s way too soon to do this, we’re still hurting and healing, we need time, I can’t be your girl right now, I want to support you and I will but we can’t do it like this”, and immediately, he’s having a meltdown, “WHAT DO YOU MEAN” went to his room to cry and I grabbed my stuff to leave, and he was yelling and crying, “please don’t go” and all, and I said I have to leave, then he was angry, and yelling and he goes straight to his dads room, opens the drawer where the gun is and locks himself in there.
I’m at the door, JACOB please don’t do this, PLEASE. And he’s screaming “STOP DOING THIS TO ME, IM DONE” Ugly screams, and I knew what he meant. Possible suicide. I said “IM GOING TO GET HELP, IM GOING TO CALL THE COPS” since they are like not even a mile away, he said “CALL THEM, BY THE TIME THEY GET HERE ILL BE GONE” I ran out the house, his dog ran out me with me into the car and I dialed 911.
Police came immediately, shut down the whole neighborhood, 8 squad cars, police with AR-15’s everywhere, drones flying. He calls me on the phone and he’s yelling at me, and the cop next to is telling him to calm down, and he’s yells “FUCK YOU GUYS, IM DONE, IM TIRED, GABY I TRUSTED Y-“ he pulls the trigger. Everything was silent.
I screamed, and screamed and screamed. I was devastated. My whole world fell apart, everything was spinning. I screamed more and more. I was hysterical.
For almost a minute.
Then I heard him crying. I yelled at the police to GO GET HIM PLEASE.
Come to find, he just shot the gun and not himself. I was relieved but.. that was a whole new pain. I was shattered.
Almost 1-2 hours of trying to get him out the house, he finally stepped out, they made him strip down, I was watching from afar. He wasn’t listening and started walking towards the police, they shot him with bean bag guns, I screamed, I thought it was real, but he was still walking around and still not listening so they got an attack dog on him.. took him down to the ground. I screamed again, telling them to PLEASE STOP.
He had blood dripping everywhere.. I hated seeing that. I cried and cried. While they were detaining him, he was screaming at me, “GABY, LOOK AT WHAT YOU DID TO ME! DID YOU SEE WHAT THEY DID TO ME, I TRUSTED YOU!” .. broke my heart. Cops came to me telling me I did the right thing, that it wasn’t my fault.. but I didn’t feel like I did the right thing.. I saw them drive off with him to go to the mental hospital.
I set up a therapist appointment immediately. I’ve talked to her.. she says it’s all manipulation, that I can’t help him. I possibly won’t ever see him again.. and it’s probably for the best. I just know deep down, he’s got so much potential, he’s a good guy, but these demons get the best of him and it kills me.
If I hit the lottery, I would get him to the BEST mental health institute, where he isn’t locked in a small room, to get the best help he deserves, to break his chains.. and I’ll just have to watch from afar.. my heart hurts for him.
All this happened the night it would’ve been our 1 year anniversary.
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2020.08.28 04:12 Coawh85 AITA for telling my brother he cannot stay with me when he comes into town?

My [35F] half-brother [26] is coming into town in a few months and my mom (not his bio-mom) and step-dad are saying that I'm being an asshole for making him stay in a hotel. He has no other family here aside from his mother but she has MS and is in a nursing home. Our bio-dad died 18 years ago.
As for why I won't let him stay with me: About ten years ago, he expressed a desire to have sex with me. I told him that it was disgusting and he needed to drop it. He not only persisted but also harassed me asking for nudes. I have a nine-year-old daughter who has only met him once and it was a chance encounter. I also found out (while he was harassing me for nudes) that he used to watch me shower when he would spend weekends at my bio-mom's house to visit me (after my dad died, his mom thought spending time with me would help my brother).
My parents (bio-mom and step-dad) are saying that I'm being "too harsh" and need to forgive him because it has been ten years and he has grown up. AITA?
Edtited: I had to fix my age. I accidentally put 36. I'm only 35.
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2020.08.23 19:02 A1ways_Curi0us Nude sex step mom

I’m just looking really to tell my story and maybe have some discussion. I’m going to talk about the following topics.
-my closeted experimentation with guys -me coming out to some people as bisexual -a CRAZY situation that happened involving my current boyfriend #7 -being in my first gay relationship with my boyfriend #7
**I know this sounds bad but I’m going to refer to my current boyfriend as #7 in this post because he is still mostly in the closet like me. I’m incredibly happy being in a relationship with him.
BACKSTORY- I’m a 27 y/o male and I recently accepted that I am bisexual. I am very masculine, almost to the point where most people would have no idea I am attracted to both genders. I can count on both hands the people that know about my sexual preferences. So far, the people that I’ve come out to have all been caught completely off guard but also have supportive of me. I like race cars, shooting guns, working out, and traveling so you can get an idea of my interests. I work in the male dominated conservative oil/gas industry also. Being anything but straight in that field is looked at in negatively which sucks. My coworkers have no idea about me and probably never will. I hear gay jokes and LGBT hate almost daily. My eventual goal is to get out of this industry and start my own business.
It all started about 7 years ago when I started jerking off to gay porn every now and then. It got me off and turned me on in a different way than what I was used to. I kept it a secret from my past girlfriends. Fast forward, I had been single for about 3 years until I met my current boyfriend #7. Im a very independent person and I was happy being single. I told myself I would only get into a relationship if it occurred naturally and felt right, which it did with him.
Starting this year when Covid-19 came about my curiosity peaked and I actually wanted to try and meet up with a guy to see if I actually liked it. So I downloaded the BRO app (I knew about Grindr but for some reason I convinced myself BRO was a more classy app, I know that sounds dumb) Made my profile as a TOP masculine male. When I first started using the BRO app I really didn’t find a lot of guys attractive in my area. I broadened my search area and ended up messaging a 19 y/o openly gay bottom twink (#1). He told me he was really only looking for a relationship. I was honest with my intentions of only experimentation and that scared him off. Well the next day, he ended up messaging me back asking what exactly I wanted to do. I told him I had no idea what I was doing and I just wanted to hangout and see what happens and that there was no expectations. He agreed to meet up with me at my house. The first time we met up I was very nervous because this was my first time ever messing around with a guy. I felt like I was doing something wrong or illegal lol. Sort of like I was about to loose my virginity again. He came to my house and we sat and talked on the couch and watched TV for a little bit. I started drinking to calm my nerves. After an hour or two of conversation I asked him if he wanted to sit closer to me, which he did. We cuddled and touched each other for a little bit and then I asked if I could try kissing him. Things from there escalated naturally just like they did with my past experiences with girls. The remaining nervousness when away quick and then I got really horny. Mostly because deep down I felt it was taboo. We moved things to my bedroom. That was the first time I ever gave a blowjob and I found out I really enjoyed it. I ended up fucking him. Not going into more detail, I’m not here to write a romance novel. So after that, we cleaned up and he chilled for a little bit and I asked him some questions related to being gay and whatnot before he left. I thanked him for being cool and letting me experience something new. He told me to download Grindr instead because that was more in line with what I was looking for (hookups/experimentation). So I followed his advice and make a down low profile. No profile pic, good bio of what I wanted and I took some new nude pics for DMs. Damn! There were a bunch of guys on Grindr and I liked the structure of the app a lot more. On Grindr I met up with 6 other guys over the course of 3 months. I was very picky. Most people I didn’t respond to and most of them obviously never read my bio because they wouldn’t of messaged me to begin with. I got some wild sexual fantasy requests from guys. I specifically said I didn’t do drugs and I can’t tell you how many offers I got for that (PnP- parTy) Also, I didn’t want to mess around with anyone older than me. Anyway, it was a new experience navigating Grindr and learning the terms people use. Lots of creeps on there btw.
Early May, I was in the process of selling my house and packing so I was super busy and the house was a mess with my mind moving 100mph. Out of those 6 guys I actually tried bottoming for two, at their request, but wasn’t a huge fan of it. It felt different and pretty uncomfortable. But none the less they were all good experiences and none of them were creeps or ended up being weird or stalkerish. All of them looked like their photos. #4 was actually a threesome with two other guys. One of them (#6) developed feelings for me after we had sex for the first time. I found that out later.
So that leads me to my now current boyfriend “#7”. He messaged me late one night when I was a short ways out of town for a week long work related function. Backstory for him, he also identified as a TOP like me and was 21 y/o. He had only dated girls before and had been messing around with guys for a few years. I felt a connection with him quickly on the app for several reasons. 1 - I found him incredibly attractive in his pictures as did he with me. 2 - we work in the same exact industry and have the same exact job at different companies. I can understand everything he tells me about his job. 3 - we have very similar hobbies, interests, views, and personalities 4 - he was and still is in the closet with most people including his family. So I felt secure meeting him because he wouldn’t out me and would respect my discreetness. 5 - he is bisexual also and acts just as masculine as me. Now, when we are out in public we look like two good friends and nobody thinks otherwise. 6 - we are both very chill and love trying new things.
We messaged back and fourth on Grindr for a few days and eventually moved our conversation to Snapchat. I felt more comfortable texting with him than any other guy I had messaged previously. Come to find out, he lives in the same city I was going to be moving to after I sold my house which was wild! I am currently still living in that same area renting a room from my best friend at his house.
1st contact with #7 - after messaging on Snapchat for a few days I asked him if he was free and if we could meet up. He said he could swing by but couldn’t stay long. He lived at home still so he had to come to my house. I ended up cleaning my house more than normal before he got there lol I wanted to impress him. When he got there I was nervous because I wanted things to go good and we had invested quite a bit of time messaging. My first look at him when I opened the door he looked exactly like his pictures which was a huge plus because he is a very attractive guy. My initial reaction was that he was out of my league. I invited him in and I led him straight to my bedroom and sat on my bed and motioned him to sit next to me. Offered him a beer. He sat on my bed and we kept a little distance between each other and just started talking about stuff related to work and being bisexual. He recently told me he didn’t know I was nervous when we first met but I definitely was. He also admitted to me he was nervous the first time we met. Even though he was 5 years younger than me he had been messing around with guys for a lot longer than me which was a little intimidating. At that stage I was going on 3 months of experimenting with guys. So after we talked for about 30 mins or so I managed to ask him if he was a good kisser. His response lit a fire of lust under me. “Why don’t you come find out.” At that moment I got so damn horny for him. I immediately moved closer and we started making out intensely then leading to undressing each other. Since we were both TOPS we ended up blowing each other and jerking off together to finish. It was so incredibly HOT more than any of my previous experiences. After we finished we cleaned up and I asked him if I could send him a friend request on FB and get his phone number. He gave me his full name and I later found out he was nervous about giving me his info but decided to do it anyway. Rightfully so, there are lots of creeps on Grindr. I knew immediately I wanted to see him again after he left. He felt like friend that I’ve know for a while.
After the first time we hooked up, our bromance quickly gained more traction. I invited him to my house for a second time a few days later but this time I asked him to stay the night. He was cool with it and he brought some clothes. That night we cuddled under a blanket on the couch while watching a movie and drinking. It felt amazing holding each other. We got physical towards the end of the movie (don’t remember much of the ending) and then went to the bedroom to have some more fun. He stayed the night and we cuddled each other all night long. He spent the night several more times at my house over the course of 2/3 weeks until my house sold. Each time both of us getting more comfortable with each other. Texting all day long. The bromance flourished and I started to develop feelings for him. This is about the time we started saying Goodnight to each other every night. I had never felt like I wanted to be in a relationship with a guy before until I met him. All of a sudden I started not to care about what people thought about me. He made me happy. The way we stared into each other’s eyes, the passionate kissing, the physical contact and cuddling, and the mental connection I had with him felt so right. We ended up going to our first gay bar together which was a cool experience for both of us. We felt a little awkward and probably didn’t look like we fit but nonetheless it was fun.
Fast forward to me moving into my best friends house which was less than 5 mins from #7. We can call him (buddy) for reference. I rented one of his rooms out. My buddy did not know at this time I was bisexual and I respected his home so me and #7 started meeting up at hotels nearby and getting dinner together. My buddy also as far as I knew at the time was completely straight. He had always talked about girls and even comes off as somewhat of a “player” I had even had sex with a girl in front of him in Las Vegas while he had a girl in his bed. He also works shift work like me so there were several times where we had the house to ourselves.
This is where the CRAZY part starts. One day when my buddy was working nights I invited #7 over to chill with me after we went out and got dinner. This was the first time he had come to see my new living situation. He shows up, I open the door he stepped inside the entry of the house and immediately I can tell he seems a little off. Like he was really weirded out. As we stood in the entry I told him to tell me what’s on his mind and that I could see he was shocked and didn’t know what to do. At that point I was really wondering what was going on. I begged him to tell me what it was. So he did. He told me first that he recognized the canvas picture on the entry wall. To me it was a very common looking home canvas print you could buy at any home decor place. But he denied that and reaffirmed that he had been to this house before. I asked him if he knew my buddy but he said he had been there to meet a guy on Grindr a few months back. In my mind there’s no possible way my buddy would mess around with guys. “NO WAY AT ALL! My buddy is super straight.” So at this point I’m in full blown denial phase. So #7 starts thinking how to prove it to me. The first thing he did was talk about how he forgot his hat in the front room and he started to describe the hat to me. (Grey Carhart hat with a leather patch) keep in mind, he had not previously walked into this room while I was there. I was by him the entire time. So he walks over to the couch and low and behold BOOM the hat he just described is stuffed between the wall and couch. And what do you know, it fits his head perfectly with no adjustment of the strap. It was not visible from where we were standing. Literally his hat. Me still in denial at this point I think he’s messing with me. Maybe #7 saw the hat there somehow and was just really trying to mess with me. So then he says, give me your buddies number. This will be absolute proof. So I did, I gave him my buddies number and sure enough it pulls up an old text Grindr looking hook up conversation. #7 starts to remember his encounter with my buddy. Describes his truck, his physical appearance etc. IM IN SHOCK. My buddy who I thought I knew so well was actually bisexual also and had hooked up with the guy I currently had serious feelings for. Big WTF moment for me. Even #7 thought I was messing with him and maybe I had set all this up like a reality show or something. NOPE. What are the odds. So anyway, #7 had to work the next morning and I told him bye and that I was going to go drink the shock off at a bar with some friends.
When I woke up in the morning I thought I had dreamed all that but quickly realized it was a reality. Not going to lie, it took me a while to understand that. #7 felt horrible and told me he regretted ever hooking up with him. He told me he understood if I didn’t want to see him anymore. But that was the last thing I wanted. I wanted him in my life.
Fast forward to us spending the next 2 months with each other when we could. Hotels, dinners, bars and whatever else we could do with Covid going on. At one point #7 told me he went ahead and deleted Grindr and his other dating apps he used because he was only interested in me. At that point, I still had Grindr but I didn’t get on it very much and If someone did message me I didn’t take it serious. For some reason I didn’t initially take the hint that I should probably also delete mine but a few days later I also got rid of all my dating/hookup apps and told #7. I told him one day when he was with me in my room at my buddies house that I had strong feelings for him and that I cared for him a lot and was incredibly happy. We were basically dating we just didn’t have a label on it or an official talk yet. I told him I wanted him to be my boyfriend. I had never felt more sure about wanting to date someone in my life. We went back and fourth on whats the difference of making it official vs just keeping things the same. To me the label of “dating” puts a true exclusivity to a relationship that way everyone is on the same page. To me it shows commitment makes you more vulnerable. We both agreed to keep communication very open with each other no matter what. To this day I feel like I can talk to him about literally anything and that’s a great feeling. So, it was that night we officially started our relationship. I felt very happy about it, and still do. About three weeks or so after, I had planned us a weekend getaway trip to Austin where we had a private renovated Airstream camper to stay in. We held each other’s hand damn near the entire 3 hour drive there. Didn’t realize how much I liked holding his hand. We had an amazing weekend together. We watched a beautiful sunset, went hiking, ate some good food and just relaxed at the camper. It was the best time I’d ever had with him. It was at this place that I fell in love with him. I think it was due to the consecutive days together and all the cuddling lol. On our way home, we got on the subject of past guys that we talked to and guys that we still talked to but weren’t looking to get with. He got a little jealous and upset because of a guy that I had previously been with still messaging me (the guy that actually had the crush on me #6). I told him he had nothing to worry about which he truly didn’t. My conversations with that guy were minimal and strictly friendly and not at all sexual in nature. I told him if he wanted me to block #6 I would do it no questions asked to make him less worried. #7 had some previous trust issues with past ex girlfriends which I understood. I figured I’d go ahead and be honest with him. I admitted that I was in love with him on the drive back home. It scared me at first because I didn’t know if he felt the same way about me. He also told me that he was in love with me. It was an awesome feeling.
Fast forwarding to current events. I have met 3 of his best friends that are girls and have hung out with them a few times. They know about him being bisexual and they support him as long as he’s happy. For me, I’ve come out so far to 3 of my best friends. Two of them being guys and 1 being a girl. One of the guys is my buddy. He was supportive obviously lol. I have also come out to my mom. I told her about my 5 month relationship with #7. She was supportive of me and told me she just wants me to be happy. Now my dad, that’s an entire different story. Him and that side of the family is very religious and conservative. Not sure how I’m going to go about that one. #7 is about to buy a house to move out of his parents place and I’m planning on living with him. I’m pretty excited about that. I also confronted my buddy about me knowing that he has messed around with my boyfriend #7. The conversation with him went great. He admitted to me he has experimented with guys also and that he is supportive of me and what makes me happy. Me my buddy and #7 recently were actually able to all hangout together in public and it went really well.
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2020.08.23 04:41 A1ways_Curi0us Step mom nude sex

This is my 1st post to reddit and forewarning, it’s LONG. I’m just looking really to tell my story and maybe have some discussion. I’m going to talk about the following topics.
-my closeted experimentation with guys -me coming out to some people as bisexual -a CRAZY situation that happened involving my current boyfriend #7 -being in my first gay relationship with my boyfriend #7
**I know this sounds bad but I’m going to refer to my current boyfriend as #7 in this post because he is still mostly in the closet like me. I’m incredibly happy being in a relationship with him.
BACKSTORY- I’m a 27 y/o male and I recently accepted that I am bisexual. I am very masculine, almost to the point where most people would have no idea I am attracted to both genders. I can count on both hands the people that know about my sexual preferences. So far, the people that I’ve come out to have all been caught completely off guard but also have supportive of me. I like race cars, shooting guns, working out, and traveling so you can get an idea of my interests. I work in the male dominated conservative oil/gas industry also. Being anything but straight in that field is looked at in negatively which sucks. My coworkers have no idea about me and probably never will. I hear gay jokes and LGBT hate almost daily. My eventual goal is to get out of this industry and start my own business.
It all started about 7 years ago when I started jerking off to gay porn every now and then. It got me off and turned me on in a different way than what I was used to. I kept it a secret from my past girlfriends. Fast forward, I had been single for about 3 years until I met my current boyfriend #7. Im a very independent person and I was happy being single. I told myself I would only get into a relationship if it occurred naturally and felt right, which it did with him.
Starting this year when Covid-19 came about my curiosity peaked and I actually wanted to try and meet up with a guy to see if I actually liked it. So I downloaded the BRO app (I knew about Grindr but for some reason I convinced myself BRO was a more classy app, I know that sounds dumb) Made my profile as a TOP masculine male. When I first started using the BRO app I really didn’t find a lot of guys attractive in my area. I broadened my search area and ended up messaging a 19 y/o openly gay bottom twink (#1). He told me he was really only looking for a relationship. I was honest with my intentions of only experimentation and that scared him off. Well the next day, he ended up messaging me back asking what exactly I wanted to do. I told him I had no idea what I was doing and I just wanted to hangout and see what happens and that there was no expectations. He agreed to meet up with me at my house. The first time we met up I was very nervous because this was my first time ever messing around with a guy. I felt like I was doing something wrong or illegal lol. Sort of like I was about to loose my virginity again. He came to my house and we sat and talked on the couch and watched TV for a little bit. I started drinking to calm my nerves. After an hour or two of conversation I asked him if he wanted to sit closer to me, which he did. We cuddled and touched each other for a little bit and then I asked if I could try kissing him. Things from there escalated naturally just like they did with my past experiences with girls. The remaining nervousness when away quick and then I got really horny. Mostly because deep down I felt it was taboo. We moved things to my bedroom. That was the first time I ever gave a blowjob and I found out I really enjoyed it. I ended up fucking him. Not going into more detail, I’m not here to write a romance novel. So after that, we cleaned up and he chilled for a little bit and I asked him some questions related to being gay and whatnot before he left. I thanked him for being cool and letting me experience something new. He told me to download Grindr instead because that was more in line with what I was looking for (hookups/experimentation). So I followed his advice and make a down low profile. No profile pic, good bio of what I wanted and I took some new nude pics for DMs. Damn! There were a bunch of guys on Grindr and I liked the structure of the app a lot more. On Grindr I met up with 6 other guys over the course of 3 months. I was very picky. Most people I didn’t respond to and most of them obviously never read my bio because they wouldn’t of messaged me to begin with. I got some wild sexual fantasy requests from guys. I specifically said I didn’t do drugs and I can’t tell you how many offers I got for that (PnP- parTy) Also, I didn’t want to mess around with anyone older than me. Anyway, it was a new experience navigating Grindr and learning the terms people use. Lots of creeps on there btw.
Early May, I was in the process of selling my house and packing so I was super busy and the house was a mess with my mind moving 100mph. Out of those 6 guys I actually tried bottoming for two, at their request, but wasn’t a huge fan of it. It felt different and pretty uncomfortable. But none the less they were all good experiences and none of them were creeps or ended up being weird or stalkerish. All of them looked like their photos. #4 was actually a threesome with two other guys. One of them (#6) developed feelings for me after we had sex for the first time. I found that out later.
So that leads me to my now current boyfriend “#7”. He messaged me late one night when I was a short ways out of town for a week long work related function. Backstory for him, he also identified as a TOP like me and was 21 y/o. He had only dated girls before and had been messing around with guys for a few years. I felt a connection with him quickly on the app for several reasons. 1 - I found him incredibly attractive in his pictures as did he with me. 2 - we work in the same exact industry and have the same exact job at different companies. I can understand everything he tells me about his job. 3 - we have very similar hobbies, interests, views, and personalities 4 - he was and still is in the closet with most people including his family. So I felt secure meeting him because he wouldn’t out me and would respect my discreetness. 5 - he is bisexual also and acts just as masculine as me. Now, when we are out in public we look like two good friends and nobody thinks otherwise. 6 - we are both very chill and love trying new things.
We messaged back and fourth on Grindr for a few days and eventually moved our conversation to Snapchat. I felt more comfortable texting with him than any other guy I had messaged previously. Come to find out, he lives in the same city I was going to be moving to after I sold my house which was wild! I am currently still living in that same area renting a room from my best friend at his house.
1st contact with #7 - after messaging on Snapchat for a few days I asked him if he was free and if we could meet up. He said he could swing by but couldn’t stay long. He lived at home still so he had to come to my house. I ended up cleaning my house more than normal before he got there lol I wanted to impress him. When he got there I was nervous because I wanted things to go good and we had invested quite a bit of time messaging. My first look at him when I opened the door he looked exactly like his pictures which was a huge plus because he is a very attractive guy. My initial reaction was that he was out of my league. I invited him in and I led him straight to my bedroom and sat on my bed and motioned him to sit next to me. Offered him a beer. He sat on my bed and we kept a little distance between each other and just started talking about stuff related to work and being bisexual. He recently told me he didn’t know I was nervous when we first met but I definitely was. He also admitted to me he was nervous the first time we met. Even though he was 5 years younger than me he had been messing around with guys for a lot longer than me which was a little intimidating. At that stage I was going on 3 months of experimenting with guys. So after we talked for about 30 mins or so I managed to ask him if he was a good kisser. His response lit a fire of lust under me. “Why don’t you come find out.” At that moment I got so damn horny for him. I immediately moved closer and we started making out intensely then leading to undressing each other. Since we were both TOPS we ended up blowing each other and jerking off together to finish. It was so incredibly HOT more than any of my previous experiences. After we finished we cleaned up and I asked him if I could send him a friend request on FB and get his phone number. He gave me his full name and I later found out he was nervous about giving me his info but decided to do it anyway. Rightfully so, there are lots of creeps on Grindr. I knew immediately I wanted to see him again after he left. He felt like friend that I’ve know for a while.
After the first time we hooked up, our bromance quickly gained more traction. I invited him to my house for a second time a few days later but this time I asked him to stay the night. He was cool with it and he brought some clothes. That night we cuddled under a blanket on the couch while watching a movie and drinking. It felt amazing holding each other. We got physical towards the end of the movie (don’t remember much of the ending) and then went to the bedroom to have some more fun. He stayed the night and we cuddled each other all night long. He spent the night several more times at my house over the course of 2/3 weeks until my house sold. Each time both of us getting more comfortable with each other. Texting all day long. The bromance flourished and I started to develop feelings for him. This is about the time we started saying Goodnight to each other every night. I had never felt like I wanted to be in a relationship with a guy before until I met him. All of a sudden I started not to care about what people thought about me. He made me happy. The way we stared into each other’s eyes, the passionate kissing, the physical contact and cuddling, and the mental connection I had with him felt so right. We ended up going to our first gay bar together which was a cool experience for both of us. We felt a little awkward and probably didn’t look like we fit but nonetheless it was fun.
Fast forward to me moving into my best friends house which was less than 5 mins from #7. We can call him (buddy) for reference. I rented one of his rooms out. My buddy did not know at this time I was bisexual and I respected his home so me and #7 started meeting up at hotels nearby and getting dinner together. My buddy also as far as I knew at the time was completely straight. He had always talked about girls and even comes off as somewhat of a “player” I had even had sex with a girl in front of him in Las Vegas while he had a girl in his bed. He also works shift work like me so there were several times where we had the house to ourselves.
This is where the CRAZY part starts. One day when my buddy was working nights I invited #7 over to chill with me after we went out and got dinner. This was the first time he had come to see my new living situation. He shows up, I open the door he stepped inside the entry of the house and immediately I can tell he seems a little off. Like he was really weirded out. As we stood in the entry I told him to tell me what’s on his mind and that I could see he was shocked and didn’t know what to do. At that point I was really wondering what was going on. I begged him to tell me what it was. So he did. He told me first that he recognized the canvas picture on the entry wall. To me it was a very common looking home canvas print you could buy at any home decor place. But he denied that and reaffirmed that he had been to this house before. I asked him if he knew my buddy but he said he had been there to meet a guy on Grindr a few months back. In my mind there’s no possible way my buddy would mess around with guys. “NO WAY AT ALL! My buddy is super straight.” So at this point I’m in full blown denial phase. So #7 starts thinking how to prove it to me. The first thing he did was talk about how he forgot his hat in the front room and he started to describe the hat to me. (Grey Carhart hat with a leather patch) keep in mind, he had not previously walked into this room while I was there. I was by him the entire time. So he walks over to the couch and low and behold BOOM the hat he just described is stuffed between the wall and couch. And what do you know, it fits his head perfectly with no adjustment of the strap. It was not visible from where we were standing. Literally his hat. Me still in denial at this point I think he’s messing with me. Maybe #7 saw the hat there somehow and was just really trying to mess with me. So then he says, give me your buddies number. This will be absolute proof. So I did, I gave him my buddies number and sure enough it pulls up an old text Grindr looking hook up conversation. #7 starts to remember who exactly he was. Describes his truck, his physical appearance etc. IM IN SHOCK. My buddy who I thought I knew so well was actually bisexual also and had hooked up with the guy I currently had serious feelings for. Big WTF moment for me. Even #7 thought I was messing with him and maybe I had set all this up like a reality show or something. NOPE. What are the odds. So anyway, #7 had to work the next morning and I told him bye and that I was going to go drink the shock off at a bar with some friends.
When I woke up in the morning I thought I had dreamed all that but quickly realized it was a reality. Not going to lie, it took me a while to understand that. #7 felt horrible and told me he regretted ever hooking up with him. He told me he understood if I didn’t want to see him anymore. But that was the last thing I wanted. I wanted him in my life.
Fast forward to us spending the next 2 months with each other when we could. Hotels, dinners, bars and whatever else we could do with Covid going on. At one point #7 told me he went ahead and deleted Grindr and his other dating apps he used because he was only interested in me. At that point, I still had Grindr but I didn’t get on it very much and If someone did message me I didn’t take it serious. For some reason I didn’t initially take the hint that I should probably also delete mine but a few days later I also got rid of all my dating/hookup apps and told #7. I told him one day when he was with me in my room at my buddies house that I had strong feelings for him and that I cared for him a lot and was incredibly happy. We were basically dating we just didn’t have a label on it or an official talk yet. I told him I wanted him to be my boyfriend. I had never felt more sure about wanting to date someone in my life. We went back and fourth on whats the difference of making it official vs just keeping things the same. To me the label of “dating” puts a true exclusivity to a relationship that way everyone is on the same page. To me it shows commitment makes you more venerable. We both agreed to keep communication very open with each other no matter what. To this day I feel like I can talk to him about literally anything and that’s a great feeling. So, it was that night we officially started our relationship. I felt very happy about it, and still do. About three weeks or so after, I had planned us a weekend getaway trip to Austin where we had a private renovated Airstream camper to stay in. We held each other’s hand damn near the entire 3 hour drive there. Didn’t realize how much I liked holding his hand. We had an amazing weekend together. We watched a beautiful sunset, went hiking, ate some good food and just relaxed at the camper. It was the best time I’d ever had with him. It was at this place that I fell in love with him. I think it was due to the consecutive days together and all the cuddling lol. On our way home, we got on the subject of past guys that we talked to and guys that we still talked to but weren’t looking to get with. He got a little jealous and upset because of a guy that I had previously been with still messaging me (the guy that actually had the crush on me #6). I told him he had nothing to worry about which he truly didn’t. My conversations with that guy were minimal and strictly friendly and not at all sexual in nature. I told him if he wanted me to block #6 I would do it no questions asked to make him less worried. #7 had some previous trust issues with past ex girlfriends which I understood. I figured I’d go ahead and be honest with him. I admitted that I was in love with him on the drive back home. It scared me at first because I didn’t know if he felt the same way about me. He also told me that he was in love with me. It was an awesome feeling.
Fast forwarding to current events. I have met 3 of his best friends that are girls and have hung out with them a few times. They know about him being bisexual and they support him as long as he’s happy. For me, I’ve come out so far to 3 of my best friends. Two of them being guys and 1 being a girl. One of the guys is my buddy. He was supportive obviously lol. I have also come out to my mom. I told her about my 5 month relationship with #7. She was supportive of me and told me she just wants me to be happy. Now my dad, that’s an entire different story. Him and that side of the family is very religious and conservative. Not sure how I’m going to go about that one. #7 is about to buy a house to move out of his parents place and I’m planning on living with him. I’m pretty excited about that. I also confronted my buddy about me knowing that he has messed around with my boyfriend #7. The conversation with him went great. He admitted to me he has experimented with guys also and that he is supportive of me and what makes me happy. Me my buddy and #7 recently were actually able to all hangout together in public and it went really well.
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2020.08.23 04:26 A1ways_Curi0us FIRST POST - New Bisexual 27M - MY STORY

This is my 1st post to reddit and forewarning, it’s LONG. I’m just looking really to tell my story and maybe have some discussion. I’m going to talk about the following topics.
-my closeted experimentation with guys -me coming out to some people as bisexual -a CRAZY situation that happened involving my current boyfriend #7 -being in my first gay relationship with my boyfriend #7
**I know this sounds bad but I’m going to refer to my current boyfriend as #7 in this post because he is still mostly in the closet like me. I’m incredibly happy being in a relationship with him.
BACKSTORY- I’m a 27 y/o male and I recently accepted that I am bisexual. I am very masculine, almost to the point where most people would have no idea I am attracted to both genders. I can count on both hands the people that know about my sexual preferences. So far, the people that I’ve come out to have all been caught completely off guard but also have supportive of me. I like race cars, shooting guns, working out, and traveling so you can get an idea of my interests. I work in the male dominated conservative oil/gas industry also. Being anything but straight in that field is looked at in negatively which sucks. My coworkers have no idea about me and probably never will. I hear gay jokes and LGBT hate almost daily. My eventual goal is to get out of this industry and start my own business.
It all started about 7 years ago when I started jerking off to gay porn every now and then. It got me off and turned me on in a different way than what I was used to. I kept it a secret from my past girlfriends. Fast forward, I had been single for about 3 years until I met my current boyfriend #7. Im a very independent person and I was happy being single. I told myself I would only get into a relationship if it occurred naturally and felt right, which it did with him.
Starting this year when Covid-19 came about my curiosity peaked and I actually wanted to try and meet up with a guy to see if I actually liked it. So I downloaded the BRO app (I knew about Grindr but for some reason I convinced myself BRO was a more classy app, I know that sounds dumb) Made my profile as a TOP masculine male. When I first started using the BRO app I really didn’t find a lot of guys attractive in my area. I broadened my search area and ended up messaging a 19 y/o openly gay bottom twink (#1). He told me he was really only looking for a relationship. I was honest with my intentions of only experimentation and that scared him off. Well the next day, he ended up messaging me back asking what exactly I wanted to do. I told him I had no idea what I was doing and I just wanted to hangout and see what happens and that there was no expectations. He agreed to meet up with me at my house. The first time we met up I was very nervous because this was my first time ever messing around with a guy. I felt like I was doing something wrong or illegal lol. Sort of like I was about to loose my virginity again. He came to my house and we sat and talked on the couch and watched TV for a little bit. I started drinking to calm my nerves. After an hour or two of conversation I asked him if he wanted to sit closer to me, which he did. We cuddled and touched each other for a little bit and then I asked if I could try kissing him. Things from there escalated naturally just like they did with my past experiences with girls. The remaining nervousness when away quick and then I got really horny. Mostly because deep down I felt it was taboo. We moved things to my bedroom. That was the first time I ever gave a blowjob and I found out I really enjoyed it. I ended up fucking him. Not going into more detail, I’m not here to write a romance novel. So after that, we cleaned up and he chilled for a little bit and I asked him some questions related to being gay and whatnot before he left. I thanked him for being cool and letting me experience something new. He told me to download Grindr instead because that was more in line with what I was looking for (hookups/experimentation). So I followed his advice and make a down low profile. No profile pic, good bio of what I wanted and I took some new nude pics for DMs. Damn! There were a bunch of guys on Grindr and I liked the structure of the app a lot more. On Grindr I met up with 6 other guys over the course of 3 months. I was very picky. Most people I didn’t respond to and most of them obviously never read my bio because they wouldn’t of messaged me to begin with. I got some wild sexual fantasy requests from guys. I specifically said I didn’t do drugs and I can’t tell you how many offers I got for that (PnP- parTy) Also, I didn’t want to mess around with anyone older than me. Anyway, it was a new experience navigating Grindr and learning the terms people use. Lots of creeps on there btw.
Early May, I was in the process of selling my house and packing so I was super busy and the house was a mess with my mind moving 100mph. Out of those 6 guys I actually tried bottoming for two, at their request, but wasn’t a huge fan of it. It felt different and pretty uncomfortable. But none the less they were all good experiences and none of them were creeps or ended up being weird or stalkerish. All of them looked like their photos. #4 was actually a threesome with two other guys. One of them (#6) developed feelings for me after we had sex for the first time. I found that out later.
So that leads me to my now current boyfriend “#7”. He messaged me late one night when I was a short ways out of town for a week long work related function. Backstory for him, he also identified as a TOP like me and was 21 y/o. He had only dated girls before and had been messing around with guys for a few years. I felt a connection with him quickly on the app for several reasons. 1 - I found him incredibly attractive in his pictures as did he with me. 2 - we work in the same exact industry and have the same exact job at different companies. I can understand everything he tells me about his job. 3 - we have very similar hobbies, interests, views, and personalities 4 - he was and still is in the closet with most people including his family. So I felt secure meeting him because he wouldn’t out me and would respect my discreetness. 5 - he is bisexual also and acts just as masculine as me. Now, when we are out in public we look like two good friends and nobody thinks otherwise. 6 - we are both very chill and love trying new things.
We messaged back and fourth on Grindr for a few days and eventually moved our conversation to Snapchat. I felt more comfortable texting with him than any other guy I had messaged previously. Come to find out, he lives in the same city I was going to be moving to after I sold my house which was wild! I am currently still living in that same area renting a room from my best friend at his house.
1st contact with #7 - after messaging on Snapchat for a few days I asked him if he was free and if we could meet up. He said he could swing by but couldn’t stay long. He lived at home still so he had to come to my house. I ended up cleaning my house more than normal before he got there lol I wanted to impress him. When he got there I was nervous because I wanted things to go good and we had invested quite a bit of time messaging. My first look at him when I opened the door he looked exactly like his pictures which was a huge plus because he is a very attractive guy. My initial reaction was that he was out of my league. I invited him in and I led him straight to my bedroom and sat on my bed and motioned him to sit next to me. Offered him a beer. He sat on my bed and we kept a little distance between each other and just started talking about stuff related to work and being bisexual. He recently told me he didn’t know I was nervous when we first met but I definitely was. He also admitted to me he was nervous the first time we met. Even though he was 5 years younger than me he had been messing around with guys for a lot longer than me which was a little intimidating. At that stage I was going on 3 months of experimenting with guys. So after we talked for about 30 mins or so I managed to ask him if he was a good kisser. His response lit a fire of lust under me. “Why don’t you come find out.” At that moment I got so damn horny for him. I immediately moved closer and we started making out intensely then leading to undressing each other. Since we were both TOPS we ended up blowing each other and jerking off together to finish. It was so incredibly HOT more than any of my previous experiences. After we finished we cleaned up and I asked him if I could send him a friend request on FB and get his phone number. He gave me his full name and I later found out he was nervous about giving me his info but decided to do it anyway. Rightfully so, there are lots of creeps on Grindr. I knew immediately I wanted to see him again after he left. He felt like friend that I’ve know for a while.
After the first time we hooked up, our bromance quickly gained more traction. I invited him to my house for a second time a few days later but this time I asked him to stay the night. He was cool with it and he brought some clothes. That night we cuddled under a blanket on the couch while watching a movie and drinking. It felt amazing holding each other. We got physical towards the end of the movie (don’t remember much of the ending) and then went to the bedroom to have some more fun. He stayed the night and we cuddled each other all night long. He spent the night several more times at my house over the course of 2/3 weeks until my house sold. Each time both of us getting more comfortable with each other. Texting all day long. The bromance flourished and I started to develop feelings for him. This is about the time we started saying Goodnight to each other every night. I had never felt like I wanted to be in a relationship with a guy before until I met him. All of a sudden I started not to care about what people thought about me. He made me happy. The way we stared into each other’s eyes, the passionate kissing, the physical contact and cuddling, and the mental connection I had with him felt so right. We ended up going to our first gay bar together which was a cool experience for both of us. We felt a little awkward and probably didn’t look like we fit but nonetheless it was fun.
Fast forward to me moving into my best friends house which was less than 5 mins from #7. We can call him (buddy) for reference. I rented one of his rooms out. My buddy did not know at this time I was bisexual and I respected his home so me and #7 started meeting up at hotels nearby and getting dinner together. My buddy also as far as I knew at the time was completely straight. He had always talked about girls and even comes off as somewhat of a “player” I had even had sex with a girl in front of him in Las Vegas while he had a girl in his bed. He also works shift work like me so there were several times where we had the house to ourselves.
This is where the CRAZY part starts. One day when my buddy was working nights I invited #7 over to chill with me after we went out and got dinner. This was the first time he had come to see my new living situation. He shows up, I open the door he stepped inside the entry of the house and immediately I can tell he seems a little off. Like he was really weirded out. As we stood in the entry I told him to tell me what’s on his mind and that I could see he was shocked and didn’t know what to do. At that point I was really wondering what was going on. I begged him to tell me what it was. So he did. He told me first that he recognized the canvas picture on the entry wall. To me it was a very common looking home canvas print you could buy at any home decor place. But he denied that and reaffirmed that he had been to this house before. I asked him if he knew my buddy but he said he had been there to meet a guy on Grindr a few months back. In my mind there’s no possible way my buddy would mess around with guys. “NO WAY AT ALL! My buddy is super straight.” So at this point I’m in full blown denial phase. So #7 starts thinking how to prove it to me. The first thing he did was talk about how he forgot his hat in the front room and he started to describe the hat to me. (Grey Carhart hat with a leather patch) keep in mind, he had not previously walked into this room while I was there. I was by him the entire time. So he walks over to the couch and low and behold BOOM the hat he just described is stuffed between the wall and couch. And what do you know, it fits his head perfectly with no adjustment of the strap. It was not visible from where we were standing. Literally his hat. Me still in denial at this point I think he’s messing with me. Maybe #7 saw the hat there somehow and was just really trying to mess with me. So then he says, give me your buddies number. This will be absolute proof. So I did, I gave him my buddies number and sure enough it pulls up an old text Grindr looking hook up conversation. #7 starts to remember who exactly he was. Describes his truck, his physical appearance etc. IM IN SHOCK. My buddy who I thought I knew so well was actually bisexual also and had hooked up with the guy I currently had serious feelings for. Big WTF moment for me. Even #7 thought I was messing with him and maybe I had set all this up like a reality show or something. NOPE. What are the odds. So anyway, #7 had to work the next morning and I told him bye and that I was going to go drink the shock off at a bar with some friends.
When I woke up in the morning I thought I had dreamed all that but quickly realized it was a reality. Not going to lie, it took me a while to understand that. #7 felt horrible and told me he regretted ever hooking up with him. He told me he understood if I didn’t want to see him anymore. But that was the last thing I wanted. I wanted him in my life.
Fast forward to us spending the next 2 months with each other when we could. Hotels, dinners, bars and whatever else we could do with Covid going on. At one point #7 told me he went ahead and deleted Grindr and his other dating apps he used because he was only interested in me. At that point, I still had Grindr but I didn’t get on it very much and If someone did message me I didn’t take it serious. For some reason I didn’t initially take the hint that I should probably also delete mine but a few days later I also got rid of all my dating/hookup apps and told #7. I told him one day when he was with me in my room at my buddies house that I had strong feelings for him and that I cared for him a lot and was incredibly happy. We were basically dating we just didn’t have a label on it or an official talk yet. I told him I wanted him to be my boyfriend. I had never felt more sure about wanting to date someone in my life. We went back and fourth on whats the difference of making it official vs just keeping things the same. To me the label of “dating” puts a true exclusivity to a relationship that way everyone is on the same page. To me it shows commitment makes you more venerable. We both agreed to keep communication very open with each other no matter what. To this day I feel like I can talk to him about literally anything and that’s a great feeling. So, it was that night we officially started our relationship. I felt very happy about it, and still do. About three weeks or so after, I had planned us a weekend getaway trip to Austin where we had a private renovated Airstream camper to stay in. We held each other’s hand damn near the entire 3 hour drive there. Didn’t realize how much I liked holding his hand. We had an amazing weekend together. We watched a beautiful sunset, went hiking, ate some good food and just relaxed at the camper. It was the best time I’d ever had with him. It was at this place that I fell in love with him. I think it was due to the consecutive days together and all the cuddling lol. On our way home, we got on the subject of past guys that we talked to and guys that we still talked to but weren’t looking to get with. He got a little jealous and upset because of a guy that I had previously been with still messaging me (the guy that actually had the crush on me #6). I told him he had nothing to worry about which he truly didn’t. My conversations with that guy were minimal and strictly friendly and not at all sexual in nature. I told him if he wanted me to block #6 I would do it no questions asked to make him less worried. #7 had some previous trust issues with past ex girlfriends which I understood. I figured I’d go ahead and be honest with him. I admitted that I was in love with him on the drive back home. It scared me at first because I didn’t know if he felt the same way about me. He also told me that he was in love with me. It was an awesome feeling.
Fast forwarding to current events. I have met 3 of his best friends that are girls and have hung out with them a few times. They know about him being bisexual and they support him as long as he’s happy. For me, I’ve come out so far to 3 of my best friends. Two of them being guys and 1 being a girl. One of the guys is my buddy. He was supportive obviously lol. I have also come out to my mom. I told her about my 5 month relationship with #7. She was supportive of me and told me she just wants me to be happy. Now my dad, that’s an entire different story. Him and that side of the family is very religious and conservative. Not sure how I’m going to go about that one. #7 is about to buy a house to move out of his parents place and I’m planning on living with him. I’m pretty excited about that. I also confronted my buddy about me knowing that he has messed around with my boyfriend #7. The conversation with him went great. He admitted to me he has experimented with guys also and that he is supportive of me and what makes me happy. Me my buddy and #7 recently were actually able to all hangout together in public and it went really well.
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2020.08.20 19:09 talkinbodys What happened?

I feel silly doing this, but it’s killing me.
F (me) & M both 29.
Here’s the story sorry it’s long, Hope you read. . Male added me randomly on Snapchat 4-5 months ago. Male had messaged me once before (2-3 months maybe) and I never replied. I recently posted a selfie and he replied “you’re beautiful” so I gave it a shot. He sent me a picture and I was actually very attracted to him. We chatted for 4-5 days and he told me about how he had custody of his two kids and sent pics of them, asked me all kinds of questions about myself... I asked if we could meet. We met at the park and hiked for about two hours having great conversation. He did tell me some information that was hard to hear, but had offered the info up on his own. He told me that he shuts his feelings off and he can’t control what other people do. Also the mom was not involved, but recently asked to start visiting. She has been having supervised visits. He also told me that his ex (not the mom) of 4 months was still living in the house with him but he was trying to help her move out. He explained that she helped him through a lot of issues and he didn’t want to just kick her to the street because she also has a daughter. I get that also because my ex and I were split for almost 9 months before he moved out. I gave him the benefit in these situations. We had a really good time and he made out with me passionately after... he sent me a pic of himself as soon as he left that said worth it. We continued to talk almost non stop daily, telling me I’m beautiful, telling me all the things we could go do, telling me goodnight beautiful, good morning gorgeous every single day, saving or screenshotting all my photos and also I’ll mention we did send each other a lot of nudes and had some heavy sexting going on I’ll admit that. So 4 days later he was getting off work and I said I would be home alone I wish he could come see me. He said even if he could it would only be five minutes. I told him i understood if he didn’t want to but five minutes would be worth it for me. So he had the boys gma keep them a little longer and stopped over... I know I shouldn’t have but we did have sex (and yes it was only the second time meeting, but things were moving fast). As soon as he got home he was texting me again, saying sooo and I said sorry to disappoint and he said you did not disappoint me and we continued talking. The next morning I asked if he was gonna take me on a real date now and he said yes. He got a new job and put his notice in and has had a hard few days at his current one. So the sex was Saturday... Sunday everything was fine. He even made a comment about the more we hangout the more we Will get to know about each other. Monday the talking slowed a little but he did still talk to me. Tuesday a lot happened at work so I didn’t really hear from him but when he got off we talked like normal for a few hours. I told him goodnight and he said “I’m sorry I haven’t talked as much, goodnight pretty” I asked is everything ok? He said yeah just a lot of stress, goodnight pretty. The next morning I text him this... “Hi :) I hope you’re having a good day. I know you said you’re stressed out and apologized that we haven’t been talking as much, which you don’t need to do. But, do you feel like you need to take a step back from me? If so, I completely understand where you’re coming I just kinda get that feeling.” He replied about an hour later “good morning I just woke up, it’s just a lot of stress hopefully it passes soon” so I took that as yes he still wants to continue forwards. So we continued to talk and I jokingly asked if sending another butt pic would help. He said a little so of course I did to make the guy who could be my future man happy. He took a screenshot and replied take the underwear off so again, I wanted to make him happy. He screenshot that as well. I asked if he was on his way to work he said no he was taking his boys to the park. So I made a joke like oh you are asking me for butt pics with your kids in the car what if they saw. And he said I’d tell them that’s an ass son. I replied with the greatest ass son. And he was like ehh some better some worse (he previously told me it’s the best one he ever saw so I took it as a joke). I replied to him with wow rude my feelings are hurt now I’m never sending you a butt pic again! He opened it and started typing but never replied to me. That was at 5pm yesterday and it’s now 3pm today... no reply, no goodnight, no good morning. And he has also viewed my two snap stories I have posted....
WHAT HAPPENED. Someone please help? I really was interested in pursuing this man, he had many of the qualifications I was looking for not to mention very attractive and he told me about his kids and sent me pics of them and I have a child too that I’ve sent him pics of!!! Was I just played or does he actually just need space and is going through something ?? I mean I have a full 30 photos that this man took of himself and sent me not including the nudes.
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