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2020.09.29 09:01 xrisad A pat in a back would really help 😣 part 1
Haha I'm fucked up ng sobra 😂 tang ina puro mood swings ako kasi nag yoyo ang insecurities ko at overthinking.
Im 28 [M] living in Manila and patuloy na kinikikilala ang sarili. Fuck all of the eyes na nag judge pero mas pipiliin ko mgpaka totoo kasi I really need to vent this fucking one out.
I grew up straight. Nagka gfs, flings, ons. I was a fucking horndog back then pero wala nakakaalam na may kulo ako sa loob 😅 mas kilala akong matino, good boy image, matalino and all that shit. I mean totoo naman pero tinago ko talaga pagiging malibog ko. Nood porn, pillow fuck, literoticas lahat ata I was in deep euphoria of attaining the feeling of masarap labasan puta orgasms pa. It elevated to one day nalasing ako sa bar pero nagalaw ako ng isang guy. I was really fucking drunk di ako makalaban pero nung na BJ na nya ako naramdaman ko yung sarap tas di nako lumaban kasi umamin ako na masarap pala kahit lalaki.
Turning point: nag evolve ata libog ko para akong sex machine na halos lahat ata papatusin makamit lang ung sarap. I never really dwelled so much on my preferences kasi sa totoo lang libog lang hanap ko and if ever na mainlove ako sa babae talaga gusto ko hindi naman ako na aattract sa kapwa lalaki kasi gusto ko makapag relationship ba. Ewan eh basta ganun tlga nararamdaman ko. So ayun nga kainitan ng new evolved kalibugan ko lahat ata pinapatos ko fubu babae, trip sa lalaki. Tbh hindi ako nakiki pag penetration sa lalaki kasi iba ung gusto ko? Kink ba or what pero kasi dominante kasi tlga ako maybe gusto ko yung feeling na dino dominate kita na vavalidate yung sense of entitlement ko na kaya ko magdala, I just to edging or jerk off pero nang titease ako to a point na may nagmamakaawa na kasi gusto na mag palabas sobrang turn on sakin ung itsura ng libog na libog na tapos ako may control kung kelan. Hindi ko masabing top ako kasi di naman ako kumakantot ng lalaki pwetan pa pwede pero insertion pass.
Alam ko tlga sa sarili ko libog lang habol ko, hindi kasi tlga ako na inlove sa mga naka trip ko kumbaga sa iba parang kantot kalimot vibes.
Pero things took a different turn? (read the story further for full context)
Sobrang gulong gulo ako kasi last year may nakilala ako online kasi laman ako ng mga fb groups bago pa man sumikat ung letseng plantdemic at plant tito tita na yan matagal nadin ako nag hahalaman mga 2 yrs ago pa? Last year lang ako ng decide na mag elevate ng caring routine para gumanda pa halaman ko.
BTW, He is a guy (OFW) out of casual interest kasi siya ung the go to guy kapag gusto mo matuto sa halaman sya talaga nilalapitan.
Nagchat ako sakanya asking about the initial care of the plant kasi ung plant group na sinalihan ko eh enthusiasts sya for a certain plant. He is friendly tas ng click kami? Alam mo yung feeling mo bestfriend mo sya pero 1st day pa lang kami nagkakausap? Tang ina ang passionate, he was giving me infos and details tas ako naman hanggang hanga kasi ang galing ba? Never pako na kakilala ng taong ganung ka passionate sa hobby tas Nakaka inspire na ako din sana maging kagaya nya one day. Days turns into weeks at ganun padin pag uusap namin tungkol sa halaman kasi dami ko gusto matutunan talaga, as weeks goes by navavalidate din ung feeling na close kayo tas para talagang bestfriend ko sya pero never ko pa sya nakilala? Some will call it parang soulmate feels? Alam mo ung pakiramdam na parang nagkakilala na kayo before? He feels exactly the same way pareho kami ng sinabi na saang lupalop ba kami ng mundo ipinanganak at bat hindi pa nun kami nagkita? Introvert guy ako so kahit may ganun kaming connection I was still hesitant to show myself to him kasi ganun tlga ako mkpg kilala sa online I use a fake profile and no info about me ang mamikita mo not unless I trust you enough and slowly I will tell and show you who I am.
Potah excited eh kasi mutual feeling ba? Trato din nya kasi sakin is bestfriend na tas bakt daw parang ayaw ko pa magpakita and magpakilala at unfair daw sabi ng gago 😂 eh bakit ba comfort zone ko un. Sa sobrang close at passionate ko kasi malaman ung mga infos tungkol sa halaman we also ended up doing calls usap halaman padin, one day he ask if I want to come with him at virtual tour daw sa isang plant farm na favorite nyang puntahan lagi. Gagi syempre ako bago lang dun sa plant world na ginagalawan nya G ako, ofc d ako ngpapakita 😂 si nood lang ako and so un nga ang genuine lang nung connection namin kasi puro halaman lang lagi at passion tungkol sa halaman ang usapan. Few months went by naging normal samin ung kulitan, plant talks, kalog moments at video call na lagi basta halaman pero one day kinulit nya tlga ako na sana sa dami2 ng napag usapan namin at strong bond ba sana magpakilala na daw ako at magpakita. Which slowly I did, nakita nya ako at nakilala mas naging comfortable na kami sa isat isa kasi for the 1st time nagkita kami face to face.
And WTF, beyond all of those kalog moments, bestfriends, plant passion, I know for some reason nagkaroon bigla ng attraction on my side pota na attract ako sakanya at nakakagago kasi I really never felt like this before. Putang ina I know to myself straight ako. Ehh I would have find it annoying to know kung straight sya? You know what I mean kasi wala nmn ako intention so I also assume he is straight? I was getting confused pero tinago ko sa sarili ko kasi I was rationalizing kako bestfriend ko si gago baka naninibago lang ako sa closeness namin kasi ika ko nga I have never felt like this way before so lugar lugar lang ako kasi sayang din ung connection.
There came a time na busy na sya sa work since contact nmin is online lang kasi online best buds lang kami at di pa sya makauwi dito sa pinas, may time na silent period ba kasi busy tlga sya laging pagod kuno ganun? Tas ako chill lang kako andito lang ako take your time ba. Pero alam mo un deep down medyo namimiss ko sya kasi namimiss ko ung kulitan namin namimiss ko makakita ng magandang halaman kasi ung mga halaman na pinapkita nya wala pa sa pinas.
One strange day happened na aun after a toxic weeks he came back and talk ulit kasi may oras na ulit sya and naninibago ako saknya kasi it feels like may gusto syang itanong or palabasin? Na kesyo kelan na daw ba ako mag aasawa or makaka jowa or kesho single ba daw ba ako? At the back of my mind my gut feeling ako na gusto nya umamin? Kasi call me assuming but it felt like he was also attracted to me? Hindi ko alam syempre kasi I never asked him I just know based on how I had observed. And it took a toll on me as I can't stop thinking about what happened that day. It took me about 2 weeks to man up and sabi ko sa sarili ko "gago bahala na, naiipon kasi sabhin ko na lang na prang may crush ako sknya pra makapag move on nako tas bahala na kung ano reaction nya". Into which I finally did pero sa chat lang tapos he responded to be very shy kasi sabi nya di lang daw ako ung gumawa saknya ng proposals na ganun at madami na lalaki dn ang gumawa nun sknya.
And I was like ok wtf ang charismatic mo pala 😂😂
(tbh ngkaroon ako mg curiosity about plant people kasi based doon sa group na nasalihan ko prang madami ata lumalabas na silahis kesa sa straight na plant peeps 😅 not generalizing ah based lang sa na observe ko please prove me wrong)
He kinda shifted to another topic as if he never read it again, but it really became strange after, kasi prang nag iiba nadin pakitungo nya nararamdaman ko un shempre biglang flirty ganun may pa innuendos. And naguluhan ako lalo kasi call me TH but it feels like this fucking prick is playing dalagang filipina hahahaha then again he is my best bud di ko un inalis sakin prang benefit of the the doubt ba. Pero dahil gago ako kasi tlgang naiipon na naman ung nararamdaman ko based dun sa galawan nya nung isang beses tlga na nag uusap kami thru call he reverted back dun sa mga tanong na kelan na daw ba ako magkakajowa and all shit. I really man up and reiterated what I said na I like him ba na kako bahala na kung ano reaction mo basta ilalabas ko sa system ko to pra maging ok nako ulit.
At ayun, nagulat daw tlga sya and umamin na he kinda felt the same way as I am? 😳😳 Fuck my best bud? Ofc ako nagulat ako kasi wala nmn ako ineexpect tlga kasi gusto ko lang matanggal sa dibdib ko ung naiipon. I was happy he felt the same way pero hindi ko dn Alam ano ggawin kong move next kasi bago lang to sakin.
But you know? I never really let it get through my head masyado prang sinabi ko sa sarili ko na best buds kami super close kami so ok lang kung mag lambing ba? But it was different kasi prang mas naging extra flirty sya potaaahhh tinablan namn akong si gago haha 😅 I keep on telling myself na how? Babae kasi tlga ako na a attract how come for once? Isang lalaki? Best friend ko pa. In short there came a time na Malambing na tlga, send selfies, pa cute pa ganun, we were still all based on plants padin naman pro na dagdagan ung flirting side 😳
More than half a year na kami nguusap lately lang ung may pa flirt flirt? I kinda became horny as well kasi may time na tang ina ng send ba nmn ng selfie na nang aakit? Ewan ko ba the selfie was a simple flying kiss act pero it got me turned on so baddd.. Me knowing I'm comfortable with him, I had admitted na ui tang ina mo wag ka nga mag ganyan na tuturn on ako letse ka 😂 and gago un ng spam ng selfies until I can no longer hold my urge and I took the risked and asked if he wants na makapag SoP sakin. He was shocked pero tinanggap nya yung offer. I was shocked dn pero I was too horny not to pass the opportunity. We did the deed and bukas kami na paisip on what happened to us.
It seems nagkaroon ng bokingan at pareho na namin inamin na we were attracted pa pala to one another matagal na.
We still became best buds pero pota may libog moments na na dagdag jerk off cam to cam.
Tbh this was the first time I said to myself secretly potah inlove ata ako pero sa lalaki pa? Totoo ako sa mga past relationships ko na babae mahal ko sila. Ung mga ons at fling ko tinablan naman ako eh nakapag hook up ako sknla so it means I know my attraction well. Pero iba tong nangyari sakin? Parang organic or naturallt fell into place? Hindi ko to pinili I was just being honest and genuine tas prang na inlove ako.
To which somewhat he kinda reciprocated? Hindi ko tlga alam magulo kasi wala naman nangyaring labels parang nadala siguro kami ng passion namin sa isat isa kasi tang ina ng ilys na kami pero d nmn mg jowa? Ng cam to cam pero bestfriends? Pareho ba kaming duwag? Or pareho ba kaming naninibago?
Too which finally came my downfall, kasi prang ako ata tlga ung na fall inlove hard kasi genuine honesty, ngayon lang ako nakaramdan na prang ako ung na inlove at hindi ako ung prang nilapitan. Maybe naging clingy ako? Pero sya din kasi ng show signs eh ng try pdn ako lumugar with reservations 😂😂
But one day prang nag bago ihip ng hangin? Prang ng bago sya one day as if nawala ung lambing ganun ung oras, ung bond ng passion? Maybe with all of the mixed feelings na overwhelm sya and one day decided to be quiet. Which took an emotional roller coaster sakin kasi feel ko my bestfriend ghosted me. Alot of misunderstandings ang ngyari Kasi on and off communication at hindi kami mg meet half way.
I got depressed kasi pakiramdam ko ako na lang tlga ung nghahabol? Kahit ba malabo and I don't know what he wants? I still am going for the genuine friendship we had. I told him na sabi ko depressed ako kasi madami ngyari sa buhay ko tas dumagdag pa to and I said I wanna die kasi umabot ako sa emotionally exhausted nako. my personal problems ruled over me and I really felt I had no one kasi lht iniwan ako or I became too convenient with everyone.
Right now I managed to bounce back pero sa totoo lang? I wanna know what happened between us. I'm still finding my own strength. Kasi I'm still trying to accept the reality na prang nagbago bigla sumila nung nanahimik sya ng di ko alam reason bkt.
Up to this day it feels like nagbago tlga lht ngchachat na lang un Kung kelan nya gusto at naninibago at nasasaktan ako kasi pakiramdam ko kht bestfriend ko wala napakelam sa nararamdaman ko na namimiss ko lang mkpg usap ganun. I know he has his own problems to deal with pero gusto ko malaman tlga at maliniawan, if he can do that before bkt ngayon hindi na? What went wrong? Mali ba ako? Why did he kept quiet? Why did he change?
Why do I feel like I gave up my heart to feel alone again 🥺
I know mahabang story sorry need ko tlga to ilabas, Kung nakaabot ka gang dito salamat at nabasa mo.
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2020.09.29 08:45 kingtheberries Live sex cams x
I will make this short. I video sexed 3 times. 2 with randos online and i didn’t show my face-> which i don’t worry about too much. One with someone i met online and had some sort of relationship with.
I have done at least 6 video sex with him and most of them i showed my face and body. I regret it enough and i won’t ever do something like that again but to give myself an excuse i was so ignorant back then. I trusted him when he said he’s only forcing me to do this because he loves me too much. I hated it when he cut himself and get mad at me for not doing what he wants me to.
He was an asshole. He lied to me about everything, anything, most of the things. It took me 8 months to get back to normal me after leaving him.
My question is how do i make sure he didn’t record it? I know i can’t but i just fucking wanna get this out of my head and live my life. I keep posting things related to this but i can’t seem to fucking get over it fully. I googled myself million times and googled every keyword related such as “ video sex, cam sex, skype sex, facetime sex, facetime pussy, facetime tits” ... and i have’t found mine. I have my guts telling me he didn’t because if he did he would have threatened me with it. ( he have with other video calls i made with randos he said he’ce seen it online and he took it down somehow. I believed him, i know i was an idiot. But later he told me he lied. I feel like if he had videos of me he could have easily threaten me with it) Can anyone tell me i’m ok? What am i supposed to do here? I feel like a used and broken one. I can use all the names to call myself and how dirty i feel. What if i can never be forgiven by anyone i love or will love in the future? Where do i go from here?
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2020.09.29 00:14 Phil-rencher1 Live sex x cams
Hey, I am new here - let me give you a little bit of background.
I am a 28 year old man, who was first exposed to porn when I was 11 years old. I then first jerked off when I was 12. From ages 11-19, I had a serious porn and masturbation problem (I would try and find porn almost daily, and would masturbate multiple times a day). When I was 19, I had a period of recovery for about 2 years, until I was 21. Then, I had a relapse that set me on a course that was pretty dark, but felt so amazing.
For the next 7 years, I had lost my sense of self control. I was looking for excuses to be alone so I could turn on pornhub or chaturbate and starting jerking my dick for hours and hours. I would stay up until 2 or 3 in the morning watching porn videos and live cams. I loved it (still do to be honest).
However, I really don't want this to be part of my life anymore. I am tired of always being horny, and wanting to find videos of women playing with themselves, and masturbating. While it is extremely hot, and I love masturbating, it is time for me to make a change.
BUT IT IS SO HARD TO NOT WANT TO JERK OFF ALL DAY LONG!!
What things are you all doing to help you not want to just look at boobs, and sex videos all day long?
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2020.09.28 13:54 MomentaryLapseofPink Live x sex cams
This is without a doubt, the biggest secret I have ever kept in my life. I haven't told not even my closest friend about it in the six years since this happened. And some who read this may say that I'm a coward for using anonymity to confess to this act. But I know that I would never be able to live with myself if my family knew, the only way to escape the judgement whether it was there or not would be death.
To tell this story, I will need to start at the very beginning. My mum had been widowed, and she ended up dating this guy. He had two adopted daughters, one my age (who was in my year at school, we were both about 16 coming on 17), the other slightly older about 19. The one my age (we'll call her Deb) would stay with her dad every other weekend as part of a custody agreement.
I remember one night, she added me on Skype, I had never really spoken to her before this. For the most part she was a massive loser in our school, and what few interactions we'd had were for the most part unpleasant on my part. I don't know what her problem was with me but whatever that's besides the point. Anyway, she asks me if I go on RedTube, and if I know what it is. I knew it was a porn site but that was about it. From that subject, we then got on a video call, and soon enough things got rather sexual.
I felt like what I was doing was wrong, after all, was she technically my step-sister? My mum and her dad never married, even now they're not married. But still, it felt very taboo looking back I don't think I enjoyed it. I was a lonely guy, I'd been single for a long time. And then suddenly a girl with big breasts is camming with me. It didn't matter to my sexually blooming mind who's breasts they were.
After that, we didn't talk on the regular. She would come over to our house when her dad moved in. And we wouldn't really interact at all, aside from some awkward hellos. There was however a random conversation again over Skype, and it ended with her sending me a nude. I can't remember how exactly things lead to that, because it felt like such a random, insignificant event.
Once she started staying overnight here, and coming more regularly, that's when things began to really take a turn. I remember she and her sister had come over for a dinner. And we were hanging out in my room, and soon enough things turned flirtatious. I never felt all that attracted to her, I was for the most part just a horny, lonely late teen. She had kept running her hand over my crotch, practically groping me. And that encounter ended with my dick out, and her being called downstairs for something. She didn't come back up which I was thankful for.
Time went on, and soon there was another encounter, she would stay in our living room, and she sent me a message asking me to come downstairs. Again things took a flirtatious tone, in hindsight I feel it was her instigating the majority of the time. She was trying to get me to lay in bed with her, we caressed each other a little. And eventually we felt it was time to go to sleep, before I left she ran over to me while I was stood at the door and we made out there for a few seconds. I feel for the most part I was disgusted with myself for not pushing her away. But again, lonely horny late teen being approached by a girl in a tight t-shirt and underwear.
Some more time passed, and just like before there was another encounter. We'd had a barbecue, and again she was here. Once we'd eaten, I went back to my room as normal, and after a little while she came up. I stuck a movie on to keep her entertained while I sat on my PC. And within a few minutes she asked me to come and lay with her on my bed. There was no real flirtatious behavior, she cuddled up to me. And I just let her be, but then things started to get sexual. Next thing I new, she was giving me head right then and there. And I hated myself for enjoying it, and even more so for cumming. Much like all the other things we had done, it felt horribly taboo. But why should it?
Not long after this, I got a girlfriend, and I was completely smitten. She was an exchange student from Sweden whom I'd met in my last few days at sixth form before I was kicked out for not turning up to any of my classes. I stuck with her even when she went back home to Sweden that summer. But then Deb was over, and inviting me downstairs. I knew what was going to happen, but I let it anyway. We were laying there on that mattress, Family Guy was on the TV, and I could feel her hand moving towards my crotch. I didn't stop it, soon we were in the throngs of foreplay, and then we were having sex. I took her virginity that night, and I never felt an ounce of guilt that I was cheating on my girlfriend, I don't think the gravity of what I was doing was really settling on me. But what's worse, is it happened again, she had even brought a condom with her that time.
We didn't have sex again ever after that second time, I do remember one night she had come over and we were all eating dinner, she was rubbing my leg with hers the whole way through. And I didn't really feel anything, I wasn't excited by it, I wasn't disgusted by it. It just happened.
Not long after, me and my girlfriend split for non-related reasons, even now I've never told her about what me and Deb did. I have a feeling that more people know than I let myself believe, because Deb told a very close friend of hers, who in turn told Deb's mum. And god know's who else, even that not fully knowing gives me so much paranoia.
The thing is, I hate my mum's partner, he's not a particularly bad guy, just personalities that truly clash. And I get a sick satisfaction from looking at him, knowing I took his adopted daughter's virginity, like it gives me some power over him.
I tried to talk to Deb about it recently, because we never really did. I felt I wanted some kind of closure, to understand how exactly she felt about it all. But all I got was "I don't like to think about it" and I couldn't help but want to beg her to talk to me about it, to just put my mind to rest after so many years. But in the end, I do understand. But in a way I couldn't help but be confused by that, she had been a primary instigator. Either way, I respected her decision to not talk about it. I was 17 then, 23 now, and all of the things that happened I have regretted, and probably will for the rest of my life.
I betrayed the trust of so many people, I did something with someone I never should have, I didn't love her or care for her I did it because I was horny.
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2020.09.27 23:29 Hmack1 Boundary basics
You are about to build a "new house" of your own. You need instructions on how to live a better life. You have not done such a good job. Time to figure out what your screwing up.
Moral Constitution, the Constitution of your autonomy.
You sign this constitution as a declaration of commitment and in solidarity with yourself.When it is ready, You need to sit down with someone else, they are there to bear witness and be your notary. I review mine every year, on the anniversary I wrote my first one. I take it to the notary if there are any changes. That is how much it means to me.
This is a promise to yourself that you will be there FOR YOU from now on. Treat it with the reverence it deserves.
Your MC need to be written down. These RULES are the foundation of your life going forward.
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Ive completed all the objectives to become thane, but once i go to Eilsif and she declares me thane, my game crashes upon leaving the conversation.. any ideas?
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does such a sub exist? should i post about this stuff here, on the basis that literally both of us are diagnosed aspies, even though the issues caused by my chronic pain are far more complex and debilitating than those caused by (our) mutual spectrum/sensory processing issues?
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2020.09.21 00:25 Latter-Heart-4027 I fell in love with a MC E-Girl, kind of heartbroken
I know the title sounds funny, I guess it kind of is.
I am really desperate for any kind of advice, I really don't know what to do. I'm sorry for this being long winded but if you could read it, It'd make me happy.
For a visual context, I'm a 20 yo guy, with black hair, big black eyes, barely tanned skin and you're stereotypical college guy body type.
I'd never admit this with my face connected to this, but I really haven't had an amazing life so far. In highschool, I got bullied and shunned for the entirety of it, so I kind of always have a bad image of myself and because I'm a devout extrovert, it left me with a constant feeling of loneliness.
At one point in highschool, two of the jocks pinned me into the corner and grabbed onto my fat and squeezed to hear me scream. Needless to say, their laughter haunts me to this day, and I gained an eating disorder, which is why I have the slim body I do.
My experience with girls had not been too much better. The looks I used to get from the girls from my school were just cruel, I had talked to a few of them after the fact and they told me they didn't want to take a step down hierarchically and potentially get a share of the abuse I got on a daily basis.
The way I copped with my pain was by writing love songs. I did this everytime I felt sad I'd write one, and needless to say I have alot 😂 I had been having a reoccurring dream of this brown haired shy girl with freckles my whole life, so id often take my life experiences, think of her and boom I have a song.
All that said, when I was 17 I had my first girlfriend and I cannot describe how happy I was. But that's when I realized that the group of "friends" I had at the time didn't want to be happy for me. At that point, they started to drink more, and with it came their true character. To put it short, they were incels, to the point where one broke his hand punching a wall in a blind rage because the girl he liked was with someone.
It's worthwhile to say that they pressured me to drink too, and eventually drugs got involved. I only smoked weed once with them, and I am sure it was laced with something because I cannot describe the agony that ensued. My vision was rotating, going in and out and I felt like I was going to die if I closed my eyes. I immediately got up and started walking out, they didn't care (as a matter of fact they blamed me the next day for this). So all of a sudden there is a drugged up scared teen walking through the city in horrible agony trying to make it home. Luckily I did, and to this day I can't even have a sip of alcohol without having a panic attack, a trait that was not popular among this group nor the people I met in college afterwards. What kind of guy can't even drink alcohol? 😅
They went on to poke holes in my relationship with her, constantly insinuating she was cheating on me with someone in the group. I became so miserable, I cut ties from all of them, I met up with my gf to tell her the story but... And I know it was stupid... I didn't want to make her sad knowing that I was severely depressed... so I decided to break it off with her.
The last I heard from those guys was them saying "someone would have to be dumb, ugly and stupid to even look at you" and "you deserve everything you got".
The last I heard from her... She ended up dating the exact guy they said she was cheating on me with.
You'd probably expect me to hate her, but I hated them. Love for me means that I want to see that person happy, even if that means I get the short end of the stick or even have to leave their life.
Flash forward 3 whole years, I had dated a few girls, but I never felt love again and honestly thought I was broken, that I would never feel that way again.
At this point, feeling free from people bullying me nonstop about making YouTube videos, I had made alot. Of course thematically relevant, I still never got anything from that but I still love it nontheless.
As I was going through and opening all the available accounts for my channel, I happen upon Reddit. I decided to browse a little bit, when suddenly I saw needafriend on the front page. I clicked the subreddit and happened upon a post that essentially went "I really want friends, I lost mine recently"... And I actually dmed, who ended up being a, her.
We became good friends very quickly and I was really honestly surprised. I immediately found out she wasnt single, I didn't have a problem with it at all, it just meant we could be friends.
Getting to know this girl, I found out she had one boyfriend before the current one, a guy she had "went on a break with", to which he had sex with another girl very soon after... You see when she said a break, she meant she wanted like a week to herself. He didn't understand that. She also had really low self-esteem and was kind of submissive, which was a polar opposite to my confident and extroverted personality (noone knows my life story except for my best friend).
Its at this point that I realized my fatal flaw, I like to helping people with their confidence issues, it is my favorite thing in the world, and tbh I just wanted her to see herself as I was starting to see her.
Then I popped the question, do you wanna do a Minecraft Let's Play together? I know I'm too slick 😎 This was notable because I have always been extremely protective of my YouTube channel, I didn't want a good relationship turned sour to destroy one of the last things I had left... But I thought she was such amazing comedic foil for me, I couldn't resist. She agreed extremely enthusiastically.
I was so proud of the finished product, I bought a Minecraft realms for us, had my sister make us an amazing thumbnail as us as cartoon characters, it was so great :))
As one of the jokes from the video, I joked that I'd need a vid of her dabbing on cam to be sure I wasn't being playing with an old man. She immediately did it, and it this sounds crazy... But she was the girl from my dream. My heart skipped a beat. I know it sounds so cringy, but her dabbing while we messed around on Mc was the moment I kinda fell in love with her...
I was so excited for summer to start, we said we'd be making so much fun content, I was really starting to get happy. Then summer came... And silence. Its not that I didn't try, I really was so worried, I knew she was going through something, I just so desperately wanted her to let me help her. Then summer went...
I didn't waste this time, I wanted to be perfect for her, I wanted to be the guy that every girl dreams about. I got a job at a grocery store, hard labor, like that I could get abs for her while also getting paid 😋 I used the money I earned to invest in medical companies, to which it paid off pretty handsomely (I wanted to be rich enough to make music videos of the love songs I wrote for her as well as be well-off cuz that's always cool). I took a nice course load in my uni (I'm in medical sciences) because I was fueled by my passion for the success of the future. I even learned to play guitar because my sister said girls like it.
... Then right before school starts she comes back, like she hadn't ghosted me for 4 months. She tells me that she has a new boyfriend (meaning she had been single) that was long distance (meaning that I maybe had a chance since we're in different countries). I was supportive, of course, and just was happy to have her message me again.
I then thought to myself "well if she can do it, maybe I can too" and instantly proceeded to get catfished... badly...
At this point I was really starting to spiral and everything I had lived started coming back... and then I asked her why she ghosted me (because tbh that was the real thing that hurt the most out of all of this).
She said she had been depressed and that she pushed away everyone as a result. I told her that Id be happy to have things go back the way they were and that I forgive her... She didn't answer...
The next day, I send her this message:
I know I'm an idiot for even thinking this, but I keep running the question in my mind that if you would have let me confess my feelings for you when you were single, if you would have let me love you. Or maybe you knew that I did, and that's why you never even told me.
But since now you know that I was just a stupid idiot who wanted to love you. Love for me means that I am willing to put my own feelings aside to make sure you're happy. Even if that includes never hearing from you again.
You are happy with him, you happily came back to tell me that, so I refuse to get in the way.
There will always be that part of me that hopes you will someday answer me and at least let me continue being friends with you... So if for any reason you feel like messaging me, it would make me the happiest idiot in the world.
I love you [her name], Your friend forever, [My name]."
... It's been three weeks of silence and I still can't get over it. A reoccurring theme in my life is I get knocked down harder and harder again and again but I always get up and smile at the pain. But not now...
I know she doesn't owe me a response, I know I was never guaranteed her love but I can't help but hate how cruel my life keeps going, it's like this was a tortuous representation of the love I don't receive. I love her, so I'm okay with her choice to never answer me.
I just want to love someone, I want to make someone smile and laugh and feel amazing. I'd give anything and everything for that.
I stand here tortured, I can't sleep because my dreams show me her. I don't want to die, so please give me some advice, anything, even a simple recognition that its okay cry about this is enough.
I'm sorry if this upset you, It's not as memeworthy as the title foretells... ... But thanks for reading it 😅
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